omg,
something funny just happened. dd;
my mum got a call from those china scammers,
tht guy was crying " mummy,come save me,i'm going to be beaten to death!"
LOL.
& my mum calmly said,"who are you"
th he was like, "its me!! i'm going to die already!they're going to kill me!!" *sobbing*
my mum was like, " oh,okay.you die,i dont care,go & die.buhbye."
cheena guy:"MUMMY!HELP ME!YOU CANT DO THIS."
my mum:" who the hell you calling mummy?i already said before,go & die,i dont care"
cheena guy:"NOOOO~ARUGH,THEY BEATING ME UP"
my mum"okay,great.buhbye."
cheena guy*still screaming*:"NOOOO"
my mum:" aiya,go die luh.so noisy.i dont even have a son for god's sake." *slam phones*


LOL~!
super funny sia.hahahaha~!
want be scammer oso donnoe other ppl no son.idiot.making a fool of himself.seriously,he's disgracing his country.
my mum still play with him,hahaha~

if he calls me,
i will like,awwwww,poor thing,whose beating you up?can they beat harder,& just kill you?to save you is just a waste of money,stupid cheena cow.i'm just 15 so how th fucking hell will i have a bloody,uneducated,cowardly,untalented,useless son like you,fucking bastard?oh please,stop screamming,or you gay or something,its seriously pissing.this is singapore for pete's sake,stop using tht cheeena slang,i'm an educated girl,so theres no fucking hell i'll understand tht kind of low class slang.please fuck off & stop scamming singaporeans,bloody,untalented,stupid,idiotic,cowardly,uneducated,stinky,lousy,useless,scammer.get your ass back to china.oh,i forgot.you disgrace,& they dont want you.hmm.why dont you go fuck yourself?not bad.or, PLEASE GO FUCK TH WALL & DIE. worldpeace. *beams*

(no offence to china friends! :x you guys are diff from uneducated scammers!)

clearing out/stocking up of make-up day(:

threw darn loads of cosmetics,both used little & unused(alot) ones.lol.cause its another stocking up day.cousin gave tons of free makeup again.lol.i take loads,but most nvr use,cause is either i didnt need,or i totally forgot tht i actually have tht.hahah,i threw 6 boxes ofeyeshadows(each box contains 4-10 colours),5compact powder,3 blushes,5 brush sets,5 mascaras & 24 lipglosses.OMG T^T so bu she de.but gonna get new ones,so its okay ba.no space. D:
half year clear once nias.
i find it a waste sia.if wont overdue jiu hao(:

i just found out something super duper,hilarious. AHAHAH

anyways,

SOHYUTING,STOP BLOCKING MY WAY LUH!!

hahahahahah~ (X

HELLO THERE~ *waves*
lol.
doing online shopping,as usual (:
changed blog url.{: insipration from the gazette's song, defective tragedy.nice kay.{:
hees.i love my dears to death.!! :DD
geo class was okay?oh shoot!theres homeworks!! :x arugh! i dont want do homework luhh~why?? D: humph.bad.i dont want!& next chem lesson,there'll be a test :O was doing ok in math.my cough is getting worse.D: so sad! tmr,mr nazri & IT peeps gonna go out class for filming :O haha.tmr is no science day!hurray! *screams* haha~
yuting keep blocking ppl way for some werid reason.LOL~
she's mean yo! she go make jemina's stuff say i make sia.mean girl.PENGUIN IS MEAN.haha. {:
high-ed when going down stairs after lessons.heehee.were push each other,in parade ground,claiming tht th person in front is blocking.sohyuting is a very good example. {:

home! (:
today was pretty much okay!{:
watched th movie bout th spelling bee thingy.harmo leadership camp watched before de.anyways,didnt eat during break & now my thumb is super reddish.D: pain sia.shldnt do so fast!:x
anyways,just sent payment for skull&rainbow prints dress. {:
ytd make keanonn's crad till hand pain,cause use too much strain on hand. D: nvm,i think he's happy(: we gave him his present late though. oh wells,its a sling,with a cirlce,& inside th circle,there wrote,shoo,no money inside.totally like him dd; hehe.
physic practical,not fun D:
i cant finish!cause quite bothersome.i dislike physic practical! D:

watched reila,cassis & saraba live.like,OMFG!gazette sounds uber nice live!as though you're listening to th mp3. :O omg.reila is super,uber touching when ruki sings it live. D': thn,went read th translation quite below.for reila.thn cried.like,hey! its touching. *sniff sniff* D: RUKIIII~ *sobs* T^T RUKIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!~ WAHHHHHHHHHHH~ *grabs* ♥ruki is mine! :P
&& OMFG,in cassis,kai sing backup,like uber nice!i love his voice!♥ heehee.thn kai play drums like, those omg-♥-*melts-&-*faints-kind. haha!! reita♥♥ hehee.♥♥uru's guitar solo!! ♥♥♥♥ & aoi & uruha have th same guitar.hahahah!!
*GRABS GRABS GRABS GRABS GRABS*

all 5 if them are mine♥ ;)

