i cant believe i am smiling like an idiot now.

TheGazette! :D
omiomi.
their new look rocks right. ;)
heehee.

all righty, today was HIGH. OMI. (X
first day of sch ley. HAHA. :D
yuting keep highing bout mirotic. wont have live one luh. *glares at yuting.*
LOL.
she keep "under my skin" ing. LOL
&& still "under the bag" , "inside the cup" , "back in the class" , "inside the class" , && "under one roof" . LOL.
HAHAHAHA! :D:D:D:D
art was, . . .
okay, got the torch thingy, which all of us catch no ball about. LOL. :p
i'm dying manzx. ART IS KILLING ME. OMI. :O
okay, i dont think i'll be updating my bloggy so often now. cause of art coursework.


&& HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, JUI! (:
iloveyou!
jui & his sexy voice rocks! :D
his birthday is tmr, but i wont be updating. ): so yeaps.


people who can view my private blog,
i've changed the url to : de-fectedmelody.bs.com. (:

{I cant believe i'm melting due to that.}

Shooting star - 12012

i have split personality.

library.
with yuting & khairi.
sohyuting said she'll reach before 12 but she reached after.
khairi woke up at the time we were supposed to be meeting.
& well, i'm on time. :/
i should have taken my own sweet time instead of forcing myself to wake up manzx. TT

anyways, i treated myself to hershey's dark choc.
& its super sweet. ==
some kind of dark choc.
anws, it did make me happier. :D
so yeaps. chocs still rock. (:
i need to get myself some higher quality ones from candy empire sometimes. LOL.
they have the chocolates my cuzzy bought me from Australia. 8D
haha.

i got the guitar from khairi~
lol. super heavy can. -.-
TSK.
&&&&&&& daddy said, he'll buy me one acoustic one. LOL. (: [my REAL dad. lol]
i just removed some stains. lol.
i was actually using alcohol to remove. thn i gave up cause needed alot of time. so i used nail polish remover.
& the stains came of in a rub. LOL.
okay, i'll set it aside. & start trying to inspire myself with music so i can have something drawn for art. :p
i'll see my beloved 4e9 mates tmr! :D:D:D:D
YAY. i missed them! ;)

{Forgive & Forget. What crap.}

Tegami - Kisaki Project

i guess, i'm just unimportant.

why do dals have to look so damn adorable?
OMIOMIOMI.
badnews. lol. i need a dal. :p
okay, i'm getting a dal before i get another blythe. thn i'll get a pullip & thn a taeyang.
so i can get bjds after tht.
D:
omi. i'll be so broke.
need find work after Os. LOL.

well, still have weird feelings in my tummy. D:
idk why. ):

sometimes, i really wish humans are born clever & there's no such things as school/exams.

okay, i shall go flickr-ing.
at least looking at dolly pics dont make me think of things i'll feel sad about.
at least, it makes me smile.

{If i could turn back time.}

Guren - The Gazette

& it keeps repeating.

Out! :D

jemina's super duper belated birthday celebration. LOL.
it was funnnnnnnnnnnnn~
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
after they bowled, we went arcade.
bashibashi-ed.
thn, yuting played the drumdrum. eh, 'luvly merry go round' ! :D
LOL
okay, then headed to tohguanpark after buying bubble tea from sweettalk. (sch there de. LOL.)
slacked, chatted, crapped.
& headed to JE mrt station.
jemina went tiongbahru? (idk the spelling right anot. LOL)
shijie was bored so she went there & homed again.
me & yuting went bugis.
omi manzx. she is totally crazy about panda. (peishan, dont worry, she isnt your fan. LOL)
we went to giftaname, & there are few pandas there.
& theres this REALLY huge one.
oh well, obviously she high like siao. -.-
LOL. when we left the shop, she was insisting the panda is looking at us.
she is crazy manzx. :p
the she bought donuts & we went to meet the person who was selling me dolly wigs.
HAHA.
i got 2! (:
pullip greggia's wig is curly & full of tangles, ):
but suprizingy, taeyang lead's fitted hikari perfectly & it looked GREAT.
omi. LOL.
so yeaps. may consider removing hikari's current scalp & wig her. (:
i need to soak the dolly wigs in softerner this weekend. while i rush my homeworks.
& by the time i've done my homeworks, they'll be smooth & soft le. :p
i need to straighten pullip greggia's wig. i love the curls, but curls are a pain to take care of.

