I cant believe how high i went today. LOL

Cycling @ ECP with Shijie Jemmy Malcolm HiangTeck & Lincoln. OHMYIORI ITS SO FUN CAN. LOL. 
& OHMYIORI I FELL & BLEEDDDD. SEE BLOOD. XD (Sry having sugar rush here) Jemmy bought me CANDY FLOSS. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRAVE FOR CANDY FLOSS? YOU KNOW?!?!?! XD HAHAHAHA. Feel so loved. :3 Havent felt loved in a long time mah, dont blame me for being so happy. :) I LOVE JEMMY! :D :D Later Panda jealous. :P Anw just now poured alcohol on knee, DANG HELLA PAIN MANZX. zz. Thn pain til whole thing numb & cant walk. After about 1 min's time, knee bend le also not pain. Alcohol so useful ley! :) Thts why when you fall, USE IT. Its worth the 1 min pain lo! XD 
Have a happy new year humanzx.
New year, new bruise. LOL! XD






I am the cause of your headache! & this is your song~ XD


&& MY FAV SONG~

I cant believe its so awesome. XD

My new year resolutions-

1) Earn more $
2) More shopping sprees
3) Order as much Gazette stuff as possible
4) Fill room with Gazette poster
5) My 4th year of Gazette craze XD
6) Dont cut my hair til after birthday
7) Get a birthday present for myself
8) Try to slim down even thou its impossible
9) Learn electric guitar 
10) Stop expanding my number of idols (impossible)
11) Learn Muay Thai ;)
12) Get a sandbag
13) Learn kick boxing
14) Stop cracking kunckles even thou i like doing it
15) Read more novels :D :D 
16) New lappy
17) Learn japanese
18) Remember to use conditioner & not waste it








Thats all for now, i guess. HA HA HA. :D :D :D

& i always thought Aitakute was just simply wanting to meet/see you.
But i didnt know the song was so damn meaningful. Til today.


Ps luh, today thn go see trans. :P

Gather roses.

Left : Byou. Right: Kazuki. 
My current boyfriend number 1 & 2. LOL! XD
HANDSOME RIGHT! I KNOW. HAHAHAHA. :3
I am so in love with these 2 right now. :3 
WHEEEEE! (:


&&&& my fever & sore throat & running nose is killing me. Why not lets just say flu is killing me.
:/
Will blog when i feel better i guess. Or i got some hot jrockers to spam. :x 

Kouki's voice is awesome. So comforting. ;)

Gotta work today afternoon shift til late late thn tmr morning shift. :/ :/ Urgh. I'm sick dammit.

Someone needs sandpaper on his face! :B

Back from cycling @ ECP with USUALPEEPS. 
3 words for you.
It. Was. Awesome.
:D
Usualpeeps are : Me, Panda Tan, Sam the ass, Ong Wan Mei, MinJie, Raymond & Raymond's beloved KeanOnn. :D
Cycling so dumb luh. LOL. We cycled far far. Very very far~ :P
Saw some wormy otw & Panda freaked out. When we were resting halfway @ the place can see aeroplanes there, TONS OF MOZZIES I TELL YOU. Damn them. LOL. The way back my slipper flew off while i'm riding. HAHA. XD Thn ate ice cream @ Macs. :) Next bused to CityHall & Trained to Bugis. Raymond wanna buy POTS. XD Anw after tht went to have our dindins. Saw ZhiXiong. :O Thn we were crapping after eatting. (The food like scam according to WongKeanOnn & the others. LOL.) Told them the Panda whacking incident @ Chalet. XP HAHA. Otw back to JE so fun luh. We were crapping & fighting on the train all the way back. WheeX100000. LOL. XDD
KeanOnn really damn budget luh! :D His birthday next year we give some facial products k? :D :D
My finger bending skills getting better. :B
I needa try more strenght next time. XD
Upload pics next time K, having fever nowzx. LOL. I guess it has something to do with me eatting fried food when i'm having sore throat & cycling in the rain. Whatevers the case, IORI IS SO HOT. XD
Anw theres this Avatar following behind me after Sam walked her way otw home. I walk faster he also walk faster. Thn i walk dang fast & go in lift & close the door in time. Damn the Avatar. 
Usualpeeps know what an Avatar is. :P Cant announce. LOL.

Mephisto Waltz.