*chu♥♥


rukiiii~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
he plays guitar/piano !!♥
:D:D:D
*grabs!*
*looks to th left,looks to th right & looks at you*
*whispers:his mine!*
♥♥
:D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥uru's hot shorts, *DROOOOOOOOLS♥♥
♥his guitar solo!
♥aoi's maple bun♥♥
myprettyboy♥
*chuuuu*

KAI♥♥
his singing/drumming is awsome! ♥♥
most pro/cuddly/kawaii drummer,ever!♥
his dimple~~♥
*hugs*

reita♥
he knws piano too! ;3
his nose band♥♥
he is uber uber funny cans ;p
*screamms


aoi♥
acoustic guitar + electric guitar ♥♥
uruha's hubby♥♥ ;3
his golden kimono! :O
*meltmelt


gazette is too perfect,♥
*FAINTS*

didnt go for practice today.fuck.i've go no voice.i cant talk. D: i used loads of energy,just to talk to miner on th phone just now.i wonder if she did hear what i say :x fever isnt going down,so gotta go get some sleep,i guess.no choice.i hate tht fucking sore throat!! GIVE ME MY VOICE BACK!

changed song to gazette's cassis. nice kay. :D
fever not yet down. D:
anyways,found out tht reita plays th piano as well. :DD & ruki plays th guitar,as well as piano!whoots.(: my idiols are superduper talented yo! {:
ate only dinner,cause i forgot breakfast& lunch again :x
if mum ever finds out,i'm so dead man. :O

lyrics for cassis:

Aa, zutto kurikaeshiteta
Zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
Aa, kitto anata sae mo kizu tsukete
Boku wa ugokeno mama

Aa, anata ni fureru koto ga
Naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?
Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite
Anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara

Yori suo koto de nuguou to shita wasure kirenakatta hi wo
Anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigettekureta ne

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru.
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru

I WILL WALK TOGHETER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..

Tsurai koto sae wasureru jurai anata wo omotteiru
Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni koga reru mune

Kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru
Dou ka hitorikiri de nakanaide
Donna ni hanareteite mo
Shinjiaeru futari de iyou

Dou ka kono mama waratteitai anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
Toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta anna moi kurikaaeshitekunai

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mokitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.

Dou ka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
Dou ka kono te ga togukenú iyou

I WILL WALK TOGHETER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..


translation:

I repeated it for a long time. I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don’t cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is. I don’t want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don’t let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are…







reila:
deatte kara dore dake onaji kizu wo oi
dore dake sasae atta?
kimi ga tsurai toki wa hoka no dare yori
boku dake ni oshiete hoshikatta
jijitsu ga me ni yakitsuku mugon de fudou no kimi wa nani wo omou
riyuu nado iranai sa tada boku no kimi wo kaeshite kurereba

nokosareta boku yori mu ni natta kimi wa
dore hodo tsurai darou ka
mada nani mo hajimattenai noni
mada kimi ni kono kotoba ietenai no ni
doko e

reila reila wow reila reila...
kimi no na wo yonde mite mo
this voice does not reach you...
reila reila wow reila reila...
me wo akete uso dato waratte misete yo...

ashita wa doko e yukou kimi ga nozomu nara
doko e demo yuku yo

kimi wa itsu mo sou boku ga omou hodo
doko ka e itte shimau
mata boku wo nokoshi hitori de hashitte yukunda ne 　
mou todokanai mou todokanai
yatto kimi ni aeta no ni
gaman shiteta mono ga subete afurete
namida ni natte koboreta

reila reila wow reila reila...
ienakatta kono kotoba wo
reila reila wow reila reila...
ima koko de kimi ni utau yo
reila reila wow reila reila...
dare yori mo kimi wo ai shite iru
reila reila wow reila reila...
ai shite iru. ai shite iru...

futari ga ita heya ima mo sono mama
kagi mo kakezu ni itsu demo
kimi ga kaette koreru you ni
zutto matteru yo wakatteru kedo
ima demo kimi ga doa wo akeru sugata ga mieru n da
ashita wa kitto kaette kite kureru ka na

ENGLISH:
Since I've met you, how many of the same wounds have I sustained?
How many of them supported me?
I wanted you to tell only me,
when you are hurt.
The truth is burning my eyes. You're immobilized in silence. What are you thinking about?
I don't need any reasons. If you could only return her to me.

