Silver

Heisei Ishin.
they rock man.

today's SYF.
its crap.
bad news?
YHHB got silver.
good news?
ALL SCHOOLS GOT SILVER.
okay. so i was bloody shocked when they annouced us silver.
& even more shocked when they annouced nj silver.
so when tht guy said nj got silver, i'm like, huh?
sure everyone get silver.
in the end, everyone did.
judges said stuff like the standard have increased & all.
but hell.
since our standards have increased, then everyone had to get silver.
not gold, not nth.
yes, i feel tht its unfair.
but what can i do apart from accepting it?
at least i know we're not a low silver.
at least i know we've done well.
was acting all normal, but was super sad.
after done listening to them talk, walked out sch with shijie & i just let the tears flow.
then hugged aipoh & cried super hard.
why cry? not because i'm unhappy with the result.
but its my last performance, & i'll never perform with them ever again.
i'll miss the times so damned much. seriously.
i'll miss my juniors.
i'll miss everything.


Happy birthday, RADIN.

{River of tears}

Rainbows - Alice Nine.

remembrance

THE GAZETTE !
yayness. all my 5 darlings.
this image just popped up somewhere in my lappy, so decided to post it.
heehee.

today's lessons were quite fun actually.
but oh wells.
math, isnt so fun huh?
art was so-so.
english was great. cause cher went for medical appointment.
4E9 went chaos mode again, as usual.
they had fun watching 2 idiots cutting each other's hair. LOL
& more destructive stuff were done. HAHA
had urge to whack faiz's hand. the one in bandage. uh, i think its the right hand? LOL.
during art lesson, we were crapping pretty much. so yeaps.
then, assembly, the guy giving the talk was uber high. LOL.
keep disturbing short-short thing.
thts pretty much for today.
quite disappointed didnt get to go home with wanmei & samantha.
oh wells, i cant do anything boud it.


gotta go bath bath, use lappy somemore. & off to sleep super early.
tmr's SYF, people!
give us your support! (^_^)v
YHHB, no matter whats the result, as long as we do our best, its all enough.
let us enjoy our last performance with you guys.
so lets relax, & do what we've doing during practices.

{That bus ride, those flash backs, i want to forget.}

edit/

one of my beloved hammies, momo, is gone.
first fluffy, followed by zhu, then spice. now momo's gone too?
someone just tell me why its so unfair. tell me why the one i've grown to love most is always gone before the others.
when momo just arrived at my hse, i dont have much connections with it.
as time passes by, i love momo more & more. i let her out every evening to crawl ard the hse, to dash ard on my bed. to climb all over me. then, i became busy, & i started forgetting to let her out, because i dont have enough time to complete my hmwks. then now, its gone. i knw, i'll miss her teribbly. just like how i still miss fluffly, zhu, spice & spike(my parrot). its my fault i didnt spent enough time playing with her. i just hope that sugar & domo wont leave so early.
now, i wont ever hear the sound of momo bitting its cage to be let out. i'll not hear the bumpping of its water bottle against the cage. i've lost something i love alot, once again.

Itoshii hito - Miyavi

released

YUMEHITO & AOI !
my 2 darlings~ LOL
whooooooooooooo!

wasnt able to focus at all today as well.
i've been losing my focus everyday.
art's undone.
oh wells, lunch was a FUN experience uh?
malcolm & jemina are pervs.
i mean, who washes their kids tht way, & their puppy tht way?
oh, i shant say how. ask me if you want to know.
cause this somehow needs demonstration.
*laughs*
home-d with samantha & wanmei.
told them some stuff.
at least i've gotten something off.
at least i'm not losing my breath.
& sometimes, i dont get it why people use totally dumb short-forms tht i totally hate.
& why people blames others, when they themselves are like tht.
they should reflect.

