post super late today cause internet cant connect just nw.
==
hohos.
today went buy mdm peng de present.
she going china tmr.
we going sent her off.
:D
we're nice ppl ya'know.
XPP
anyways,
today was a long day for everyone so,
iim off to sleep.
BYEBYE(:

got a shock today.
but oh wells,
will say out when we are allowed to.
==
SHUYI!
dont cry liao(:
tmr going buy present for mdm peng after practice(:

today went sentosa.
didnt post hikari's photo ytd cause was lazy.
XP
hahas.
am happy liao.
nt sad anymore.
cause,
i've got my friends.
I LOVE THEM MANY MANY.
XPP
sentosa was fun.
we were all wet and we wanted to hug keanonn,
who was not wet.
we all was like:
KEANONN,BAO BAO.I WANNA HUG!
then he was like:
NOOOOO!ARUGH!MOLEST!



wth lo.
haha.
dumb mdm kum.
hahahaha.
X))
i love them la.
lols.
pinky de leg super pain.
we dragged him in th sea lo.
then me and sam pull by his hands and raymond and th rest take his leg.
and he was like floating?
haha.
so fun.
i keep putting sunblock on myself.
:P
hahas.
cause,
scared sunburn ma.
bought re-ment shoes for hikari.
heehee.
super nice.
XPP
hahahahahaha.
oh man.
i spend so much
=="
oh yea,
heres some pics.
X)
we took a little only.
cause,
most of th time,
we are wet.
so yup.
and pics of hikari too.
she's in clothes i bought her.
th blue tunic and leggings are her sleeping clothes.
:P

iim scared.
really.
what do i do?
i cant cry.
i cant say out.
i trap everything inside me.
i cannot do anything.
i dont have th courage to say out.
i admire them,
able to say everything out.
i want to cry.
but theres no shoulder for me to cry on.
iim sick and tired of forcing everything inside.
i want to let out.
but i dont dare to.
is not tht i dont trust my friends.
i dont dare to tell.
seriously.
& i know,
crying wont solve th problem.
i hope,
i pray,
tht one day,
it will be gone.
i just hope it doesnt come true.
or one of my friendship will break,
into pieces.
but,
at th same time,
i need it to come true,
so i wont feel trapped anymore.
i need tht freedom.
my heart feels as though its fucking locked up.
i hate this feeling.
i dont know which to choose.

iim getting ready to out with miner to collect my blythe alr!
XD
so happy.
and,
omfg.
iim wearing a dress.
==




omfg.
hahaha.
so werid sia.
==
will post when reached home later.
tatas.
XPP

reached hm.
fri need go do puzzle and pay for class tee.
(:
my leg nt any better,
super obvious th colour of th blueblack.
pain okay.
==
nt really feeling well oso.
(:
yea!
tmr getting my prima dolly saffy.
(:
I LOVE JUN,TOORU,WATARU,KISAKI!

good morning everyone!
or is it afternoon?
lols.
i just finished breakfast.
later going collect money then go buy stuff for hikari.
she is coming on wednesday
(((:
so happy.
bruise still there.
but better alr.
lols.
ytd blueblack super big.
oh man.
X)
but nw better liao.
although whole body still aching like hell.
but,
later in th evening,
i still going running.
i wanna train.
so during training camp wont so cannot take it liaos.
then later whole body pain again.
XP
hahas.
till here.
XD













now is evening(:
changed first song to phantasmagoria's UNKNOWN ZERO DISTANCE(:
second song is JUN's atomic smile.super nice.is played by electric guitar of course.
love it!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
lols.
i love him man.
his playing is super good de lo.
(:


i love him.
i love KAWAUCHI TOORU too.
although i love jun,before tooru.
haha.
cause i love everyone frm phantasmagoria ma.
but nt everyone frm 12012(ichi ni zero ichi ni)
XD
cause i only love kawauchi tooru(drummer) & miyawaki wataru(vocalist)
heehee.
(X
thrid song is over.
^^


miyawaki wataru(:


KAWAUCHI TOORU ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

hello peepos.
iim back frm leadership camp.
:D
hohohos.
PT was super tiring.
==
aching all over now.
==
had bruised leg during game.
==
super painful.
did puzzle.
slp at only 5 in th morning lo.
sad right.
we watched horror movie oso.
super fake lo th chucky.
:PP
we took out stacy again.
then poiwong super scared.
hahas.
i love GROUP 2(:
whee.
lols.
we're nice ppl ya' know?
lols.
overall,
th camp was quite fun.
oh and,
poiwong is a idoit.
why?
cause he say,
"if you sit after PT,your butt will become super big."
ohs,
and eugene cannot pronounce idoit in chinese properly.
X)
peixuan de hair super nice to play with.
lols.
me and miner keep making her hair stand.
anyways,
my whole body hurts like hell.
==

iim super sad.
iim going camp alr.
everyone,
better miss me.
:P
hahas.
noooo!
th person who is going to customise my blythe is going overseas to study and will only return next year!
have to pass to her my blythe on thurs and she return me on fri.
noooo!
T.T
wtf.
then when i want re-root oso no time alr.
nooooo!
X(((
why?
and i will only collect my blythe on wed.
T.T
will not update tmr and sun.
sun maybe lo.
see if iim tired anot.
super sad.
why she want go overseas study sia.
T.T
wahhhh.

hello peeps!
iim collecting my blythe on wed.
nt sure is wed anot.
cause i told seller next week,after camp.
and tmr i wont be updating due to camp.
X)
i finished my asknlearn and th time now is 08:28am
hahahaha
nth to do liao.
;DDDD
lols
cause wed i going buy clothes for my blythe doll mah
den shun bian collect.
;DDD
th seller very nice lo.
;DDDD
heh heh.
oh ya.
so when i write hikari yoo all know is her liao la.
lols.
she's speacial.
cause,
she has short hair.
;D
a bit curl one.
those classy classy one.
lols.
I LOVE HER LA.
;DDDD
will post her pics when i get her out and take pics of her.
am saving up for pullip now.
then after pullip,
dollfie.
after dollfie,
BJD!!!!

oh great.
each doll is getting more and more ex.
i wonder why ppl collect momoko.
i've no interest in them.
;D
i've interest in th above four.
BLYTHE,PULLIP,DOLLFIE,BJD.
they're so nice looking.
iim gonna make my dollfie like kawauchi tooru.
maybe i call ppl at th alice 88th there help me make th clothes frm "over"
KAWAUCHI TOORU!
;DDD

=="



lols.
am doing english ws.
;DDDD
actually wanted to go library with peeps to spy on someone de.
hohoho.
he still say he shy sia
eww.
==
hahaha.
made some softies for hikari alr.
will go shopping for her clothes at blythe stores.
;D

helllo all.
missed me?
lols.
i have bought a blythe doll alr.
super cheap.
;D
100 nia.
plus postage not sure yet.
bought it at ebay.
waiting for th seller to mail me shipping cost.
so happy.
iim getting prima dolly saffy.
gonna name her hikari.
oh ya.
by th way,
hikari=rain
;D
nice name?
hohoho.
elearning sucked.
==
but no need go sch for 2 days still can.
haha
(:

arugh..
i want a blythe, a pullip and a dollfie.
i dont care!
anyways,
i think i'll get a cheap one.
$120 nia.
;D
freaking happy.
whoots.
i just have to save ard 200+ to buy acc,more clothes and re-ments.
hohoho.
;DDDDDDD
anyways,iim getting a blythe first.
cause th person who is selling pullips in sg,is selling it for a damn high price.
so i shall go tokyo to buy dollfie and pullips.
plus a taeyang!
;DDDD
if i have a dollfie,
of course i buy male de la.
cause i want dress him up like tooru.
then make th hair oso.
and i shall call th person do face-up like tooru.
;DDD



oh yea.
and ppl,
iim saving up for my dolls so i wont be able to go shopping as much.
;D
and please help me,
buy visiting goodybooks.com
seen a book yoo like?
contact me.
or,
yoo can oso go to th webbie,
and click on buy frm your sch.
there will be my name next to yuhua sec.
THANKYOOS.
;DDDDD

whee.
home frm shopping.
mama today bring me go orchard shop.
;D
whoohoo.
of course is i gain la.
then ate lots of nice foods.
;DDD