OMI. sch's gonna reopen in like, 2 days time. O_O
& the unless piles of homeworks. i'm so dead.
my art ...
OMI, MY ARTTTTTT~
*screams*
i need to buy some dang cardstock & more papers to make the skeleton of the bookie. :x

dolly addicts ( i did not mention malcolm!) click here , & here.
OMI. i want luh!! ):

{We've come in peace.}

Keyword - JaeJoong

making magic,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HIROAKI SAKAI! :D
iloveyou~

i am so not biased, lol.
look below. saga's pic is just the right size, RIGHT? right.
i love hiroaki & saga equally, right? RIGHT.
lol. :x
opps. HAHA

anw, i'm too lazy to find hiroaki's photo online, so i just added one which i happen to find in my lappy. lol.

am rotting at home today.
so yeaps.
tmr out with jemina, shijie & tht idiot yuting. LOL.
eh, sohyuting, TMR WEAR WHAT LUH. O_O

okay, i shall start rotting now. :p

uruha's lips = LOVE.
:x

{I'm not used to it. I'll never get used to it.}

MIROTIC - DBSK

screamos.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAGA!
iloveyou!~

yaya, i know i'm biased. :p
but omi. LOOK AT SAGA MAN. *melts*
lol.

went library alone todayyyy~
& saw tons of ppl i know. =="
well, at least when going home, its better.
need to force myself to start homeworking! lol.
i wonder where i left all my worksheets. :x

& i realized i've been repeating lovin you by DBSK like nobody's business. lol.
& its really nobody's business. :p
&&&, omi. you should hear jaejoong's part. damn nice can. LOL.


&btw,
i have an annoucement, people.
tht is,
AlfredLaiMiYu=BirdBrain.
Khairi daddy! Malcolm mummy! our swine pet is a bird brain! (X
muahahahaha!

{Hug,}

KALEIDOSCOPE - Megaromania

red lines.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MANABU!
iloveyou!

&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IBUKI!
iloveyoutoo.

idk where are ibuki's pics.
& i'm too lazy to look at the pics in my idols folder 1 by 1. LOL.

i'm still feeling tired despite sleeping for so long.
i feel sicky. idk. maybe i should sleep early today. but i rather tire myself out, so i wont be thinking about things.
i now own a pair of blood-shot eyes. ._.

i need to save up for a new camera.
i need to save up for another blythe.
i need to save up for cute stuff. (:

okay. so i cant spent for like, iori knows how long. TT
fine, i'll try. lol.
ohmyiori.

{I dont want to lose it now.}

VAMP VAMP VAMP - SuG

river of emotions,

jaejoong.
this image cheered me up. (:

plans for today : rot at home.

i feel like punching something now.
i hate it when people accuse me for something i didnt do.

daddy just stocked up those soya milk, fruit juices & etc.
got 5 bottles eh!!!!! O_O
whoa. lol. i downed one bottle alr. LOL.
YAY FOR FRUIT JUICES! :D
lol.
i woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon.
first ever time i got enough sleep for this year. zz.
i think i'm rotting til midnight & i'll get some homework going.
art is still untouched. :x
i am so dead.
but oh well, i dont care.

{Tears. They fall for a reason.}

One - DBSK

sucky-ness

science camp.
it was alright. :/
tons of homework needs to be done.
went mediacorps. hell manzx.
i'll never step there again. the ppl there are like, so sucky too.
tsk. hateful. *rolls-eyes*

tmr no science camp, yay much? lol.

i have NO mood to blog about anything, now.

people, maybe you guys should note this.
I HATE PEOPLE USING VULGARITIES TO ME.
uncivilized. tsk.

& maybe its time you should differ care from NOT trusting.
get your facts right before accusing EVERYONE.

{Grow up.}

Bathroom - The Gazette

love in the ice

URUHA.
OMI. i think i need to add the amount of love for him.
OMI. he is like, so super duper shuai can. OMIOMI.
but i jealous of his damn narrow waist. (._.)
like seriously.
but oh, i love him still. :3
heehee.
LOOK AT HIS WHITE LASHES. WHOA.
lol. got more images of him in lappy.
i'm so gonna be spamming uru this few days manzx.
my pretty boy has became even prettier. lol. (:

today went market help mama carry things home. O_O
thn after that, went watsons & i bought, . . . SUNBLOCK!
lol. cause my sunblock is running out. heehee.
i seem to have endless supply of sunblock in my hse. lol.
okay, gotta rush thru science camp ws.
get it over & done with manzx. (-.-)
TSK.

omg, JUN's voice is damn kawaii.
I LOVE JUN!