{From the depths of my soul, its beyond my control.}

Without a trace - The Gazette

i have my own limits

AYABIE.
they're so loved mans.
dont mistaken, i'm still loyal to gazette.
but oh my, ayabie's live is better then gazette. ( i was super shocked, as gazette's live was awesome)
all thanks to my beloved Aoi/SatouShinobu's voice.
whoohoo~

so anw, school was torturous, as always.
art was even worst.
thou had some fun with ppl at my table.
they're adorable. okay, plus they're retards.
hees.

sectional was as usual.
jiayou, shijie!
whatevers the case, i'll support you alright?
dont be down.
must smile.

& hey, let me warn you.
I, YuYiTian of Class 4E9, is NOT violent.
end of story.

thank you, mdm chung!
for the ice-cream cones.
(´∀｀)

yayness. i've finally cut my nails.
LOL. they're in the way when i'm taking off my contacts.
i've been telling myself i'll do it tmr since last week.
opps.
& finally its gonnnne. whoots.

{i'll cherish you. for the rest of my life, you dont have to think twice.}

Silent Knight - Versailles

jelly beans

REITA.
SuzukiAkira.
i love him to death.

have not been focusing much today as well.
because everything reminded me of something i want to forget about.
it makes me lose sleep even.
so yeaps, its pretty bad.

{tippytoes, littlejokes}

Senor Senora Senorita - Miyavi

fear

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAN!
(^∇^)

today was alright. couldent really focus.
so yeaps.
not in a real good mood.

{sweetdreams & nightmares.}

Shine - 12012

will we be the same tomorrow?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MISERY!
(≧▽≦)


okay, so today's so-so.
i'm totally pissed about chem re-test.
& i so feel like tearing the whole bloody paper.
i mean,
what chemical substance has iodide, iron(III) & ammonia in it?
iron(III) ammonia iodide?
LOL, okay. i dont know wth that is.
i left my answer as that, which is a 101% incorrect ans.
oh my,
i'm dead meat.
damn it.
chinese test was shit as well.
how the hell am i supposed to understand those.
sectional was alright.
after combine, me & liping were isolated by veron. *sobs*
veron mean luh!
opps.
then i was playing with some stick & it almost felled into the drain.
LOL.
after tht, i saw harmo room still have the light on.
so telled them, then close off light.
i have great eyesight, *proud-ness*
LOL.
so ya. chatted with shijie at void deck, then headed home.
were talking about some stuff.
on the bus, (part of conversation)

SHIJIE : if your 108 idols, plus your future husband all drop inside sea & they dont know how to swim, who will you save?
YITIAN : my future husband luh dey.
SHIJIE : oh! i see.
YITIAN : my future husband IORI mahs.
SHIJIE : ...
SHIJIE : if your REAL husband did something bad & felled into sea lei?
YITIAN : obviously IORI. why save the stupid husband if he had did something bad? & iori's more handsome. *goes on & on about the GREATNESS OF IORI*
SHIJIE: ... *ignores me*

LOL. so yeaps. super idiotic, i know.
heh,
my future husband = UEDA TETSUROU / IORI.
yayness.


i'm totally over-reacting after watching ayabie's Cubic [L/R] Rock pv.
LOL. they are so super cute
& oh my, aoi!!!!!
hahs
when they switch positions, aoi just kills me.
he plays the drum & the drumsticks go flying~
HEHS.
to view the pv, click here.
I LOVE AYABIE.

{A thousand paper cranes.}

Pixy False - Phantasmagoria

overdue

something i've done a few days ago, & i found it saved in my lappy, so yeaps.
you can do it if you're bored.


Rules
1. Put your Mp3 player/Ipod/Itunes ect. on shuffle and answer the questions with the song you get.
2. DO NOT skip songs! Add them even if it's not funny. It ruins the game if you cheat.