i want pullip la.
hoho.
fuck sia.
a mini pullip cost 58.90
including postage.
F***
!!
nvm.
must well get a normal sized one,
for 123+
;D
more worth it.
or maybe end of year mama bring me go Tokyo buy.
;D
then can shun bian buy th clothes and wigs right?
during holidays i think i'll go alice 88th to take a look at th dollfies.
they sell 1/4 dollfies 300+ nia.
th dollfie comes with wig and face up!
whoots.
cheap!
then just buy clothes and acc jius can alr.
;D
so happy.
fuck sia.
mini pullip so ex.
:X
cant afford.
maybe call cousin help me buy.
she air-stewardess mah.
;DDDD
whee.
iim so addicted to blythes,dollfies&&pullips.



;DDDDD

back frm practice.
didnt went for run.
cause super tired.
ytd forced myself to stay awake then after watching d.gray man, i fell alsleep damn fast.
omg.
leadership camp next week.
arugh.
have to do pt.
fish la.
==
then june have training camp.
my harmonica is so bloody lousy alr.
my deluxe haven come.
when th hell will it come?
if only holidays can go germany.
then i can go buy.
;D
hohohos.
shuyi today keep crying and laughing sia.
iim not saying th reason cause i oso not sure can say anot.
oh wells,
today got new score oso.
its frm th nutcracker one.
quite fun larhhs.
lols.
;DDDDD
miner never go practice.
her forms and time table are with me lo.
wtf.
maybe mon call her come get frm me at my hse downstairs barrhs.
cause mon no sch.
sad la.
leadership camp i think very siong lo.
==
i scared la.
MUMMY~

T.T



lols.
pinky so siao qi sia.
i saw him then i was like pinky pinky then he bu shuang cause b4 that i was looking for shuyi then he wave i heck care him.
wth.
cant blame.
cause he is just th same as girls.
yoo should know why.
oh man.
panda de juniors all taller then her.
its okay.
harmonica got one sec one alot shorter then panda.
hohohos.
but she super cute lar.
like primary 3 like that.
lols.
haha.
have baby face somemore.
;DDDDDDD


oh man.
i dont feel like going for leadership camp.
i scared la.
:X




omfg.
i want a pullip doll!
arugh.
but that doesnt mean i dont want blythes and dollfies.
;D
i love them all!
i want go Tokyo!
so can buy all!
lols.
cheapest dollfie without makeup and clothings and wigs,
which mean a body nia,
dont have eyes also,
cost 780+.
i mind yoo,CHEAPEST.
arugh!
so i decided to get a pullip.
cheaper mah.
100+ nia.
then can go for face-up frm 15-30,
depending on what kind la.
;DDDD

iim fucking tired.
tmr 7 meet with veron and miner go run in sch before practice.
=="
and i cant sleep.
not because i dont want to.
because i need watch D.GRAY MAN later.
@ 11.
==
now 10+ nia.
i going fall asleep alr.
omfg can.
==
tmr practice sure very lei one.
T.T





lols.
thats bookman and lavi.
haha.
so dumb.
;DDD





I LOVE KAWAUCHI TOORU ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥














i looked up at th cloudy sky,i can hear something.
i closed my eyes and listened carefully,
it echoes in th sky,an endless song.

didnt go sch.
so sian.
i think iim going to harmonica later.
hiash.
fever gone alr.
now is left running nose and headache only.
maybe tmr going run again?
donnoe?
hahahs.
XPP
lols.
so sad la.

not feeling well today.
tmr cant go sch.
==
newspaper collection lo.
i want go!
mama dont allow.
==
F***
very sian lo.
have to stay at home.
if afternoon hao lerhhs maybe will go barh.
;DDDDD
lols.
maybe panda will pei me go learn electric guitar.
;D
whoohoo.





oh yeah.
lyrics for 12012's butterfly.
2nd song in my blog i think??
yoo will know why i cry when i listen to this.



th lyrics:
Ikanaide ikanaide konna ni kimi wo aishiteru
Mada shiranai boku wo mite yo sugu ni aitai

Dore dake kizutsukeba itami wa kieru no ka?
Kokoro ga naiteita gogatsu ame to yuuutsu

