(:

Idk what i did to deserve these awesome friends of mine, but yeah i love them. <3

1-They're always there when i'm sad. 

2-They give me hugs when i need some.

3-They sing me lullaby when i cant sleep at night.

4-They tell me its ok when i'm scared.

5-They let me spam them with handsome guys photos & never once complained. Even my guy friends look at handsome guys with me. <3

6-They are so awesome idk what i'll do without them.

7-They always tell me they love me when i feel unloved.

8-They send me random heartshapes & smiley faces to make me smile at random time of the day.

9-They give awesome advices thou it often doesnt work. (:

10-They love me for who i am, with all the bad temper & stubbornness & all, & never once tried to change me.

Srsly now i feel happier with life already. :>

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So. These days i keep having nightmares when i fall asleep.
Its not easy to sleep either. D:
Its just awful.


& i hate relying on somebody. It sucks big time y'know? :/


I'm afraid i'll get nightmares today again.
Whats worse? I know you dont bother at all.
Bet you'll sleep peacefully thru, as usual.


Sigh, my life sucks. 

aitakute aitakute aitakuta kimi ga inai

Bad lightning, thus cant see tones clearly D:
Anw, started drawing & painting again & it feels freaking awesome. :D


I have difficulties sleeping this few days. Cause random thoughts dominating my mind. D:
I need some coaxing. :(


Now my nails are plain boring, in gold. :/
Think i'm gna go imm tmrw. Get some decent ballpoint pens for drawing. :D


I'm kinda in a state of depression right now because skin from my hands are peeling again. Major heartache ok. D:
My precious hands. 

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When i first saw you, i was afraid to meet you. When i met you, i was afraid to like you. When i started to like you, i was afraid to fall in love with you. Now that i love you, i'm afraid to lose you.

E9 :>

I love em! <3
Hehehhee.
Just my 2 fav pictures. 
More next time yo. :>


Had a great time today! You know, abit of arguing here & there, some little fights. Its all show of affection. Hehe. :>
Loveeeeee those people loads.
We have to have gathering more often ok! :D


Pics from jemmy's camera <3