#1
1. How am I feeling today?
Shred - Chariots.
2. Will I get far in life?
Without a trace - The Gazette.
3. How do my friends see me?
Transparent shine - Megaromania.
4. Who will I marry?
Prince - Versailles. ( tht prince refers to IORI. )
5. What is my best friend's theme song?
Hyena - The Gazette. ( oh my,)
6. What is the story of my life?
Artifact - Ayabie.
7. What is highschool like?
Soumatou~Past sky~ - Phantasmagoria.
8. How can I get ahead in life?
Day dream - Ayabie. (oh?)
9. What is the best thing about me?
Princess - Versailles. (Kamijo's singing to me!!!!!)
10. How is today going to be?
Inferno - Brodiaea.
11. What is in store for this weekend?
Agony - The Gazette.
12. What song describes my parents?
Fantasy - Alice nine.
13. To describe my grandparents?
D.L.N(DarkLongNight) - The Gazette.
14. How is my life going?
Eternity - Heisei Ishin.
15. What song will they play at my funeral?
Sugar pain - The Gazette.
16. How does the world see me?
Antique in the future - Versailles.
17. Will I have a happy life?
I believe... - 12012.
18. Will I have children?
DNA - 12012.
19. What was my childhood like?
Silent - Kisaki project feat. jui
20. What is some good advice for me?
Plum - Heisei Ishin.
21. How will I be remembered?
Hanakotoba - The Gazette. (oh, i'll be remembered by ruki !)
22. What is my signature dancing song?
Calm Envy - The Gazette.
23. What is my current theme song?
TheMe - Ayabie.
24. What does everyone else think my theme is?
Lover's name - Ayabie.
25. What song describes my mood right now?
Hikari ni furu ame - Phantasmagoria.
26. What song do I listen to when Im depressed?
Mikansei to guilt - Phantasmagoria.
27. -Happy?
Sympathia - Versailles.
28. -Scared?
Ballet - Megaromania.
29. -Bored?
Deep forest - 12012.
30. What type of girls/guys do I go for?
Brave - JUN.
31. What type goes for me?
Hero - 12012. (????)
32. What should I be doing right now?
Guren - The Gazette.
33. What is in store for the future?
Fairy times memory - Phantasmagoria.
34. How was your past?
Screen out - 12012.

#2
1.Worlds best karaoke song :
Unknown zero distance - Phantasmagoria.
2. The perfect song for a zombie invasion.
Zombie - Versailles. (LOL)
3. Perfect death song.
... Lost in thought - Phantasmagoria.
4. Your theme song.
Hahen - Heisei Ishin.
5. Describe how boring I am.
Distorted daytime - The Gazette.
6. What is your personality like?
Shout & bites - Versailles.
7. Happy camping sing-song!
Shine - Ayabie.
8. Would you like to ballroom dance with me?
Longing - x-japan.
9. What song shall we dance to?
Glitter - Phantasmagoria.
10. Your school anthem.
Last note - Ayabie. ( i wish.)
11. You sing this song in the shower.
The butterfly - Heisei Ishin.
12. What should I call my new movie?
Silent Knight - Versailles.
13. What should happen in this movie?
Eternal separation - Kisaki project feat. jui
14. How should it end?
Regret - The Gazette
15. HOMG! Lazytown is back! What is Stephanie and co singing this time?
Mad marble hell vision - The Gazette. (i'd laugh like a nutcase if i ever hear them singing this.)
16. Describe how appropriate this song is.
Orenoshio - JUN & IORI
17. How do you want to die?
Faint - Ayabie. (LOL)
18. The biggest mistake you made in your life?
Hallelujah - 12012. ( oh, my.)
19. What do you do in your spare time?
Vanish... - Phantasmagoria.
20. What do you wish to do for all eternity?
Forever love - x-japan.
21. Complete the lyrics: I'm just following the road for...
Best friends - The Gazette.
22. What kind of cookie would you like if you have the very song I'm talking about?
Velvet - Alice nine.
23. What is your body like?
Reila - The Gazette.
24. Your face?
Blue star - Vidoll.
25. What should they start selling on Shopping channels?
Waterfall - Alice nine. (oh my. i cant imagine.)
26. What song should feature lyrics for the latest poll?
Glitter toroupen - Ayabie.
27. Best song to chicken dance to.
Filth in the beauty - The Gazette.
28. I saw your mother kissing Santa. Your reaction?
Ambience - 12012.
29. Song playing in the background of an action movie.
Material pain - Phantasmagoria.
30. Name a new genre for anything.
Eternal silence - Phantasmagoria.
Name them as they come:
1- Ocean - 12012
2- Taion - The Gazette
3- Butterfly - 12012
4- Aritocrat's sympony - Versailles
5- Angelica jewelry - Megaromania

Name is kujira - JUN

old pals.