Saishuu ressha rasen wo egaku oboroduki ni kaeru you
Isoganakya isoganakya totemo taerarenai

Ikanaide ikanaide konna ni kimi wo aishiteru
Mada shiranai boku wo mite yo
Nakanaide nakanaide kimi no namida no imi wa nani?
Kimi no shiranai boku wo mite yo

Kokoro ni kaze ga fuku setsuna no kaze ga fuku HYURURI RARARA HYURURI RARARA sabishige ni

Kimi wo nando nakaseta darou dore hodo machitsuduketa darou
Kazoekirenu omoide-tachi kimi no egao yo

Ikanaide ikanaide konna ni kimi wo aishiteru
Mada shiranai boku wo mite yo
Nakanaide nakanaide kimi no namida no imi wa nani?
Kimi no shiranai boku wo mite yo
Sugu ni aitai kara

Ikanaide ikanaide konna ni kimi wo aishiteru
Mada shiranai boku wo mite yo
Daisuki na daisuki na ano hana no you ni towa* no ai de
Kazaranai hibi okuritai
Yurameite yurameite komorebi no naka yorisoiai
Kawaranai hibi okuritai
Futari ni ai wo




th meaning:
Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know I want to be with you now

How much do I have to be hurt for this pain to disappear?
My heart has been crying The gloom and rain of May

On the last train I draw a spiral going home in the hazy moonlight
I've got to hurry I've got to hurry I really can't bear this

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know
Don't cry, don't cry What is the reason for your tears?
Look at your me who you don't know

A wind is blowing inside my heart The wind of this instant is blowing
It goes "hyululi la la la hyululi la la la la" in solitude







thats why i always cry when listening to it.
so fucking touching eh?
and wataru still sing until so sad.
T.T
How many times have I made you cry How long have you kept on waiting
All of the countless memories And your smile

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know
Don't cry, don't cry What is the reason for your tears?
Look at your me who you don't know
Because I want to be with you now

Don't go, don't go I love you so much
Look at the me who you still don't know
Those ones I love, those ones I love just like those flowers, with this love for eternity
I want to send it to every unadorned day
Swaying, swaying close together in the sunlight
I want to send it to every unchanging day
Our love

went for practice today.
tmr going old folks home.
==
oh great.
gonna get results alr.
NO!
T.T














why th hell do yoo wanna make me worry for?it aint fun yoo know.
yeah,why th hell shld i be worrying when yoo dont even care?
maybe,i shld just dont give a damn and everythings gonna be fine.

hiash.
super late now.
didnt post just now cause playing game.
:D
HOHOHOS
went out with huiqi just now.
super dumb la.
;D
then after went toh guan with miner,veron,huiqi and pepper!
;D
pepper is miner's puppy by th way.
;D
used miner's phone and took lots of pics.
100+ i think.
i used continuous shot mah.
lols.
HAHAHA.
she should be deleting like siao alr.
;D
tmr got harmonica practice frm 10-12.
;D
i still have to pass shinyi th books.
;D
tatas.

hiash.
today staying at home again.
maybe go download games play lo.
iim addicted to fairy godmother tycoon.
;D
lols.
just now downloaded anti virus thingy.
==
cause com kena virus.
then still have bugs moving on th screen.
eww.
so go download another anti virus software.
cause last time i used avg.
and it allowed th trojan horse thingy on my com.
cant heal it lo.
wtf right.
then downloaded another one.
avast.
super nice.
love it lo.
one scan,everything removed.
wheee~
;D
peepos,
esp yuhua sec students,
if want buy books frm goodybooks.com,
must contact me.
iim th sales rep for our school.
;D
free posters will be given to first three,
no matter how many books yoo buy.
but recommend yoo buy one set lah.
cheaper mah.
;D

finally home!
after a damn long day.
==
went collected books and flyers.
==
super heavy!
bought 3 tees and 2 necklace.
super nice cans.
;DD
heh heh.
oh yea.
must support me yoo know.
buy books from goodybooks.com
;D

whoohoo!
exams are OVER!
whee.
pity amath peeps.
;D
they need go sch on mon.
i no need.
mon going buy bag with panda.
;D
heehee.
sat going collect books.
;D
iim so happy!
but i think my art sucks.
;D