You've became nothing; are you feeling more pain than me,
who is left behind?
Although nothing has started yet.
Although I haven't said these words yet.
Where have you gone?

Reila, Reila
I'm trying to call out your name,
but this voice does not reach you.
Reila, Reila
Open your eyes and laugh, show me, that it's all a lie.

We can go somewhere tomorrow, if you want to.
We will go there for sure, no matter, where will it be.

I think, that you were always like that.
You were going to somewhere.
You left me behing again and ran off by yourself.
I can't reach you anymore, I can't reach you anymore.
Although I have met with you at last,
everything, what I have kept in myself, started overflowing,
it became my tears and spilled out.

Reila, Reila
These words, that I haven't said to you.
Reila, Reila
I will sing them now and here for you.
Reila, Reila
I love you more than anyone else.
Reila, Reila
I love you. I love you.

Room, in which we were together, is still the way it was.
I haven't locked the door,
so you can always come back.
I will wait for you forever. Even though I know.
Even now I see your silhouette as you open the door.
You will surely come back tomorrow, right?



CHINESE:

自从我认识你，受过的那些同样的伤不知有多少次。
哪些伤口使我有勇气呢*？
当你受伤时，我只要你跟我说
事实就在我的眼里，你静静地站在那里，你在想什么？
我不需要理由。如果你能把她还给我就好。

你已经不在了；你会比我，被留下来的人，跟痛苦吗？
虽然什么也没开始，
虽然我还没说这些话，
你去了哪里？

Reila, Reila
我拼命地喊你的名字，
this voice does not reach you...
Reila, Reila
打开你的眼睛大声地笑，让我知道这全是谎言。

明天，如果你想要，我们什么地方都能去
我们一定会去，无论在哪里，我们一定去

我想，你每次都是这样。
你要去的一个地方
一次又一次地把我丢下，自己走掉。
我再也找不到你，再也找不到你了。
虽然我终于见到你，
守在我心里的东西，全部都慢慢溢出，
成为我的眼泪，流出来。

Reila, Reila
我还没说给你的这些话，
Reila, Reila
现在就在这里唱给你听
Reila, Reila
我比谁都更爱你
Reila, Reila
我爱你，我爱你。

我们两人居住在一起的那间屋子，还是和以前一样
我没把门锁起
所以你随时都能回来
我会永远等你的。虽然我知道。
到现在，我还是能看到当你开门的影子。
明天，你一定会回来的，对吗？

hello peeps. {:
am having flu,fever coming up. D: i donnoe to go practice for tmr anots.got go,cant play harmo.throat hurts.): anyways,saw super cute bagpacks online just now. {: i love my lime green hearts candy bracelet!bought a cobalt blue dress & 2 tees today,uber nice. {: ilovethdress! [: hehs.

oh ya,
rmb to order frm me th teddy thumbdrives. {: i'm ordering one for myself.can put projects inside luh.{:



edit.
spice just passed away.
i'll miss him. D:

hello peeps,
am selling these teddy thumbdrive,at $30 each.
my friend has got tons of instocks,& she say if i help her sell some,she'll give me commission. AHAHA.therefore,if you want,must tell me.cause i'm ordering oso. {: TY/

i'm having a effin flu. ):

still thinking if i shld go tmr.later others kena infected by my germs thn too bad luhs?heehee.dd; i dont even knw who going tmr.anyways,paid for contacts & got my tees.bought hearts candy limegreen bracelet.uber nice luhs!X) candy bracelets are loved. :D omg,i want candy bracelets in all colours luhhhh~thn wear tgt. whoots. :D hehs.
my throat hurts like hell.
anyways,mint green tea was duper nice! :DDDDD


i dont wanna be samuel koh's best friend! AHAHAHAHAHS~

back frm sch. :DDDD
went & changed my personal blog's blogskin. {: hehs.everythings th same as this but th background.th back ground has got super duper cute fries,coke,& more.hehe~! changed th song oso.lol.am playing with th bubble wrap tht came with th tarots. :D hehe.fun kay.dd;super sian.maby will find some weird stuff for me to decorate luhs.lols.gonna put pink ribbons on them. wahahah.
i bet i wont be able to sleep again,ytd couldent sleep too. ):
went online shopping,again.bought 2 tees.instocks luhs,so collecting tmr {:
preordered green contacts. (: paying tmr. :DDDDD