HOW CUTE IS AOI?
very.
i love SatouShinobu~!
(＾～＾)

not enough sleep, as usual.
samantha the ass, said i should sleep more.
ya, i want to, too.
but cant uhs.
didnt go sectional today, due to geo powerpoint.
its tiring.
tmr's theres chem test as well.
& oh, math homework.
i just hope syf will be over, soon.
anyways, hope raymond will give birth soon uhs?
haha. he's pregnant with keanonn's child.
LOL. then i helped him tell keanonn he's dying.
& keanonn's reply was to let him die.
HAHA
okay. so raymond's like having stomach cramp.
then he ask keanonn help him check got stain anot.
wth.
super happy cause eugene said he hurt himself. OPPS.
haha. kidding only.
okay, so i really missed all those crap & stupidity they all showed.


today am half happy half frustrated.
happy cause i home-d with wanmei & samantha. plus the fact that i enjoyed everything today, cept the frustrating part.
so long since we've last went home tgt.
yayness.
as for why i'm frustrated, many should know.

{Will my wish ever get granted?}

Sympathia - Versailles

eternity?

i'm really tired.
yeah, i know everyone is.
but what can we do?
oh wells.
gotta finish alot by today.
phy, math, geo powerpoint, art drawings.
plus revision for chem test.

all of a sudden, i miss those times so damned much.
everyone moves on.
how nice would it be, if i could have a timemachine.
yes, we have all our own circles of friends.
but hell, no one will ever replace 2E8'07. ever.
the moments of happiness, will stay forever in my memory.
lets work hard, everyone!

happy birthday, saki.
sorry no photos, i dont have time.
i'll make it up.

everyone, i'm really sorry if i'm short-tempered these few weeks.
i dont have enough sleep & theres too much to complete.

{i've once experienced happiness}

Cloud - Vidoll

i've seen the better side of you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RAY!
o(^-^)o

recess was spent in class.
gotten more hungry after eatting a tiny bit of iaene's tuna bread. LOL
shijie & khairi were arguing bout whose more sucky-er.
final answer : alfred suck the most.
art lesson was so-so, cause am thinking of stuff.
then, ended everything, was dying.
dragged myself for extra practice.
then home-d. yay, i'm 9/10 dead. so ya, pretty much in zombie state.
gotta do research for geo, do chem & revise ss.

am totally addicted to 'PRINCESS' by versailles & 'THE BUTTERFLY' by heisei ishin.
keep getting high over PRINCESS, & insisting that kamijo's singing for me.
HAHAHAHA.
i'm kamijo's dear princess.
*opps*

{i didnt know, you looked this way when you are focusing.}

Kiss Twice, Kiss Me Deadly - Alice Nine.

the dance of butterflies

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, REIYA!
he's the drummer of chariots.
& i love him hell lots, cause he reminds me of iori.

went library with yuting, kelvin & alfred.
movie canceled due to khairi's grandfather's birthday
fun like hell.
i enjoyed spamming people's phone, wheeeeee.
hahahaha!
yay for kelvin & alfred. cause today when they pei me walk home, they didnt knock the lift's door. LOL.
yuting keep believing all our stupid lies.
LOL.
v(^-^)v

{if you bring forth what is within you,
what is within you will save you.
if you dont bring forth what is within you,
what is within you will destroy you.}

Shred - Chariots.

