Screw art, someone.

I'm not in a good mood.
Just trying to cheer myself up.

I swear MatenrouOpera has the cutest keyboardist & the craziest drummer.
I swear D=OUT has the cutest vocalist.
I swear AliceNine has the sexiest bassist.
I swear 12012 has the hottest vocalist.
I swear Gazette has the hottest, sexiest, prettiest, greatest, EVERYTHING. :)

Developments.

Seriously, look at the time. LOL. :x
One can get carried away when doing art eh?
I wonder why does time pass so fast when you're really concentrating on something.
Well, i'm thinking of redoing all my sketches, because, one word, hideous. I totally hate my sketches. I cant sketch looking at ONE freaking picture. I can only USE that picture for reference, & COME UP with something, totally different. Yeaps. & we call that development. I can only do development. Cant do sketches. :/
Well, i'm going to school to print my pictures so i can sketch better. Looking at lappy's screen & trying to sketch is killing me. & my eyes are suffering. -.-
So heres what. If tmr i managed to print out all needed things, i am having lappy break, to concentrate on my art.
But hell i need music.
K forget it. I got my phone~ :D
Gosh i dont even feel tired right now. -.-
I guess i'll have to live few more days with panda eyes. Humph.
I'm gonna get some serious scolding for showing only 3 developments tmr. DEAD DEAD DEAD ._.
OKAY SO THEY'VE DONE MARKING OUR ART COURSEWORK.
I guess i got a C5? Or maybe worse, C6?
Urgh, i need to do a great work on paper 2.
C'mon YITIAN, you can do it. !
OK MAYBE I CANT D:
OK WHATEVER. RAWR.~!
OK 29/10/2009 IS GONNA BE THE DAY I CHIONG ART TIL FINISH(?) MAYBE. LOL.



Anw can the one who placed the choc in my bag after english papers raise up your hand?
Or did you place it in the wrong bag or smth?
:/

Last time touching stupid math :D

ME WANT ME WANT.
hehehe. :P
Miyavi's doing fine~ Yay.
OHMYIORI, I DONT HAVE TO TOUCH STUPID MATH AGAIN~
MUAHAHAHAA.
Well maybe i'll still be doing it in poly next time. (Provided i CAN get into poly)
-.-

Wellllll,
idk whats with me, getting so obsessed with high heels nowadays.
I HATE WEARING THEM.
But i love looking at them. LOL.
I so damn want to get tons of super pretty ones.
But wear or not, idk. LOL.
XD
If you want me to wear them & not walk ard, i dont mind. HEHEHE.


Ok, art paper 2 will get me killed.

Btw, Mathpapertwo just killed me today.
Byebye B3. D:



Seriously, some guys can go rot in hell.
Bloody fuckers.
CLICK HERE
Now you know why.
They gang raped a 15-year-old girl.
The onlookers didnt even do anything.
Screw those heartless people seriously.

twentyplusone.

1) Math paper one is over, hurray.
2) Its easy for most humanzx, hurrayX2.
3) So A1's gonna be pretty difficult to get, boo.
4) Tmr's math paper two, booX2.
5) Tmr i'm gonna start art, booX3.
6) The person who plans our timetable must be crazy to put humans & science tgt on the same day, booX4.
7) I need to start working hard, too bad theres nothing to motivate me, so i dont know how i'll do. D:
8) I am still watching idols' vids on youtube, TIL TODAY -.-
9) I need to study
10) OH I CANT STUDY DAMMIT zz
11) I want an A1 for science, O_O
12) I want my L1R4 to be 10. TT
13) I need to stop wasting time on other things.
14) I need a shopping spree after Os.
15) Why cant i have sexy lips like JaeJoong's ?
16) Oh shit, i'm starting JaeJoong craze again. -.-
17) Iori is still better :3
18) I am addicted to Ruki's voice, no doubt.
19) I AM TOO LAZY TO START DOING MATH -_______________-
20) I feel so damn unloved. SO WHERES MY JEMMY.

Love me when i least deserve it,
because thats when i really need it.

Random. HAHAHA

Luke is so hot. :3

Luke Worrall.
So handsome eh? XP
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

OMI, Malcolm better dont snatch.

I'll be back when math ends. <:

Urgh, Stupid math -.-

Am Tired.
Bye.