CONDENSED MILK TOTALLY SUCK!
actually wanted to go harmo today.cause 2nd high going make section tee.): anyways,ate maipian(oatmeal) with condensed milk,thn vomited.thn mama dont allow me go.super bu shu fu currently.i wont be able to sleep today also bah.ytd i didnt sleep,due to reasons.i dont want to think about it.but it just pops up on my mind.i cant help it.& i actually promised pinky to help him make tht.OMG,i cant believe myself. -.-"

was bored after reading tarots' book.thn went re-decorate my phone. :D
apart frm th lower part,th rest were pasted with glue by hand,one by one. T^T i didnt find those as a whole role ders.th ribbon is cloth.my hands are filled with glue residue.but quite happy with th end result! :DDD ILOVEMYPHONE.{:

got my tarots! :DDDDDD yay!! :D
th packaging is super nice! :D
anyways,my grades improved! :DD L1R4 frm 27,to now,20!!
still not feeling so well.
oh wells,at least i'm not vomiting lers.is just tht i will feel like vomiting.thn eat candy jius okay lers.so i think gonna be okay soon.got my hair cut. :D
tmr going for harmo & after tht going out with usualpeeps for something. :x hees, dd;
mama wanted to make me go see doctor but i dont dare :x

LIKE OMG,
i want to cut my hair like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X)
but i want grow long hair oso. ):

tmr taking report book!OMG!*kyaaaaaaa!*lols.got my earring!its super nice.i love it!:DD didnt have time to take a pic,so i'm using seller's pic.she have loads of instocks frm japan.dd; th packging is super nice!it comes in a yellow box with bow,& wraped with bubble wrap.lols.super nice.*melted* LOL.anyways,pei wanmei,jialing,vanessa,keanonn&minjie to go for injection.i keep reminding shuyi about th 'i-pushed-lightly-and-she-felled-frm-chair' incident.lols.HEEHEE :P~ lols.was fun luhs.going mdm vani's class next year for geography.): she's scary. :O lols.damn tired now.i think tarots will arrive tmr.cause th person told me she just drop by th post office today,lunch time.oh wells,gotta wait.& bad news,th company decided to cancel th taiwan trip.they gonna refund us.so maybe go other company's or change to korea.depends on th situation luhs.humph.th food pic was taken in th poly clinic.lols. {:
I WANT CUT MY HAIR LUUUUH!

please,give me a reason to believe,
say,you're th one,& you'll always be.
its so hard for me to give my heart away,
but i'll give anything,just to hear you say.

just changed lolliiepopfamily's song. :D
didnt go sch today.cause of tht. -.-" dont remind me. D:
anyways,was super duper sian. )))))))))):
i got nth to do at home luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.someone come take th boredom away!!!!)): iwant go ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut!but mama wont allow cause of tht.f.hiash.i think i'll rot at home today.took th pics cause was super bored,& theres nth for me to play with.:DD omg,i think i look werid with specs now. -.-"





someone to held&hold,with all my heart&soul.i need to knw,before i fall in love.someone who'll stay ard,thru all my ups&down.please tell me now,before i fall in love./

FOOD POISONINGGGGGGGG! X(
omgomgomg.):

nth to blog about!i just came here for fun. dd;
done watching 黑糖群俠傳 le!!! :D guigui super funny lo!kena whacked.X)

bacccck,finally.collected 4 copies of 'to forget you ' from office.i was like,darn early. -.-" had to wait.new office was kinda creepy.cause they didnt on th lights outside.LOL.my shoulder have reddish prints on them,cause bag was toooo heavy.hey,i got my harmo file,pencil case,seventeen mag,2 notebooks,harmo&waterbottle in it.plus th 4 books.duper heavy. ):
anyways,not sure if monday we're gonna watch movie anot.cause not much movies these few days.& i feel like staying at home,wait for my stuffs to arrive. X) heehee.but i think they'll arrive on tues.not sure though. dd;
scanning com now.so booooooring.i want my earing to arrive fast fast! :DDDDD hehs.nice lo.OMG!heehee.super tired now.hiash.gonna go read magazine lers. :DD
when i'm free,i wanna go raffles place for shopping!!i went & saw so many stuffs luh!!lols.