{I still remember, your favorite piano notes}

UGLY GANG - attic

close your eyes

KIM JAE JOONG.
omi. he is like, so damn perfect.
omiomi.
lol. i'm crazy. hahahahahaha!

practice was okay.
i am currently at a lost.
idk if i should do my science ws for science camp, or continue with my dolly pics thingy. LOL
obviously the ws is a better choice. but i still surfing net. so yeah.
since tmr i'm going to buy socks thn home, thn i shall do everything tmr.
which will give me a major headache.
oh well, who cares.

i hope gazette's aoi can go get married or smth. i mean, he is like 30 & the company doesnt allow them to. AWW, SO SAD.
tsk. my idol's getting oooooooooold. lol. i love aoi anyways! (he's the one at the iconnn~)

{Slowly melt,}

Blue star - Vidoll

start

YOOCHUN!
he may not be the most handsome guy in DBSK, but i love him luh!
his voice is damn nice manzx~ AHHHHHHHH. lol.
i love kimjaejoong!

today went sch for POP thingy.
i didnt cry eh.
cause nth much. haha.
after tht, lunched & chatted at playground with shijie.
waited til huiqi came & we homed tgt.
so yeah, thts how my day went.
boring right? i know. (.______.)

am too lazy to upload video. OPPS. haha

shit shit, dang dang, whatsoever crap.
my right hand's getting worst during the hols. omi.
it hurts even more easier now.

{something that will stay with me}

BEST FRIENDS - The Gazette

i love them so so so much.

Out, with usualpeeps.
today was super fun luh. & we played like idiots as usual.
MUAHAHAHA.
i am so NOT violent. hehs.
i'm too damn tired luh.
gotta rush cards for greta & haogen.
yay, tmr pass down. *jumps for joy*
HAHA.
lets hope we can go for movie sometimes eh?
today we ate like, the whole day? haha.
so fattening. opps. haha.
I AM SO DARK. AHH!
& people, theres something called the sound of speed, invented by sim min jie!
LOL.

will upload video tmr, i think.

{Sound of speed.}

Dream arch - 12012

2ndhigh.

outing with 2nd high.
THE HEAT ALMOST KILLED ME.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
lol. i went into the sea okay. tsk.
& dragged michelle into the sea. muahahahaha!
she almost killed me by pushing me lo. LOL. she's nutty. she went screaming cause of her bangs.
HAHAHAHA. i got bruise sia. tsk. pain okay. LOL.
liping was saying she giving the CAN LAN DE XIAO RONG. lol.
went & shopped ard with shijie. i feel so guilty. cause i bought stuff again.
i mean, HOW COULD YOU RESIST. lol.
when we home-d, took mrt & it took like forever.
so ya, finally home, & i shall go crack my brain boud my speech.
RAWR.
OMIOMIOMI.
MY FACE TURNING DARK.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
okay, i think i have a damn sunburn. tsk.

-too lazy to upload other photos.-

{To be loved by someone, anyone, makes life in this world shine.}

Pixy false - Phantasmagoria

you said if i believe, you'll be here.

JUN & IORI♥
omi omi omi omi. (fyi: OhMyIori)
i miss them luhhhhhhhhhh~
esp iori. (ﾉ_･｡)
he didnt update his blog for so long.
but but but,
PHANTASMAGORIA IS COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
either in 2011 or 2012. （‐＾▽＾‐）
i just want to see my iori alive & jumping.

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. omi omi omi.
got food poisoning again. (.___.)
how unlucky can i get.
&&& ytd i cant even fall asleep while listening to the song that made me feel at peace most.
i bet normal humans cant fall asleep with that song thou.
cause it's phantasmagoria's NeoArk. LOL. try listening. you'll shock yourself awake maybe?
heehee.
but it does make me sleep. i just dont know whats wrong ytd.
ah hell, i saw cousin olivia blythe for sale at 280 only. omi omi omi.
i need one. (^_^;)

re-watched mago's pv tons of times.
i hope they'll come back soooooooooon!

dbsk's love in the ice is super duper touching.
omi.
read the lyrics translation & you'll know. click here.
the live here.



WANMEI, CHEERUP!
no matter what happens, theres still me, panda, & the girls from your class.

{The dreams i painted when i was little,}

Surely - Iori

white-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YUUTO!
i need to hug him. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
omg. omg. omg. omg.
I NEED TO HUG YUUTO.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
-insert fangirl scream-



okay, so i went ouuuuut with shijie & yuting to shop for jemina(human)'s present. LOL
idk what she'll say sia. LOL. i like her present thou.
so we went china square central (in search of treesons) FAIL.
thn to suntec (in search of hikari's specs & some other stuffs?) FAIL. gotten jemina(human)'s present thou.
lastly to plaza sing (to look for blythe doll stuff. I SAW TONS OF BLYTHES & PULLIPS & LIVING DEAD DOLLS) opps?
haha. so basically, my feet is killing me.