Oh he will be fine, he will recover. :) 
Although it hurts to see him like this, we cant cry in front of him. 
Maybe he's mom is right. Its fated. Whats gonna happen will happen, cant hide from it.
I cant believe i CAN wake up today for work. (Morning shift luh!)
I tied hair in a bun. :) Love it tons. No more fringe for me. ;) Gonna tie my fringe up up. :B I can eat can sleep can smile le. (:
Tmr gonna go cycling, tues & wed work. (: 
Malice Mizer so awesome you know. Gardenia is a awesome song manzx. \m/ :) :)
Mana so pretty pretty. I think he's the only jrocker i see who can look so pretty with blue lips. ;) Hehe. 




Gackt & Kamijo have a very romantic look lo! XD I mean like really. They got the romantic romantic look. (I love Kamijo alot & I like Gackt. Got difference de.) LOL.
 

I hate christmas.

I hate christmas. Isnt christmas meant for celebrating? I spent it crying, shivering. Going to the hospital to visit him today. Lets hope he'll be fine. I hope he'll recover soon. I KNOW he'll recover soon. He will.
When i was very interested in Wiccan few months ago, i read something. 
'When you believe hard enough, it will come true.'
I believe he will recover soon & i know he will.
Everyone, lets pray for him. 
If i didnt reply your text means i dont feel like talking at the moment. If i dont blog for a few days means i'm sad. Get it?

_|_

Am so irritated, so so irritated. 
Go to hell. 
How the fuck am i gonna buy a new laptop if i can earn only a hundred a month for like 3-4 months? Fuck.
So damn pissed luh. Anyone got any job to recommend, with a nice pay? I'll quit immediately if i get a new job. To the hell with the current one.
Off catching up on Jrock stuff alr. 


































Idk what to wear tmr. Damnation.

It was a mistake to have entrusted you.

Out with ShiJie todayyyyy~ :) :) 
Doesnt Uru darling look hot in that icon. ;) It isnt mean to be a question. Its a statement. Lol. XD
Orchard first. Ion, Wheelock, Fareast & Heeren.
Turned out, HMV's moving to 313. So we went 313 in search of HMV. Found it, & bought what we needed to get. ^^ Yes, its related to my 213 idols. Lol. & i found out that, I get overly high when i see Gazette stuff. :) Saw 12012's new single too. & Gackt & Megaromania & Miyavi & Alice Nine & An Cafe & Kra & Kagrra & Acid black cherry & breakerz & Malice Mizer & Vamps & Vidoll & Versailles & somemore lo. Ha ha. :D :D
Anw when we were @ orchard, we saw Michelle & her mom i think. Lol. At first i was like, that girl look like Michelle. Thn she saw me. & thats when i confirmed she is her. :x WHEE. LOL
I feel so unwell today luh. Urgh. -.- Stomache cramp so i wore something comfortable out. Tummy not comfortable luh ): I guess it has something to do with me still drinking tons of chilled drinks when i'm out. :B 
Thurs gonna be out whole day again so i'm saving tmr for lappy day :D & maybe some novel reading. :)
I NO CLOTHES TO WEAR ON THURS SIA OMI. DIE LUH. URGH. ==
K forget it, -.-
People, forever 21 @ 313 is seriously every girl's heaven. Trust me. HAHA. XD




Ok, so Iori's new look is better thn the previous one but not as awesome as the phantasmagoria one. But at least its better then the previous space suit look-a-like one. :x 
Well, wont wanna kill Jun this time. :D


I cant believe what i did this morning or rather, afternoon. XD
When i woke up, i decided to follow what Gackt has said in a show of how he brushes his teeth so his teeth so straight so white so pretty.
1st step - Open mouth.
2nd step - Stick out tongue.
3rd step - Brush your tongue.
4th step - Brush your teeth.
LOL. YOU HAVE TO SEE HIM DEMO. SO STUPID. HAHAHA. XD its in one of the funny vids below luh. Lol. He does it as thou its so normal & everyone around him was roaring with laughter. :B Oh, Gackt is so dumb & everyone loves him :) :) :)


Hyde is a complete hottie. :B

Stuff,

Meeting ShiJie tmr. Jemmy in Malaysia. ): ): ):

I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. I MISS JEMMY. 

I MISS JEMMY. 

): !






&& 

I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.I HATE MINJIE.

Until i get my candy floss. :B

Hyde is so hot so kawaii so awesome~

I love this guy so so so so so so much. :B

&&&&&&& Why?

Because,

He is so goddamn kawaii. :3

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

:D :D :D

His name is Hyde & is in the band Vamps & I love him so.