eh,just cause you didnt do well doesnt mean you're dumb okays?dont drop back to normal.its not worth it.work hard for your english.its not as hard as th other subjects luh.read more. :D
dont tell me you'll fail your O levels.cause,i believe you can pass. :DD JIAYOU! {:

still unable to sleep. ):
anyways,i changed th blogskin & song.
OMG.
I LOVE THIS SONG MAN!
JUN!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
he's voice! OMG~ X)
heehee. dd;
if you guys hear th song funny place,you'll knw what i mean. X)
JUN'S VOICE!!
OMGOMGOMG!


i♥jun {:

am super tired.cause didnt sleep a wink last night. ):
cant seem to be able to sleep this few days.read a few series of mangas,thn as usual,cryyyyy. -.-"
anyways,sch was okay.dont think can focus for long.but i cant sleep either.i wonder what on earth is wrong with me.

i'm sicccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccck.
& i didnt go sch,yay!
lols.
went online shopping just now.like,omg.i bought a bag.& currently waiting for some ebay person to tell me how much postage cost for my tarot cards,thn transfer th money to her thn she'll send th tarots.went & bought a uber nice earing frm ebay.its frm japan.whoots!lol.nice kay.will take pic when recieved.[: i went pg mall webbie & was like,WTF.bloody cheap!hahas.
OMG.my pocket is gonna burn a hole,sooner or later.lol.no wonder mum say i cant have credit cards.if i do,i'll go on those online site for loads of brands & go crazy.heehee. dd;

i knw.
my marks are darn fucking low.
you dont need to say those kind of things right.what?relieved tht i wont retain?fuck luh.WHICH FUCKING IDIOT TOLD YOU I'LL FUCKING RETAIN?my english is not so fucking low.i passed my english luh.fuck.if you think its so easy,show me.YOU DO IT.i suck at chinese & math.whatever.ya luh,my art no use luh.a2 nias.no big deal right.i knw.my art sucks.DRAW ONE & PROVE TO ME THT YOURS BETTER LUH.cant still want insult me.i got a1 for chem.YOU DIDNT EVEN PRIASE ME.still say,big deal arh.fine luh.i passed my physic this time.& you ignore.my social studies & geography improve.DID YOU WVWN PRIASE ME?NO.YOU JUST SAID THT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO IT.YA.I'M NOT A BLOODY FUCKING HUMAN.JUST SOME USELESS WALKING THING.IS THT RIGHT?YES.I'M RIGHT.cant you ever stop saying i cant pass my o levels?since sec 2 you have been saying tht.get over it.what if i pass my o levels?you gonna do what?huh?cant even reply & still want say me.if you think studying is so easy,why dont you take my place?go study & get a fucking cert.cant even do it so STOP PUTTING ALL TH BLOODY BLAME ON ME.i'm fucking tired.YOU THINK I WANT STUDY?IF ITS NOT CAUSE IF THT FUCKING CERT,NOT CAUSE I DONT WANT MY FUTURE TO BE A FAILURE LIKE YOU TWO,thn i WONT study.thts right,i dont want to be failures like you two.i want a job tht i like,tht i enjoy,so i can earn enough money for th family,so my future children wont be like me,to be in torture.you two nvr understand what kind of stress we,as students are going through.

am sicccccccck. ):
i think its cause i sweat too much,thn i went under aircon. ):
dont feel like blogging cause very bu shu fu.

actually wanted to watch movies with usualpeeps.
thn,went band to help.though am not going hangzhou.
to think th day is reaching,tht we're not gonna see each other for such a long time,its super saddening kay. ):
anyways,after harmo,went imm & bought some snackies. {:
heh.X))))))))
if we go play,maybe i'll bring hikari?maybe.
:D
tmr before meeting with usualpeeps,oso gonna go for committee meeting. -.-"
wells,have to hand in th $23 for jacket oso. [:
exams are finally over, O-V-E-R.
:D

back frm delivering th book. [:
anyways,i bidded on tarot cards in ebay.[:
well,th pics are not bad.& theres a book too,so shld be okay.i'm learning how to read tarot now.hee.[:
later gonna study for tmr de science paper 1.
asked usualpeeps go watch movie,all say see who going.i fell like knocking their heads sia. dd;
hahaha.

tarot cards stuffies:

The Elements

There are four suits in the Tarot, as well as the Major Arcana. Each of these suits correspond to a given element: Earth, Air, Fire and Water. The suits are interpreted differently depending on the element they belong to. So Earth tends to focus on family and money issues, whereas Air focuses on communication and the intellect.

The four elements are part of ancient teaching. For a long time, it has been believed that material life is made up of these elements, and without them there would be no world and no life on it. It makes sense when you think about how without Earth there would be no planet, without Water we could not drink and nothing could grow, without Fire there would be no Sun and so no life, without Air we could not breathe.