painted by numbers

AYABIE!♥
Takehito, Intesu, Aoi, Kenzo, Yumehito.

was not supposed to on lappy,
but the bathroom snatcher(my dad) went happily to bath, cutting my queue. (￣ー￣；
so ya, here i am, blogging~
changed header & background of blogskin.
have not done adjusting everything yet. so yeaps, its a bit weird.
anyways, i love ayabie to death
esp aoi, takehito & yumehito.
i went watch TheMe pv again, saw takehito's eyes & was like, WHOAAAAAAAAAAA~
yumehito is kawaii as usual, & omg. MY AOI ROCKS.
LOL.
i shall stop all this ayabie-craze & get some revision going.

p.s, KENZO IS SO SUPER HOT.
opps.
& hey, i love intesu too!

PRINCESS - Versailles.

the lovely flower bud that breaks it's touched by the heart, that is so transparent that it's ephemeral

She said "I wish to be a flower"
She said "I'm not the moment"

my beloved you that hide the wet eyes
since it's difficult since I have pain in my chest so that I can't even breath
Dear My Princess

I want to protect both the sadness and the weakness of the you that I want to hug
since it could turn into you that I want to hold into my arms

sometimes a person is a thing that shed tears a thing that show weakness
it's better wetting with tears this heart that's got dry

the truth is that you're here
but the time won't return
not wishing that you don't make the denial to anybody

Dear Princess...
Dearest flower...
You are my piece.
Therefore be in the side
From now on...
Inside my arms.
You will trust me.
Therefore be in my eyes

you reaching wholly to both sadness and loneliness met by chance
even the conviction that is blooming strongly like a flower in a rainy day
really I want to rely on someone that is still a bud?
I understand...so now I wet with tears my heart

I want to protect you by holding you with my hands more strongly
since it could turn into you someday more than certainly

why a person throws away the wings?
why a person embraces sadness?
why a person could change gently?

with tears that color this heart
with the warmth that it's transmitted with these arms
the person that comes to teach that answer

ah, i love Versailles so very much.

{its not a question, not an answer. but it will change your mind}

REGRET - The Gazette

it flew away like a butterfly

KENICHI MATSUYAMA ♥
o(^▽^)o

okay, i prefer him with short hair. LOL.

back home early, cause am seriously tired.
ytd slept at 9+ 10, woke up at 12+. & cant sleep due to continuous coughing & mosquito bites.

{fade, fading, faded.}

EPISODE - Versailles

dissapointment

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAI !
o(^▽^)o
i love you many many!
LOL

i hate today, like seriously. cept for time spent in class.
my eyes are red.
lips cracking,
headache worst,
& coughing non-stop.
dang, i'm sick.

Forbidden Gate - Versailles

heavy eyelids

AOI! ♥
Satou Shinobu.
i love him to death, ♥

today's hell.
i dont have the mood to crap.
headache, flu & not enough sleep.
cant stop coughing.
& i still cant forget some hateful stuff.
today has only made it worst.
but oh well, at least my class made my day. o(^-^)o
i dont know why. everytime when i see them, i cant frown.
no matter my mood, they always make me smile. (・ω・)/

{smile. because it makes someone's day.}

oh my, lookie at the icon.
reiya looks like iori.
LOL.
tmr's Mai's birthday, yay.

LOST WORLD - Heisei Ishin

laughters.

library day. ♥
had fuuuuuuuuuuun! o(^▽^)o
but was coughing like hell.
someone keep losing the game. who uhs? LOL
then, yuting brought us the baked dont-know-what.
was yummy.
after that, they sent me home.
i thank them for sending me home, but i totally hate then for knocking on the lift's door.
ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)

was super moody in the morning.
but after going library, alot better alr.

{why do you have to inject filth into my beautiful memories without you?}
i'll get it back. all of it. damn you, asshole.

Fukyou Waon - Lamina

crap, all this crap

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KAWAUCHI TOORU! ♥

went harmo exchange at vjc today.
i've got nth to say.
not in the mood to crap.
but, oh well.