Staying @ home today to read novels fangirl & many more.
Needa relaxxxxxxxx :)
bye bye peoples ♥

:D :D :D

Dollies :3

Yay, home home home. :D
Tmr gonna go concert concert concert! :D
Later cannot see panda tan due to her height problem. :x 
XDD
Today met Jemmy & ShiJie. I swear ShiJie is the most dumb person i know. LOL. Seriously. :P Anw we shopped & Jemmy was almost late/late for her cell cause we decided to finish watching the violin & cello performance @ plaza sing. LIKE OMI THEY'RE USING ELECTRIC ONES. &&& i was happy happy cause we saw dollies. Blythes & Pullips & Dals. I SAW SO MANY BLYTHE DOLLS I WANTED! D: D: No $$ or all will be mine. Then i saw a super pretty Dal doll. :/ WANT! Pullips arent so attractive to me. :/ I am so gonna go there & get a few dollies when i saved up enough. But oh well, i needa get myself a mp3 or mp4 & some new clothes first. ^^ Gonna spend spend spend. Urgh i want a Blythe doll for my birthday pretty please. I know no ones gonna get it for me. I dont have to ask parents. They'll nag like mad cause it isnt needed & will want me to get it with my own $. TT Sad huh. Saw the lappy i want today. Its by Fujitsu, & in CANDY PINK! :D I love Fujitsu manzx. I mean, same brand as my current lappy. HAHAHA.

Am so bored bored bored.
Idk what to wear tmr ley.

&Crap. ShiJie knows my weak point alr. Well, use your brains & you'll know its guys with eyeliner & black nail polish. XD 

Making of ViViD's 69II PV

I swear Reno is the cutest bassist ever. ;)

I am head over heels in love with ko-ki. He's so adorable.

Shin is so hot.

Iv is sexy as hell.

Ryog has such a cute voice.

Damn, are they trying to kill fangirls?

Look at how short the shorts are.

If you see my keyboard turn red, it means its stained with blood.

Due to nosebleeding. :x

Why i love Visual Kei Jrockers. :P

I laughed til my tears came at this one.
Stitch doing pushups. LOL
Some dumb dumb cheating by poking ppl. LOL.
:P

OMI THE LONG HAIR. LOL

Cutest photos. ^^

Admit it, we're the cutest bunch of smart asses you've ever seen. ;)
We love us & you're jealous. :P Whee. Hahahaha. :D

Oh my i just saw how scary i looked in the 2nd pic. Haha. :P




Got so many dumb pics luh. I wanted so much to post the peishan one but i know she'll kill me. HAHAHA. :P 
The one where she's going mad on the bed with tons of candid.
:P :P :P
HAHAHA!
Ok i think she's still gonna kill me. XD






Tmr meeting jemmy & shijie. :>






&&&&&& i got the 200 bucks progress reward.
Mama said i can spend it on whatever i want. :D
Normally she would want me to save it & do nth with it. LOL






smiley face X 10000000000000000000000!

JasmineYou's missing. ):

From top to bottom : Kamijo, Hizaki, Teru, Yuki.

I was looking forward to JasmineYou's picture in their current release before he passed away ya'know.

Seeing nothing of him in Serenade pv kills me. ):

I miss JasmineYou.

Its like Versailles isnt even complete. :/

Yes, all the members are gorgeous but i still miss our beautiful JasmineYou.

): ): ):

Me like studded stuff. :3

Teru darling is wearing shorts. :3
Me like. XD

Went to playground near school today & chatchat with shijie.
So not used to not seeing school humanzx ley ):
I miss recess so much. ): ):
Brought momo along. (momo my hamster)
Saw Ain. :D :D
Thn went for lunch. Otw saw someone so familiar uh the style of walking. -.-

Thn went to jp.
Thn back to same spot. (The playground)
Thn chat chat talk crap & HOMMMME~ :D



Tmr i am so dead. :/ :/
I AM WORKING A DAY @ WEST COAST PLAZAAAAAAAA! -.-
2pm-10pm. Which means i'll leave there around 11.
Means i'll reach home late late. ):<
Oh nvm, i need $$$ for shopping. :D
Lets hope tmr see nice humanzx there. ^^




Pray hard Jemmy is free on fri so the 3 of us can go chat chat yea? :) :) :)




I am not used to my current life yet. :/
Not gonna be used to it any time soon. :/
Urgh.

ViViD

Last one before i go out. I swear. LOL

I got work at 4. :P

YOU SHOULD WATCH IT.

MY DARLINGS BECAME SO SEXY ALR! :D :D :D

I'll write more tmr or smth. bye bye.

Me want specs :3

I want specs from there omi omi omi. I want.

I AM WILLING TO GIVE UP MY CONTACTS! AHHHH!

Uruha & Reita darling changed their hair colour!

Its darker now! :)

My my, REITA YOU HOTTIE. XD

&&& Ruki's hair grew longer. :3

I LIKE IT.

But, I LOVE THEM.