lols.
was bored so,
went and look for th lyrics for over..
;D
i love this song freaking much.
;D
cause i love ichi ni zero ichi ni!
12012!!!~
hohohos.
here it is.
kumotta sora o miageteta
dare ka no koe ga kikoeru
me o tojite sora ni mimi o sumashite mireba hibiku hatenaki uta
mirai no tane o ueyou
tsugunai no tsuchi to shinjitsu de
kono me ga nobite sora takaku kumo o nukete ginga hate e to

sora ni inori o komete sakende sakende todokazu

sekaichuu ga arasou hibi no
owari o nozomu keredomo
kakegae no nai taisetsu na mono o mamoru jibun ga koko ni aru

tsumi ni awaremi o inotte inotte sasayaku

konna jidai ni umareta wake o douka kamisama oshiete yo
konna jidai ni kurushimi wakachi dare no tame ni taenuku no ka?

karehateta machi no doko ka de
megumi no ame o matteiru
kawaita kokoro wa sugata kae hito o urami hito o nikumiau

kami yo nozomu nara kono mi o kono mi o sasagete mo ii
jihi yo saa furisosoge sekai ni sekai ni ima sugu

konna jidai ni umareta wake o douka kamisama oshiete yo
konna jidai ni kurushimi wakachi dare no tame ni taenuku no ka?

eien no tsumi eien no hibi eien no ai imi o sagashite saigo no wakare saigo no ketsui dakara saigo ni kikasete

konna jidai ni umareta wake o douka kamisama oshiete yo
konna jidai ni kurushimi wakachi dare no tame ni taenuku no ka?

kokoro no oku ni chikatta ishi o tsuyoku michishirube ni kaete
arukitsudzukeru dare ka no reeru dare no tame ni taenuku no ka?








meaning?
i've done some translation too.
;D



I stared up at the cloudy sky
I kan hear someone's voice
When I close my eyes and listen carefully
It echoes in the sky - an endless song

I'll plant the seeds of the future
Whit truth and the soil of my atoment
The sprout stretches high into the sky
Escaping through the clouds to the ends of the galaxy

I scream, sceam my prayer to the sky whitout ever reaching it

Though I desire an end
To this days in our world so full of conflict
I'm right here, protecting such important, irreplaceable people
In a whisper I pray, pray for compassion for my sins

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I, do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

We're waiting for a blessed rain
Somehow in this town that's all withered up.
Our thirsty hearts change shape,
Resenting and hating each other.

God, if you so desire it, you can sacrifice this body of mine.
Oh Mercy, pour down upon this world, upon this world at once!

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era
For whose sake do I, do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

Search for the meaningless of eternal sins, eternal days, eternal love;
These are my last partings, my last decisions,
So please tell me about them in the end.

God, please somehow explain why I was born into this kind of era.
For whose sake do I, do I share and endure the suffering of this era?

Change the volition I strongly swore in the depths of my heart into a guide post.
For whose sake do I endure the rail that others continue to walk upon?
(For whose sake, for whose sake, for whose sake do I endure the rail.
For whose sake, for whose sake, for whose sake do I endure the rail.)

La La La [3 times]

(Do I endure with the rail)






oh yea!
iim so effin clever.
==
find for bloody long cans.
couldent find frm internet.
so have to one word one word translate.
lols.
hahas.
;D

just chiong-ed finished art.
well,
it sucks.
but,
at least i did it right.
today th dumbo yuting keep kicking my chair.
caught her legs two times i guess?
haha.
super dumb la.
then she keep making my hair.
=="
after exam,
i scream her name and she screamed mine,
AGAIN.
so freaking dumb.
well,
i hope art will pass.
;D

arugh!!!
so freaking happy.
;D
mama say holidays can go learn electric guitar.
whoots.
i've confidence will learn damn fast.
cause i learn instruments very fast.
;D
whoots.
;DDDDD
hahas.
just now watched 12012's vids again.
super cute.
i love them cans.
;DDDDD
i love phantasmagoria oso.
UNKNOWN ZERO DISTANCE is freaking nice.
;D
changed song again.
this is called over..
by 12012.
;D
i love kawauchi tooru & miyawaki wataru.
;D
wheee.