Everything in our material world belongs to one or more of these elements. So a book could belong to Earth because of its physical presence, but it might also belong to Air since it is passing on knowledge.

Each element can be active or passive, as they are part of the overall principle of polarity which is strongly emphasised within the Tarot. We have, for example, the polarities of the High Priestess and the Magician, the Emperor and the Empress.

The following four articles are designed to help you understand the basics of each of the element, so that you will be able to take this and apply it to the four Suits.

The Element of Earth

Suit: Disks, Coins, Pentacles, Deniers.

Finance, money, business, home life, domesticity, family and basic material security come under the dominion of Earth. Inheritance, growth and riches are covered along with our overall material security. In Earth we build our foundation of security, both in terms of finances and our family and friends. With a secure base we can reach up with confidence and attain our highest goals. Without it we are insecure and lack confidence. The other elements are said to rest upon Earth for this reason.

Earth is also obviously connected with Mother Earth, Nature and the planet itself. Anything which has solid form is covered by Earth, even if it has extra connections with other elements. In Earth we find fertility, conception, the Seasons and Cycle of Life.

Experiencing mundane life is not about boring and dull things! Mundane life means everything "of earthly life" - success at work, payrises, buying and selling, the overall family environment - these are all about mundane life and this suit. Controlling the Element of Earth gives us a head-start on all our projects and activities.

People described as "Earth-types" tend to be practical and steady, regarding material security as the point from which to build their lives. The men are steady, loyal, reliable and diligent. The women are quiet, gentle, domesticated and concerned mainly with family and home. We can all find ourselves going through "earthing" periods in our lives where we reflect these Earth types closely.

Earth is a passive element. This is because material matters are the end product of the Will (Fire) and the Intellect (Air). When something manifests into life, it does so as a natural consequence of our earlier efforts, and so this is passive in nature. For example, say you want a pay rise an you plan the best way to achieve this and devote yourself to achieving it. The planning is an intellectual activity (Air), the devotion to achieving it is fueled by your willpower (Fire) and the end result of the payrise is part of Earth. Additionally, the pleasure in getting what you planned so well for and worked so hard for belongs to our emotions (Water).

So there you have Earth, the suit which helps us with all aspects of our material world.

The Element of Water

Suit: Cups.

Intuition, psychism, feelings and the whole range of human emotions come under the dominion of Water. From Water comes our dreams and visions, and the inner life of every human being.

Eighty per cent of the Earth’s surface is covered by water and eighty per cent of our body is water - and it is certainly true that our emotions and instincts take up an equally great proportion of our time! We worry about love and lovers more than we worry about anything else in our lives, so we really have to learn to maintain the balance of the Water element within us.

If you have ever sat and watched the ocean, the ‘Great Mother’, you will have noticed the relentless surge and ebb of the waves. Our reactions to our emotions are like this - they sweep across us and wash away reason as well as debris. This is Water - turbulent, still, reflective, ruffled, powerful, yet also subtle and understated. We can lose all perspective when we are ruled by our emotions, but when we rule them we become infinitely more powerful.

Experiencing the Water element is about matters of love, romance, joy, happiness and creativity. As well as emotion, intuition and psychism we also see Art, literature, design, poetry, music and most crafts.

Cups have a strong link with Venus and the Moon. Venus governs loving emotions and the Moon has much to do with matters of receptivity. Many of the mysteries of the Moon are reflected in the suit of Cups.

Water is a passive element, dealing with the inner us - our love, dreams and our ability to ‘read’ atmosphere an situation.

So this is Water, the suit which helps us with our inner emotional, creative and psychic spheres.

The Element of Fire

Suit: Wands, Staves, Rods, Batons (sometimes Swords - see below).

Willpower, the ego, growth and development, energy and brightness come under the dominion of Fire. Fire deals with matters of ambition, satisfaction, harmony and balance - the recognition of True Will.

Fire gives out two of the basic ingredients of life - heat and light. Without our Sun, we would not be alive. Perhaps this is why the Sun was worshipped as a God by the ancients. Natural fire sustains our material needs - for warmth, cooking food and protection. The Element of Fire sustains our spiritual needs, for Fire governs Will.

We try very hard to master this remarkably powerful tool called the human Will, but what is it? We each have Will and every act we take and every move we make is a direct result of Will. We are completely responsible for our lives, because we choose the basic features of our lives on a day-to-day basis. If we don’t like the state of things, it is up to us to choose differently.