XDD

Omi i'm insane. XD BUT WHO CARES?! XD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

*fangirl scream X 1927487298659632495793850238650276*

HAHAHA, so sorry if your com/lappy lagged or hanged. :3

No way i'll share my reita with malcolm mami.

muahahaha.

K, needa prepare for work soon. :P

I LOVE GAZETTE \m/

Surely.

The one on the right is my boyfriend. I'm serious.
Wanna guess his name? :P
Kinda obvious who he is, isnt it. Ha ha ha.
He's my super duper kawaii most awesome handsomest IORI hubby! 

*Insert a gazillion hearts*

:D
Its Jun beside him. Yes, its just Jun. LOL.




Anw, having work later on. Kill boredom! :)
:/ But thn, still no appitite ley.
Idk whats wrong with me luh dammit.
Gotta force myself to eat something before heading for work later on. :/

Something's still missing.

Gazette \m/

Hurt, be hurt and get to know love Intertwined sighs
That you cannot slip away is no lie
Every time you repeat it the heat increases - that gentle lie
Your breath seems to stop

-Gentle Lie by Gazette

I heard your voice calling out my name over and over again
But I just covered my ears and repeated those silent words... "I'm sorry"

-Last Bouquet by Gazette

I hold tightly to the name I can't call out
And count on my fingers the tomorrows that won't disappear
With deaf ears, I hear the sound of a cradle as it sways
The crimson lotus flower blooms in the springtime we can't get back

-Guren by Gazette

It was a mistake to have entrusted you 

-Before I Decay by Gazette

Like the petals that are changing their color
If the time comes, please remember
Like the withering falling petals
Even if the time comes, please don't forget
  

-Miyakashi by Gazette

Because I wipe away my tears so you won't be able to notice them

-Calm Envy by Gazette

If I'm to dry up completely and be crushed, at least let it be by you
I'm surrounded by beautiful flowers, but I would rather be close to you

-Hanakotoba by Gazette

Ingrained with a feeling of anxiety that I cannot separate from
I seem to forget about the warmth of your wiping hand

-Shiroki Yuuutsu by Gazette

Uh, i'm bored into bits so i typed some of my fav lines i can remember from Gazette's songs. :)

Not gonna type ALL, typed those i like only. ha ha ha.

Oh oh oh, actually wanted to type cassis & chizuru & the invisible wall & distress and coma & reila & ALLL. But but but! I use those lines very often, so type out not fun le, later everyone know where i quote from. LOL. :P

ONE LAST ONE! :P

I am a cause of your headache. And this is your song.
We are the Cause of your Headache! It undermines an empty head.
We are the Cause of your Headache! Leave here before a ditch deepens.

  -Headache Man by Gazette.

LOL! :P :P :P

I love it when they scream the 'we are the cause of your headache' tgt. KYAAAA so cute :3

XD 

The answer is drowning in a smile.

Yes, i'm in love with this doll. So handsome can. :3

& people, i'm not attending class chalet.
I'm not in the mood to enjoy.

I just want to punch something, crush it, burn it & mesh the damn ashes til even the atoms burst. 

I'm not gonna give a flying fuck to whatevers gonna happen.
Change or not, I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
I dont care.
I am being an angel long enough for not reacting.
So sorry, you gonna die, sooner or later. Why not now.
I'm in the mood of making ppl's lives miserable now.
I am so pissed off. Ha ha ha. 
Say bye bye. Your game's over. 
If you think i'm insane, then you're right.
I AM. I AM FUCKING INSANE, FOR DOING WHAT I THINK IS BEST FOR YOU.


Anw went shop shop around with Jemmy & Shijie today.

WE MISS MALCOLM MAMI! ):

Got a nightmare ytd, & spilled the beans about it to them.
THEY. LAUGHED. LIKE. LOONIES. ==
They laughed at my NIGHTMARE you know.
Ok, to me its NIGHTMARE.
To them its "nightmare" 
-_-;
K nvm, you dont need to know what i dream of. 
I wont tell anymore humanzx anw.
Maybe mami. HAHA. :P


Why did i dream of that anw? :O
Oh, it'll never happen.
We wont ever have Chem lessons at night, & we wont be in a chem class combined with other classes & i know peishan will never sit UNDER a table to do her chem. XD LOL.



I'm totally mad about Gazette's 'Headache man'
Kept repeating the lines : 'I am the cause of your headache, and this is your song' & 'WE ARE THE CAUSE OF YOUR HEADACHE!' 
LOL. I almost drove Jemmy up the wall with that. :P

I am a cause of your headache. And this is your song.

We are the Cause of your Headache! It undermines an empty head.
We are the Cause of your Headache! Leave here before a ditch deepens.