:(

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.

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Back from libraryyyyyyyyyyy!
Needa go jogging ltr so i can sleep at night. :/ 
I fell asleep only @ 4am++ this morning D: How sad is that man. :(
Imma save up for novels novels novels! >:| Need loads of them in my room so i wont feel bored. 
I'm starting to hate hols. >:( So boring. 
I need to start a healthy diet or my complexion is srsly screwed. X_X Borrowed some books from the library only skin. Urgh. Needa stop all my junk food intake. & see my freaking fat face :( But i'm not complaining. XD Dk luh, think i crazy alr. 


I AM FREAKING ADDICTED TO MY BLOG SONG YO :P


Ok, before school starts again, i need to :
1-clear all the stupid pimples :(
2-spent 15mins daily running/jumping ard so i can sleep better at night
3-SLEEP BEFORE 11 & MAKE IT A FREAKING HABIT. zz
4-get healthier hair = NO MORE DYING OF HAIR
5-SPA SPA SPA


So at least i wont look like a zombie when school reopens. 
Yes, i look like a zombie now.
So busy during hols, yet so boring. Yea, contradicting. X(

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Where is my Aladdin, to show me the 
world? Where is my Eric, to kiss his girl? Where is my Beast, to show me beauty lies inside, where are these men, why do they hide? Why do I get a Jafar, who's slime as a snake? Or get dissed for an Ursula, who's ugly and fake? Or get a know-it-all Gaston, who thinks he's so sly? I guess I'll wait in my castle forever, for my fairy tale guy.

Code Geass & Code Geass R2 \m/

I spent 2 whole days watching Code Geass, & Code Geass R2. Now, I NEEEED THE FIGURINES. *dead* 
:< I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED LELOUCH FIGMA LUH OMG. :<
Oh btw, blog song is shirley's theme. Omg. The part when lelouch made her forget him with his geass. T^T HE LOVES HER OK. T^T
She got the memories rewritten twice, & she fell in love with lelouch all over again. T^T
Before she died, she told lelouch, in her next life, she'll fall in love with him again. Thn she's dead. WAHLAU I CRY LIKE SIAO CAN. T^T


The 2nd prince quite handsome. But i wna kill him. :P I forget how to spell his damn name alr luh. LOL. Aiya, anyone who wants my lulu-chan dead should die. *laughs lelouch's evil zero laugh* XDD


Srsly, that anime make you hate one character alr, thn will suddenly make you love them. Or love them alr, make you hate them. XD Its freaking twisted.
But when lulu-chan was freaking evil, i still support him sia. Dk why. LOL 


R2's ending's freaking awesome \m/ make me cry like nobody's business luh. :( My lulu. :/


But yea. GO WATCH IT YO.
The OSTs very nice (y) :D


Okay, so these days i'm living like an otaku. :(
I canceled 3 days plans just to watch anime.
+i blocked loads of ppl on msn & didnt reply loads of texts because phone was off. :X
Sry, cant let people disturb me watching anime ya. :/




I really need those figurines :( 
I really need to save up :(
No pocket money for hols. T^T


If you wna contact me, just send me ONE text ok? Not spam when i dont reply. Thank you.

RED \m/

Tdy is happy day ^^
Both posters on the girl on the cover of the singles thou :( *disappointed*
But, lookie @ at the pamphlet! <3
Me loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D:D:D


Srsly i needa save to pay for mah calender omg. >:/
& hujoo doll. I need one. :(




Gahhh i hate myself. 
I love my lappy. Dont you? :)

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I'll be more contactable after hols ok! 
Sry, i've been busy.
:/




COLLECTING GAZETTE RED SINGLES TMRW.
YES, BOTH VERSIONS YO \m/




Anything text me alrights? Replies not guaranteed. :x

stay, close to me

Went library with wanmei tdy. :D
Modem spoil, like crap only. Now living on free wireless that would shut down anytime :(
ANW, 
these days am a busy girl ok, am sorry if i'm kinda out of contact :/






WATCHING EL HAZARD LIKE AGAINNNNNNNN
All time fav anime ;) 
HEH.
After that, its sailor moon again! Hehehe.