lols.
math was ok.
;D
better then paper one whorh.
:D
was crazy today again.
shuyi wanted to hug my panda.
haha.
panda went ard screaming.
lols.
then after exam,
on our way down,
heard someone shouting "fuck you la"
then heard eugene shouting "fuck yourself la"
lols.
then we was like,
aiyo everytime like that.
since sec 2.
hahas.
;D
i went crazy about tooru again.
;D
haha.
;DDDD
lols.
showed wanmei and sam they all my darling de foto in my phone.
display pic lo.
mai siao siao.
hahaha.
showed yuting oso.
she gave dumb face.
cannot blame.
dumbo ma.
;D
haha.
miner oso kena fan my me in th morning.
cause i was huachi-ing in th morning about tooru and wataru.
haha.
super funny lo.
phantasmagoria's unknown zero distance super nice cans.
;D
i love lori,kisaki,lori&riku la.
;DDDDD
anyways.
oh yea.
;DDDDDDDD
whoohoo.
my dad asked ytd if if i got bf anot.
i slide up my phone and was like "cant you see."
lols.
tooru's face lo.
haha.
my dad was like "ohh..."
haha.
then i scold him.
why?
cause we nv stay at japan!
i want my tooru.
hahaha.
;DD
mama bought me watch ytd.
whee.
;D
titus de.
;D
hahahaha.
whoohoo.
I LOVE KAWAUCHI TOORU && MIYAWAKI WATARU.
;D




tmr english paper!
no need study!
wahahahaha.
need chiong art combined layout and coloured combined layout.
plus 200 words personal response.
=="
friday!
nvm.
after that,
i get to celebrate.
whee.
;D

whee.
chem was ok.
unlike physic.
lols.
i love chem man!
;D
whoohoo.
;DDD
WHEEEEEEE.
i love kawauchi tooru!!!
:P
oh yea!
yuting wanted to see so,
heres my darling's face.






HOHOHOS!
I LOVE KAWACHI TOORU.




WHEE~














;D

hiash.
actually wanted to study.
but feel like slacking.
oh shoot.
tmr is chem.
==
my fav.
and yet no mood to study.
cause i keep listening to songs mah.
whoot!
got all phantasmagoria's songs that i've wanted alr.
i love kisaki!!!!!
whoohoo~
lols.
i basically love everyone from phantasmagoria.
whoohoo.
i love 12012's tooru too.
he's super cute cans.
whoohoo!

whoohoo~
i love them.
;D
heh heh.
oh yah.
heres th link that i download my anime songs from:
click.
whee.
;D


lols.
added songs again.
now th first is shooting star by 12012.
;D
second is hikari furu ame by ohantasmagoria.
third is shine by 12012.
fourth is eternal silence by phantasmagoria.
fifth is fairy times memory then rest is mosly phantasmagoria de.
;D
whoots.
downloaded 12012's songs alr.
i love vk cans?
whoohoo.
changed songs for friendster oso.
going change for lolliiepop family oso;D




I LOVE KAWAUCHI TOORU,KISAKI,LORI,MATOI,RIKU&JUN!
;DDDDDDD
lols.
even though tooru is from 12012 and th rest is frm phantasmagoria.
;D

nth much happen today lo.
didnt manage to finish doing ss.
and math,i'll fail.
==
super happy though.
cause ytd downloaded whole phantasmagoria's album.
whoohoo.
their songs super nice cans.
anyways,
when was going home,
me and yuting was screaming each others name.
so dumb,isnt it?
lols.
;D
next tuesday going buy bag with panda.
we buy couple bag.
;D
whoots.
later yewliang jealous.
:X