I wish i can turn invisible when i want to.

Crap manzx.
Went back to school to study. :x
Did one math paper one for six hours. Cool eh?
My physic paper was fast okay. HAHAHA. XP
MinJie gave me physic papers like they were free. Well, they were free, but you know what i mean.
Its so goddamn thick. HAHAHA. XD
It will not kill me, i swear. I'll get them done >:D
HA! ~
OH GOSH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW DEAD TIRED I AM.
TT
& some ass keep whacking the table when i'm trying to sleep -.-
RAWR.
OKAYWHATEVER.
I was redo-ing this simultaneous equation for like 30mins?
The paper was already furring like iori-knows-what when i'm done & finally found the right answer.
==
Studying makes people tired. Like real tired.
At least in school, i did do work. Rather thn slacking at home. :/
Thank you sim min jie, but you still suck for whacking the table when i want to sleep & not giving me cheese fries. XP

JEMMY DUMMY I LOVE YOU (:
Thanks for helping me buy greentea.
So i didnt dehydrate. XD

I need these.HAHA.

Oh my, being a girl is so lovely.
But, i'm gonna have a hard time convincing my mom i need those. :P
Better save up myself.
Or rather, work super hard after Os to get these, & those electronics. XP
HAHAHA.
I know, i am money waste-er hahaha. XD
Now i know why some people refuse to have kids.
Because they never know if they'll end up having a kid like me. LOL.

Actually, i have more. But i guess spamming isnt good?
Thus i uploaded this little. ^^
I'll be so broke, dammit.

Practical was, shit.
Esp physic.
I'm prepared to get 0-3 marks for physic practical.
Now, work hard for physic theory. (kinda impossible)
OKOK, I TRY. -.-



My mood isnt at the best state these days.
Try to avoid angering me. I may just make you sorry.
Playing/wresting with Jemina cheered me up tons. (:
Thanks Jem. Dont elbow my knees, dammit. HAHA.
& I CANT HEAR YUTING TALK! XD
ShiJie is so retarded. XP
FongMay gave a old-man-angry kind of face today. SO DUMB.
Kathleen better wear a dress on grad night.
I want to play with Ganga's curls, dammit. HAHAHA.
OHMYIORI, I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

& hell, i love my enemies too.
Well, without them, there will be no one for me to hate yea?
OK FINE. I love & hate them at the same time.
HAHAHA.
But whatever.
I LOVE MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, ENEMIES & PEOPLE WHOM I DONT EVEN KNOW.
Because only in a world with them in it, i feel the sense of belonging.
Omi, i'm like leaving some kind of will. -.-
HAHAHA. WHO CARES?!

Just, thanks for existing.
You ppl complete my whole life. (:



I need something to cheer me up. *hint hint* :3



Okay, so heres why i should be happy today :
I got 22/30 for english compo thingy. (:

Stupid people do stupid things & end up looking stupid.

If you think i'm treating you differently,
ask yourself why. You may think you've done totally nothing wrong.
But what about things that you think i dont know of?
Things that you're doing behind my back.
Do you take me for a fool? Go to hell. I'm not you.
If you think you're standing on the right side, think again.
If you've heard only one side of the story, dont assume the other.
Some people, they twist & turn the truth, & fools still believe them.
If you think i'm talking about you, why do you think so? Because you're guilty?
If you're guilty, too bad, its too late. I've kept this to myself far too long to forgive.
If you're not guilty, & is wondering who i'm talking about, dont ask me. Because, it just might be you.
You put on a mask in front of people. Only those who've seen your true side knows i'm right.
Dont tell me i'm harsh. Because what you did was worse.
If you think you can get my 'friends' on your side, do it.
I want to see how many useless ones i've once treat them as friends.
Oh, i'm just blind.
I didnt see it coming.
Because all this while, i thought you were my friend.
But dear friend, before i blow up, fuck off.
Go rot in hell & i will shed tears, of happiness.
I dont need someone as childish as you in my life.

Congrats. You made me angry for a few moments.
But then, i see you're not worth me hating.
Because my enemies arent as childish, as stupid, as fucked up as you.
If i label you as my enemy, i'll be giving my enemies the worse of all insults.