I SWEAR THE OPENING TO EL HAZARD, ILLUSION, IS FREAKING AWESOME YO :P

Job hunt with wanmei tdy! :)

groomed to perfection

Groomed to perfection workshop tdy with mah lovelies yo :P
Had fun. :D BECAUSE I'M WITH FUN PEOPLE \m/ (y)
ANW, Gucci's GUILTY smells damn nice lor. :P I WILL SO MAKE MY FUTURE BOYFRIEND USE IT LUH HEH (IORI USE EVEN BETTER)
I too lazy to upload rest of photos ley :P


ME WANT SHOPPING/MOVIE TRIP WITH MAH LOVELIES :D :D :D LIKE SOON! (:


OKJOBHUNTTMRW. :<
Hopefully i get a fun + nice paying job with overload of handsome boys for me to ogle at. LOL




Anw, we had free eyebrow trimming tdy! Hehehe :P


IDK WHY I BLOG LIKE SO MESSY. XDDDD




oh btw, rmb this ?

IT IS NOW COMPLETED!
HEHE, SHOW YOU.

IMPORTANT LOL

OMG GET ME THIS ON MY BIRTHDAY & I WILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH I SWEAR.
NEXT YEAR UH.
MY BIRTHDAY 8TH APRIL.
LOLOLOL

I'M FREE

I'M FREE NAO BABIES<3 HEHEHEHE. YES I KNOW KAI IS FREAKING HOT XD


Grooming workshop tmrw, with my lovely friends :P
I DECIDED. IF NONE OF THE SELLERS GNA REPLY MY EMAIL, I GNA SAVE UP TO GET A DSLR FIRST YO. :>


Oh btw,
BOOK ME FIRST BEFORE ALL MY DAYS ARE GONEEEEEEEEE! Hehe. :P

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Enough is enough.
Changes need to be made.
& i've done it.
Some things need to be out of my life.
& i've got rid of them.

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Hello world. :> I shld be studying mah skinbio hair morph, but am looking at dolly stuffs again >:
Cute things are distracting (cutie included) 
)X


So i've worked out what i wna save up for!
1)Hujoo doll sleepy eyes
2)Taeyang jade (may get him first hehe)
3)Giantic polar bear plush
4)Pipos bjd. Kitty one. Damn cute i swear. 
5)Lati yellow basic, belle & ruki (makes two T^T )
6)More pretty clothes for mah dollies.
7)New camera please T^T 


After those, i can buy my clothes shoes & bags alr. :/ So please understand, i cant go shopping much nao. >:


/facepalm




Hopefully i get a new camera asap, but dollies more impt, so. . .


&NO, MY PARENTS WONT SPONSOR ME D: 
THEY CALL ME GO WORK & BUY THOSE MYSELF >:

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Click pic to enlarge. 
1) Licca doll, gna come with the dress on her.
2) revoltech tohsaka rin, comes with stand & her extra hands & dagger in the pill box.
3) Death Note L nendoroid (opened box, never displayed)
4) Kuroshitsuji Sebastian nenodoroid (opened box, never displayed)
5) Blythe clone CCE, comes with her stand & the wig i just bought. (there are factory flaws)
6) Pooh Dollcena
7) Gameboy advance on top of the sebastian nendoroid box (:






THEY ARE ALL LOOKING FOR A NEW HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


OMG EMAIL ME OK > y-itian@hotmail.com

CLICK THIS TOO. LOL

SORRY I VERY HIGH NAO. KAZAMI REPLIED MY TWEET. HE FREAKING REPLIED MY TWEET. OMG. :') KAZAMI I LOVE YOU <3 
TDY IS HIS BIRTHDAY :>






ok, so anw, I DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR OCHEM. D: I didnt get enough time to do my two 1 mark qns (2 marks in total). :( PLUS NO TIME TO CHECK URGH. >:|
okwadevaitsover. :D
baibai ochem, YOU ARE SO FREAKING OUTTA MAH LIFE. XD (For this year anws. Dk y2 or y3 i need advanced ochem. /headdesk. )