MY LIST OF IMPORTANT PEOPLE.
;D




from 2e8.
peishan-my panda wife.;D
wanmei-dumb daughter.
pinky(likuang)-my one and only gay friend.
raymond-the thick skin guy who thinks that he is cute.
eugenepung-th white hair guy.
keanonn-my mdm kum.
wengleong-th hamster.
boonmeng-th super bian tai.
aaron-also a pervert.
radin-th dumb guy.
ain-our cute monitress(2e8'o7)
from YHHB
miner-th dummy.
shijie-secret keeper.
yuxin-my dearest step-father.
shuyi-my xiaolaoshu.
marjorie-th human (laughing) vibrator.
veronicaloh-sweetie pie.(she forced me to put one)
frm 3e9
jemina-winnie th pooh girl.
yuting-dumbo.
others
yuxiang-th hua chi
tuckchoy-mr nien look-alike.
huiqi-hwee qieeee.
primary school mates
grace-my gracie.
melissa-pri sch best friend.
bellamy-auntie.
wilson-mummy.
aizat-mei mei.
wanying-th over reacting girl.
manfred-my ah gong.





they mean alot to me. ;D





my friends,
are th kind of ppl who spend an hour trying to drown a fish.
but i love them!

I LOVE SHIJIE ;D
shes th only one that i can say anything & everything to.
;D
cause i know not many ppl can stand my fucking attitude.
;D
so,
freaking short/dumb/fat/jerk/asshole/bustard,
please,
scram.
;D
shijie is mine.
iim not giving her to yoo.
:P
heh heh.
i love panda also.
even though she loves YEWLIANG.
T.T
hohohos.
panda panda~
;DDDDDDDDD



anyways,
gonna revise social studies & math alr.
tatas.
;DDDD


oh.
and please dont anyhow think.
;D
its not who yoo think it is.
;D

found something super cute.

omfg lo.
i kinda hate somebody now.
totally suck cans.
wth.
pls lah.
she also not inside th lolliiepops go put lolliiepop for what?
wtf.
as though we want her in.
just go away.
and she actually thinks she's pretty?
wtf?
please.just go and look at yourself in th mirror.
no one thinks that they are perfect ok.
only yoo lo.
so bu zi liang li eh?



yoo may think iim a bitch.
but thats fine with me.
cause if iim a bitch,
yoo are a bitch.
because:
your mother is a bitch for giving birth to a bitch.
your father is a bitch for fucking a bitch whom in turn gave birth to a bitch.
whose th bitch now?BITCH.

whoohoo.
just finished watching dgrayman nia.
;DDD
super nice arh
;DDDDDDD
allen walker so cute lo
arugh!!!!
;DDDDDD
WHOOHOOO;DDDDDDD
;DDDDDDDD
his master left his debt for th enemy lo.
th ancient family ppl.
lols.
hohohos
whee.
i love lavi too.
;DDDDD

hahahas.
i cant stop laughing.
whoohoo.
super high liaos.
;DDDDDD

done half of th coloured sketches alr.
going cut hair soon.
==
cause grow very fast then very thick liaos.
i dont like.
so want trim thinner.
;DDDD
whee~
lols.
=="
iim nutsy alr.
hohohos.
today doing art whole day liaos lorhhs.
==
next fri jius need go for art lerhhs.
omfg larhhs.
haven finish yet.
ARUGH.
iim going crazy.
headache getting worse nowadays.
==
cause too stress over studies liaos.
==
changed song to phantasmagoria de song again.
;D



somedays,
i'll think of th past.
th oh-so-perfect past.
when everybodys still th same.
not like now.
i hate reality.
i really hate it.
why cant we go back in time?
who th hell am i kidding?
maybe,
things are fated to be this way.
we're meant to part.
goodbyes always hurt,
so much.

hiash.
think will fail physics alr.
==
i have a fucking headache.
ARUGH.
so xin ku.
later still need go eat dinner with reletives.
wtf.
nt feeling well lo.
HUIQI is so BIANTAI.
;DDDDDDDD







we're drifting apart,
one day when th connection breaks,
maybe i'll just move on.
but its something i know i'll never find again.











nt all friends stay by your side forever eh?

just came home from mac.
;DD
went there do art and revise geography.
;D
with miner th dummy
XPP
heh heh heh..
lols
my coloured sketches sucks larhhs.
like suck,alot.
==
omfg.
my hair gonna be washed by me until dry dry liaos lo.
i bath so many times a day.
cause of th freaking sun.
so scorching.
==
ARUGH.
i need put those olive oil for hair alr.
found out something though.
th quickest way to grow long hair back,
is to use baby shampoo.
;DDD