I ♥ TOORU.

{failure. the first step to success.}

Apocalypse - Megaromania

sparkles

MEGAROMANIA. ♥
Leda. Chikage. Sui. Misery. Hyoga.
if i ever know who made my beautiful chikage become like this, i'll kill him/her.
hello? make my chikage become like some scary thing?
why can the rest look nice, & chikage have to look so scary?!?
HUMPH. (￣∩￣#
chikage, i still love you!

just downloaded megaromania's new singles & tons of ayabie's singles & albums.
YAYNESS.

& something that worth me going crazy over ;
IORI updated his blog! YAY!~
ε=ε=ε= ヾ(*~▽~)ノ

at least now i know he's alive.

i wanna find detriot metal city movie song.
the one where kenichi shake here shake there with the guitar & sing de.
LOL.
he's so adorable!

Hahen - Heisei Ishin

no music, no dream.

happy birthday, TERU. ♥

watched detriot metal city with kelvin & yuting, today.
was damn nice.
the movie's touching, & funny as hell.
'no music, no lifedream'
they stated its nc16, & yet did not even check our age.
oh well,
anyways, i love kenichi matsuyama! he's so kawaii in the movie luh!
& he's damn sweet. aww~
hees.
ohmy~~~~~~~
*screams*
opps.
anyways, i must rmb something damn important.
that is, I LOVE YOU, TERU!
:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

tmr's tooru's birthday, yay.

{able to make people's dream come true, is a great thing}

Lover's Name - Ayabie

we'll part, at the end of eternity.

Aoi ; SatouShinobu ; MY CURRENT OBSESSION. ♥
i love him~

okay, school was alright.
but hell, i'm dying of pain once again.
damn the backache.
so ya. lazed around. then in a blink of an eye, its alr the last day of school for the week.
tmr movie-ing with short-short thing, & the rest. they're not confirmed yet. humph.

please note this. all this aoi & yumehito craze, doesnt means i dont love iori.
i ♥ iori to death.
UedaTetsurou's mine. ♥


tmr's teru's birthday, yay.

Last Lovers - Vidoll

16th

happy birthday to me.
i ♥ 4E9.

i'll post the rest of the photos next time.
thanks for the presents, people. i love you guys!
i wonder why does JUN has to buy a chucky doll?

how long has it been since i've last heard anyone singing birthday song for me?
this is like, the 3rd time people have sang it for me.
even better, its from my beloved e9, & they sang it three times. awwwwwww.
anyways, 4E9 got champion class for boys. whoots!

we will snatch gold medal from you,
gold medal gold medal from you.
because even if we lose,
we're not sore losers like you,
we will snatch gold medal,
gold medal gold medal!

- the 4E9♥ 'nobody' cheer. LOL.


went watch confessions of a shopaholic cause some people were not old enough to watch detriot metal city.
friday will be movie & study day, YAY.

omg, i'm so in love with yume icons.
its not favoritism, i swear!

*opps*

Carry? - The Gazette

memories seared into these eyes

OgataHiroto. ♥
(*^▽^*)

slept early ytd.
felled asleep once i lie down on bed.

school was okay. but i'm in paaaaaaain.
che.
morning, kelvin still reminded me that i needed to slap him.
then, i tricked him, & YAY, i slapped him, LOL.
alfred keep pulling his fringe, like how i did to mine. dumbass.
complained to yuting continuously cause of paiiin~
eh, i put kai de icon liao luh. not biased towards yumehito okay.
i'm still pissed off by someone. thou its past, but hey, i cant forget.

forgive & forget.

but well, at least i do forgive.
tmr's sports day, lets hope e9 get top! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

new deluxe harmo's here, yay.


alice nine is uber kawaii, esp NAO!
click here to view their interview at heyx3
view in high quality to see the translation.

they actually discussed about forming a band,
at a ramen shop, while eating ramen. LOL

Tomorrow.

Lovers - 12012