FRIDAY LAST PAPER. SKINBIOHAIRMORPH.  I WILL FREAKING MISS THAT MODULE LOR. :< OUR BELOVED UNCLE CUTIE JOE. /SOBS 


Ok. Gotta start finding job maybe like, THIS WEEKEND? D:


& if anyone wna buy my nendoroids(L & Sebastian) from me please let me know. I opened them, but put the back into the box. Both are in awesome sparkly spark condition XD
& if you want a blythe clone (mine's cce) CONTACT ME TOO. I took her outta the box, & washed her hair before. I threw away her stock clothes cause those were plain awful. I sanded away the gross fakey makeup too. Might so her face a little before putting her up for sale :/
Also, i have a revoltech tohsaka rin, & am letting her go. /sigh 


I am thinking if i will regret selling them o-not. :/ I know i can let Maya go without a blink of an eye, but idk bout the Sebastian nendoriod. 


Ok, so if anything, you can ask me thru the askbox(formspring) at the side bar over there >
Or, email me : y-itian@hotmail.com

CLICK CLICK

OMG CLICK IT. LOL LOL LOL <3
YAY

HUJOO!

Harrowwwwww 8D
So, ichem's overrrrrrrr! /grins
BUT OCHEM'S ON WED /shows horrified face
XDD AH HA.
Ok. So, i spent tdy on flickr, looking at hujoo dolls, & i freaking fell in love with these dolls. I want them as much as i want a blythe doll last time. :X
So, i really want a basic hujoo, with fantasy coloured hair (preferably pale pink), with pale pink/red/black eyes. :/ Yes, with NO makeup. XDD Why? I think an alien looking hujoo doll's pretty cute. :3 
So, i found out ebay's actually selling it cheaper, considering to get one from there onot. HOWEVA, saw one for adoption on flickr which is like freaking chio & she freaking caught my heart. (I know its exaggerating LOL) So i'll see the pricing first yea? :/ If she's <100 maybe i'll get her. If not, me just get mah basic one & make it alien-look-a-like. 8D
If i were to get the basic one, of course i'll get the normal one. The one on flickr's a custom sleepy one. Pretty cute. Orange eyes, black hair, short bangs & stuff. :3


Cant wait for hols to come. Me want job! >:(
Me need money for dolls bad! :(


OKSOMUCHFORDUMBENGRISH.


\seller faster reply me on flickr omg. D:\


Me will be a good girl & study ochem tmrw after i wake up /pinky promise. 


<3 buhbyelovelies :D

off to cousin's wedding!

Hehehehe, byebye! <3


Wish me luck for tmrw's ichem

b'cause i cant sleep & i cant study

b'cause we needa show iori some love<3 ;)
ILOVEIORIWITHSPECSITELLYOU:3


Nowadays, everywhere its just uru uru uru. :X 
Thats b'cause i got my uru-obsession back. :/ But dearest iori is forever number oneeeee <3 (ok maybe not forever) Hehe.


K, so i should have studied, but obviously i hadnt. :(
I feel so guilty! Plus i agreed to go cousin's wedding so sun's a no study day. :(


Urgh.


Feel so awful. +got the flu bug nao.


Y'know i hate most of the kids nowadays. They wear ahlian clothes & think they so cool. Joke. Making a dumb joke outta themselves. /rollseyes. Such an eyesore to look at. Plus they have no manners. LIKE SRSLY. /rollseyes again.


& know what else i hate? I hate random people who go all crazy about some artiste not cause of the music, but cause the artiste is popular. Well, screw all those people.


Am so very frustrated tdy, tried reading some ichem slides nth went in my brain. Very nice. Gahh.


So. Look at the time nao. Dk what i'm doing awake. But i.cant.get.to.sleep. asdfghjkl


I want to quit my cca. Like srsly. If it doesnt improve, i am so quitting. I'd rather have NO cca, thn be in one which i'm NOT happy in. 