The human Will is at its most effective when we have clearly determined exactly what we want from life, assessed the potentials for achieving that and decided to go for it. Clarifying the issues can kickstart the Will into operating on our behalf. Maybe you can see how people who say "I have no willpower" are really saying "I don’t want to do this, so I have not operated my Will". Of course we can do things we don’t really want to, but this is a trial of self-discipline, not True Will. Think about the words "ought" and "should" from this perspective - what do they mean to you now?

There is Will and there is True Will. The drive to recognise our function in life and to fulfill it is the goal of our True Will. This is why we can sometimes experience massive change in our lives (such as that indicated by the Tower) because we are failing to listen to our True Will. When we are in alignment with our True Will life becomes considerably easier - life flows more easily, ambitions are fulfilled and dreams are realised.

Some authorities disagree that Wands are assigned to Fire, preferring Air, the other active Element. There is actually not much difference between the two types of attribution because the qualities of each of the active suits directly stem from and complement each other.

So this is Wands - they fill us with energy and brightness, helping us to consolidate as well as to take the actions necessary to successfully complete projects, achieve realisations and make our dreams come true.

The Element of Air

Suit: Swords (sometimes Wands - see Fire).

Spirit, intellectual development, rationalisation, and inspiration come under the dominion of Air. Air encompasses areas of thought, such as science and logic, along with all forms of written, spoken and technological communication.

Everything ever done by anybody was the end result of the element of Air - someone had to think about it before it could happen! In Air we find the link to our spiritual needs, and when we know what our needs are we can apply our Will to manifest them into our mundane lives.

Imagine you are an artist - by perceiving your core (Air) you can visualise ideas (Water) and then use your Will (Fire) to direct your painting skills (Water again). The resulting painting (Earth) can be exchanged for money (also Earth). But it all started with Air.

The Swords suit tends to be dreaded by most people. This is because Swords can indicate emotional conflict, battles, disruption and difficulties. It also examines the process of creating trends in life - what we do today shapes how tomorrow will be. If we make a bad choice now, it will result in a bad outcome in the future. If we are not true to our inner needs, we will find ourselves forced to realign, often uncomfortably. And of course, if we do something dirty to someone else, it will find its way back to us sooner or later. In each case, the thought came first and the action followed.

Thought belongs to Air. What we think has an enormous impact on our life now and the life we are shaping. Natural laws ensure that if we perceive our True Will clearly, recognise our place in the world, and work with all we have to achieve our highest potential, then we will find ourselves sure and certain. If not, then we end up in conflict - with ourselves and with others - unhappy and dissatisfied.

You can perhaps see that when the less positive Swords appear in a reading, they indicate that the person in question is at not fulfilling their own function and is not pursuing their true needs. This naturally results in conflict. Our emotional reactions often show up around Swords, revealing our emotional reactions to what is going on, one which often clouds the rational logic of the Swords and acts to block us.

This then is Swords - connected with the spirit and the intellect, often indicating inner conflict and uncertainty, shrouded by emotions. Yet, as keepers of our own destiny, we can use Swords to recognise the areas of unhappiness and clear them out, leaving the way clear for us to achieve our highest potential.

happy birthday to marjo & mummy.


anyways,am moody again.humph.
tmr gotta go deliver low kay hua's i believe you to ppl in bukit batok. -.-"
recently,am almost always moody.i snap at ppl too.):






eh,
i dont think you will feel th same way,but i miss you.when it started,i didnt think too much.only till recently,i started to miss you,more & more.maybe oneday,you'll just forget me.

went out with jemina&shijie. (:
anyways, i found something!
interview of iori&jun.
took frm a webbie.have to type since th thing wont let me copy. ):

most recent thing tht came into mind.
iori:th fact tht my leftover ice-cream was all eaten up.

message to other members.
iori: JUN-kun,please dont cause too much troubles.(smile)

favorite phrase.
JUN:ah or "gyaa"

ideal date.
JUN:frantic shopping.
iori:amusement park.

greatest prank you played.
JUN:i scribbled all over iori-kun's body when he's sleeping.

if you could compare th members with animals,what would they be?
iori:
riku-ant
JUN-tiger
KISAKI-red panda
Matoi-hyena

JUN:
riku-mini chimpanzee
iori-bear
kisaki-lion
matoi-dog with a human face

within th band,if you could posess a body for one day & freely manipulate tht body,who would you want to be?
JUN:i'd become kisaki & cause chaos among everyone.

if kisaki is god,th other members are gods of what?
iori:non of them are gods.
JUN:iori,god of speed-eatting.