I SAW URUHA'S GUITAR AT SUNTEC.
I SAW HIDE'S YELLOW GUITAR WITH HEARTS PRINT AT PLAZA SING.
omg. i went like, AHHH. lol.
I SAW ELECTRIC VIOLIN & CELLO. omg.

okay, i need to calm down. lol.
i seriously NEED designer toys.
ahhhhhhhhhh~

can i hug jaejoong? like seriously?
his voice damn cute when they're sing promise.
heh heh.

YHHB members take note.
if anyone returned from Japan, Austraila, UK, USA, Canada, Mexico, Chile & Spain,
you are to stay at home for 7 days from day of return & not come to school.
thankyou.

-msg by ms cheong.

{Oh, crap.}

Artman - Kra

JEMINAAAAAAAAA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JEMINA LIM TSE HUEY! （‐＾▽＾‐） (the human one)
whoa, (finally) 16 le horh. LOL. can watch nc16 with us le. YAY.
& fyi, your card is a pain in the ass to make lo. i try so hard for it to NOT have folded edges.
LOL.
tmr you going off to MALAYSIA le. must miss us whorh.
see you soon. (^-^)/



omg, i have aitakute single in my lappy alr. I AM SO HAPPY.
lol. okay, soprano & sama-chaimu are damn nice.
now, let me go enjoy my other just downloaded albums. LOL.

{Polar bear loves you!}

Purple line - DBSK

flow of melodies, disappearance of memories.

YASUNO!
somehow, this picture cheers me up.
so i decided to post it instead of jaejoong's.
cant be biased. ( i knw i am)
LOL

practice was ok?
i enjoy disturbing liping anyways. LOL.
slacked downstairs with shuyi for awhile, & now i'm home to rot.
will not be doing anything today, cause headache is so killing me. dang.
i need to do my homework sometime ehs? i dont think i can finish. LOL.
HAHA.

i'm so looking forward to section outing manzx.

{in a daze}

PRINCE - Versailles

Raspberry ice-cream

JAEJOONG & JUNSU! ♥
omgomgomg.
*floating due to kawaii-ness overdose*

out with huiqi today.
took tons of photos.
was thinking of taking tons of photos today ytd. LOL
so we did. & gave up where we're supposed to be going, cause needed to walk a damn long way. zz.
brought hikari along. & huiqi took a pic with her. YAY. (even thou she finds hikari creepy)
omg, i fell in love with Kapibar-s. they're super kawaii. cant get them thou at the machine thingy thou. sad.
i need one of those. LOL
go search it on flickr. Kapibara is so damned kawaii manzx. OMG.
haha. if i can find treesons for sale at the shop at china square center, i'm getting one.
thn, i'll need to go to build a bear for a pair of specs for hikari! yay.
omg. & i need a Kapibara. i'm so broke. (x_x；)

i hope iori will update his blog again soon.
i miss his kawaii way of talking so damned much.
& cant jun update MORE often? like when he used to spam tons of posts a day?
at least let me know iori's alive & jumping. (ﾉ_-｡)


for today's photo, click here.

{Cravings,}

Sleet Eve - Ayabie

i'll tell you,

TREESONS!
omgomgomg. AHHHHHHHHH!
i NEED one soon! i cant wait.

sry for the treeson spam. LOL. but i NEED one!
i NEED the white one with specs. ITS SO ADORABLE! omg.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

& now, i shall go & be high about jaejoong & iori.
lol.
look at the jaejoong icon. omg.

{Sugar overdose,}

Drella - alice nine

i'll be there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RAME!
he is vidoll's bassist.
i wanted to say i love you to him, but idk, it sounds weird. because he's too pretty.
i'll sound like a les. LOL. nvm, i'll support rame! LOL.

today was okay.
random chatters & jemina went high over dbsk's songs.
cause nice mahs. LOL.
JAEJOONG! omg, i'm hearing jaejoong's voice in 'begin' now. LOL.
okay, shall stop the high-ness.
& now,
i want a treeson.
shijie wants a treeson.
jemina wants a treeson.
yuting wants a treeson.
khairi wants a treeson.
malcolm wants a treesontaeyang.

HOW COOL IS THAT? haha.
uh peeps, monday me, shijie & yuting will be going to china square center to find treeson figures. LOL.
if you wanna tag along, tell me.
jemina will be leaving for malaysia, so wont be coming with us. SADDDDDDDDD.
& as promised, jemina, heres junsu :

okay, i think she'll go high.
haha.
junsu~~~~~ AHHHHHHHH!
he has the prince charming look can. OMGOMG.
i need to cool down. lol.

anw, JUN's voice is LOVE! omg, his voice so kawaii.

{Itchiness in my heart,}

Funny place - JUN