-done complaining-


Imma be a pretty girl on sun! :):)
Will sleep soon.(probably in 2hrs time)
Byebye lovelies, & rmb to spread the Gaze-love! <3

RED

THE PV. WATCH THE PV. 
AOI'S HAIR IS AMAZING. 
URUHA SEXY AS HELL, AS USUAL.
ME LOVE REITA WITH HEADBAND. MAD KYUTE OK.
RUKI HAS PLATINUM BLOND HAIR IN PV. MAD HOT.
KAI LOOKS GREAT IN PV TOO.




& AFTER WATCHING THE PV, I ORDERED FULL SET OF THE SINGLES. T^T 62$ FLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.


ITS OK I GUESS. I WANT THE PAMPHLET & POSTER SO BAD HEHE.








OH, CELLBIO SECTION B CUI ONLY.


BUT OH YEY NO MORE CELL BIO!

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HARRRRRRRRROW PEOPLEEEEE <3
MY FAV SPOT OF MY ROOM <3 :D:D:D:D


ANW, MATH PAPER TDY. OMI. OMI. OMI. X(


& yay, ordered Gazette's 2011 calender. :/ 62$ flew. @_@


&.
for the single red, only buy both regular & limited edition de thn got poster & pamphlet. :(
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.


X(
SO SAD NOW OMG.










K, UPDATE AGAIN AFTER EXAMS OK. I'LL BE CONTACTABLE ONLINE, OR THRU PHONE.
BYEBYELOVELIES<3

when we first met

MY DARLING GIRLS! :D
Can you believe time pass that fast? After exams, hols, thn new term will come :)


OMGOMGOMG WHY AM I SPAMMING POSTS

1001th XD

SOME OF MY NOTES. HEHEHEHE<3
PRETTY NOT? :>






CUTIE KINDA MADE MY DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY<3


:D
OK GOTTA DO MORE NOTES, THN DOODLE CUTIE CHIBI VER ON MY DOODLE BOOK <3 
THEN PACK BAG & SLEEP EARLY<3 :D


THN DO SOME MATH TMRW OMI.


&&&&&
RUKI IS ON TWITTER! <3

1000th post

My pinky : st figurines <3 :D


Anw, fainted at home this morning. @_@
After that, parents brought me to the doctor. *facepalm*
Urgh, now am stuck with bunch of iron tablets & some multi vitamins dad just bought. -_-
Doctor say not enough blood. :/ 
So now i have to eat properly & make sure the food i eat contain iron lor. As in iron Fe, not the whole metal XD
Hehehe.
Yay meeting my darrrrrling girls tmrw! <3 Get calculator stickers & study in school! ^^
Happy me. :D:D:D


Actually wna go get tattoo soon de. A star at the back of my neck.Parents are ok with it.
BUTTTTTTT, i know lots of you dont want me to get tattoo. Actually i still wna get.
BUT CUTIE SAYS NO SO I'M NOT GETTING IT LOL LOL OPPS :X


& shit, bunch of my jealous friends are gna kill him. @_@
Hehehehe. 
<3y'all

:>

WHEEEEE 8D
Gotta start studying! :X


Went out to have a walk, feel so much better. :>
STRAWBERRYMILKSHAKE FTW


Hehe. <3
Bought some cute clips from daiso omg.
DIDNT KNEW THEY HAD SUCH CUTE STUFFS

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If you're too busy to call me, I'll understand. If you dont have time to check on me, I'll understand. If you always cancel our date, i'll understand. If you keep throwing tantrums, I'll understand. If you keep ignoring me, I'll understand. But if I stop loving you, it's your turn to understand.

People change, and hearts move on.

If you ever see my walk the streets with someone else,
its not because i love his company,
its because you were not brave enough to walk beside me.


If you think i keep talking about someone,
its not because he pleases me,
its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeats.


If you feel i'm falling for someone new,
its not because i love that person,
its because you were not there to catch me when i fall.

Motivations to study later on

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NOT FORGETING IV'S ARM