what kind of child were you when you're young?
JUN:ultra-mischevious

role among th members?
JUN:special attack unit chief

special skill you boast
JUN:i'm noisy.

valentines' day memory.
JUN:my guitar's shape,reciving th cake.
iori:i hate chocolates!!

what do you think you were in your past life?
iori:a pirate.
JUN:a banana.

member who loves to make mischief
iori:JUN
JUN:me.

whats th charm point of th members?
iori:they're th best.
JUN:they're perverted.

if you went back to school,what would you want to study?
iori:i want to play at school
JUN:many different things

special skill
JUN:playing(causing mischief)
iori:art,cooking.


favorite pastime?
JUN:talk non-stop

i get along well with this musician...
JUN:12012's kawauchi tooru
iori:12012's suga yuusuke

one thing you cannot get rid of
JUN:stupidness

short-term dream
JUN:to become a huge monster.

comment to other members.
iori:
riku-you're getting closer & closer to god.
KISAKI-i'm reaching god.
matoi-Big Brother~!!! Big Brother~!!!
JUN-together,we'll do out best,my dear♥

JUN:
KISAKI-tht day's 3 cups of rice was healthy.
riku-your bag is always exploding,isnt it?
iori-your rice is always exploding,isnt it?
matoi-jerky is tolerably expensive,isnt it?




heeeee,iori&jun are uber kawaii [:
HOHOHO. dd;

OMG.i'm freaking out.this is my final layout.
i do this super tinny-winny de i took ard 5hrs. :O
tmr 3 hrs only! ):
how th hell am i supposed to FINISH?

hello peeps.back frm shopping for art stuffs.[:
i bought another doll. -.-"
i cant believe myself.& i say L nenriod at th shop! OMFG.
i want buy. dd; hahas,gotta go drw stuffs le. [:

BEASTMASTER IS A SUPER NICE MANGA!~



X)
okay,th guy looks scary,but he's super kawaii when he smile can!
AHAHAHHA.
HONTO KAWAII NE~! :D:D:D:D
omg,i'm acting as though i'm a pervert. -.-"
but he's kawaii. dd; hehs.
&ludwig kakumei is a nice manga too.thought a bit A.cause of th prince.he super idiotic. [:
Dakishimete Noir !!!!!!! X)

anyways,math was super hard.
i,dont wanna retain./
tmr,no sch.will be buying some stuffies for art on fri.
jiayou[:

chem was ok.
(:
anyways,

BLOODY KISS IS SUPER NICE!!!~

X)
th vampire is super shuai can.hee. dd;
ahahaha.
read tons of manga le.
so far,nicest are absolute boyfriend & bloodykiss.
WHEEEEE

bakuman chap 8 is out!! :DDD
& i'm done reading it.
hahahaha~
& i'm done reading absolute boyfriend,backstage prince,bitter virgin,7th period is a secret,shinigami lovers&you're my girlfriend.
all so touching sia~~~!
whole series lo!
read till cry kay.dont play play. dd;
hahas,gotta revise math. -.-" i hate tht. ): HUMPH.
i want exams to faster over luh. ):
i still want read deathnote,DNangel&bloodykiss de lei!
):

I DONE MY ART. :O


LOL.i'm over-reacting. dd; but i done my artttttttttttt~yay. :D hand hurts like hell.& i spent 4 hrs on a tinnywinny layout. -.-" i wonder how am i gonna survive for art exam. :O
-.-" okay,heres what.
english paper 1 was ok.
chinese paper 1&2 was hard/ok.
geography was ok.
social studies was ok.
physic was ok. :O

need jiayou for math,chem,english paper 2,art,&science paper 1!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg,i'm like studying everyday. ==" my mind is dead. ):
but,i'll enjoy studying chem.as for math,i need do stupid math ws&stupid books.
as for chem,i'll do beloved worksheets. {:
hahaha~
yaya,i knw i'm biased.haha. dd;
i hope i'll pass all! :D
most i dont have a problem passing,accept for math&phy.but phy paper was ok.so i hope i'll pass phy.[:
i'll study hard for math,& try to pass.
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anyways,am addicted to d.gray man manga & bakuman.
haha [:
nice okay.bakuman is just released not long.by th creators of deathnote. (X
d.gray man:till chap 174[latest.]
bakuman:till chap 7[latest.]

i want faster over exam,cause i'm craving for DNangel. {:
hehe.its nice kays.i've watched th anime,now i want read th manga. dd;

JIAYOU~
ENDURE.


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