HP iPAQ 912c

I know its adorable beyond words. :3
Its home for my phoneeee~
AHHHHHHH! HAHAHAHAHA~
The panda's the wipe glass thingy. LOL.
Look at the danging things. So pretty~ :P
OHOH, my phone look so man in the face, so pretty in the back. ;)
You'll know why soon. XD HAHAHA
I said my phone's iori for a reason. (:

too.

Once upon a time,
theres this person who is always there.
when i'm sad, theres his shoulder for me to cry on.
when i'm happy, he will be the one who'll smile with me.
i keep saying how much pimples i have, & how awful my hair is.
he told me, when i grow up, if nobody wants me, he still does.
he doesnt care how i look.
but what can i do, when this person isnt around anymore?
what if i want him to come back, even thou i know he can never come back.

it may be too late,
but iloveyou too.

I miss 4E9 ):

Hi peeps, this will probably be my last post before Os. No, not last time online. XD HAHAHAHA. Anw, today, went out for a 'walk'. XP With SHIJIE. Well, took some pics for art. I guess i'm done with the pics. ^^ Shopped one last time before Os finish. Or rather, last time before Science O levels paper 1. :D Bought hair accesories from Forever21. ^^ SO DANG PRETTTTTY~ HAHAHAHA. I should have gotten moreeeeee~ XP Well, it'll last me thru, i guess. XD Tmr i wont be going to school as well. Oh i miss my classmates so much. ):
I wont miss yuhua when i graduate. I'll miss the people i've come to know there.
Heres something:
PeiShan - PANDAAAA! Nope, the names are not according to height. I'm glad i know you since sec 1. I mean, c'mon, peishan is the most fun to bully human in our school. XP
WanMei - Peishan, tell you dont anyhow make children with others le right. :P SEEEE. Wanmei's born. LOL. Well, she's adorable anyways. Remember to comb your hair sometimes. (:
Samantha - HI ASS. *Kicks sam's ass* You cant escape. XP Thanks for letting me hug when i broke down the other time. :)
MinJie - THE PERSON I LOVE DISTURBING! :D I mean, its so fun disturbing him manzx. He goes 'rawr' HAHAHA. He'll probably rawr at me after seeing this. BUT HOLD IT! You're a GREATTT friend. Now keep that 'rawr' to yourself.
Raymond - Eh, next year, work hard. We wont be with you physically, but we'll be there, in your heart. (: You know we hope that you'll become successful.
Eugene - Stone. -.- Paper wins stone. Paper is nice. Stone is retarded. I know i win. :D
ShiJie - This is a slow-mo girl. (: She is so blur, she is the easiest to trick. ;) Thanks for always being there. Thanks for showing me your retarded face when i'm down, in order to make me smile.
Jemina - Jemmy woo woo. Jemmy dummy. CURLY~ OMI I LOVE YOU CURLY. Dont kill me~ XD Your curls are what makes you unique, so love them. (: You know we love you for who you are. YUNHO DO TOO! :D I think my dear curly's gonna faint. ;) I miss you dang much manzx. Will only be able to see you next week. I'll miss your dumb grin & screwed hair & all.
YuTing - BAOBEI~! Grow taller manzx. XP Lets hope you dont stop growing. At least not so soon. XD YOUR YELLOW WORLD WILL CRASH DOWN ON YOU. HAHAHA. XD
FongMay - oh, this is one mad female. *smacks hair* HAHAHA. Thanks for all the candy & entertainment. Well, i'll miss your screams when i poke you. XP
Malcolm - Mami, you're the greatest mom on earth. :D You're also the most unique mom. I mean, which other mother will snatch idols with their own daughter? HAHA. Reita's living in my heart, i locked him in there with iori & all the gazette members. :D
Alfred - Sucker! *rolls eyes* OKOK. Sucker, you rock. Because no other suckers will give me bitter choc & let me bully 24/7 :D:D
Klinton - That idiot who is now taller thn me. -.- THANK ME for bendling your fingers, XD Oh, lets play XYZ again sometimes. ^^
MinEr - Its the 10th year knowing you, dummy. :D Lets continue to know each other til the end of our lives, okay? :)
AiPoh - The one who knows everything. Scary, i know. XP HAHAHA. YAY WE HATE THE SAME PEOPLE. LOL. Vivacious is gonna rock everyone's socks. \m/
HuiQi - YOU BETTER TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY HUBBY. HAHAHA. Next time, you dont have to text me saying you saw some bug or insect which is gross or scary in your house. BECAUSE I CANT SAVE YOU. HAHAHA. (X

there are somemore, but i'm too lazy to type. XP

& in general, to all of those above, I LOVE YOUU~ :D
& 4E9, lets work hard & prove that we're smart. (:

Anti-pop

Today, is my last day in yuhua to study. Tmr & fri, i'm not going to school, i think. Because tmr i'm taking photos for art. Then fri, i'll start sketching. :/ I know, no life. -.- But i can only blame myself. Grrr. Oh whatever, i want to get B3 for Art. :/ I dont think its possible. But theres no such thing as impposible. (: Am gonna do my best for art(I think). Sat & Sun am heading to lib to study with AIPOH. :D I totally flunked my math mock paper 1 today. ZZ. THE PROBABILITY QUESTION SUCKS! I know how to slove it when i handed up the paper. Well done, yitian. -.-
Forget about that, it'll turn my day upside down. I NEED HELP WITH MATH. I dont know how the hell i went from a usual C6 to B3 in prelims. But i want an A2 now. Impossible it may seem. But when i could climb 3 grades up, its also possible i can climb 1 more grade up, right? Right. So, anyone can help me with math & physic? *In a very despo state* TT
Okayyyy, anyway, geog was fun as hell, RIGHT YUTING? XP HAHAHAHA. It sorta went like this :
YUTING : OH MY YELLOW WORLDDDD *grabs file & put her head in it*
YITIAN : *grabs yellow file from yuting & used it to whack yuting's head* OH YOUR YELLOW WORLD IS CRASHING DOWN ON YOUUUUU~
YUTING : AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OUCH OUCH!
Idiotic, i know. But fun. XD I laughed til my tears came. XP HAHAHA. I act as thou i was suffering from sugar high or something. XD LOL.
I homed with wong min min. Nth much lo. Talk crap on the way home. I AM NOT VIOLENT, DAMMIT. HAHA. XD

Icantbelievei'msoluckytodayy.<:

From 27 to 12. Its a long way.

Hi all. I've been posting some super short posts recently.
Well, everyone will understand, i guess. Intensive revision in school sucks. Like seriously. Cant even learn anything from MATH. *rolls eyes* She throws us aside & want us to just do worksheets. We can do those at homeee. *rolls eyes again* Cant she teach when we're in schhhhhhooooooolllllll. ==" Okay fine, so, Art paper 2 for Os is OUTTTTTT! I wont say its difficult, i wont say its easy. But, i'm gonna have a hard time finishing it. 3 weeks. Finish those in 3 weeks. Well, taken a few photos already. Will take more tmr in school. ^^;
I really hope dad could have sometime free this week, so i could go & get a new phone. So at least it'll keep me alive. Well, Gazette's poster is keeping me happy now, at least. XP
I realised i post more in my private blog, :/ I just dont feel like sharing my feelings, thats all. Because, nowadays, so many things seem to agitate me. I'm so damn stress i've started losing hair. Maybe its the price to pay when everyone around you are stressed & depressed. I mean, when people around you are like that, theres no way you'll feel good right. :/
Whatever's the case, i love myself. Starting of secondary 3, my L1R4 is 27. Prelims, L1R4 is 12.
I need to reward myself sometimes. (:

It can't be helped, sometimes you will be sad.
Tears will fall, Even poetry cannot hide that fact
And sometimes you can't help but to feel happier when you hear those words
And with a smile, you'll sing that poem, then.

Gazette's song 'Before I Decay' is gonna be a movie theme! :D

Report Book

To whoever thought that i'll fail my Os & retain,
My L1R4 is 12. Thanks uh. Get 12 still will retain uh?
OH I SEE. Get 4th in class will retain uh? OH I SEE. So hows the feeling of me, taking over you? Fun huh. I know you want to win. But trust me, when i say i will, i will.
I will push you all the way to the ground, loser.
I wanted to post something for alot of people, but am not in the mood. Hows, after Os? I need to complete my new novel.

I didnt know tears come so easily.

Second glance.

I'm done reading 'Plain truth' by JodiPicoult. ^^
So now, i can use the lappy. For an hour or two. XP
Anw, i made a list of what i wanted to buy after Os, & i feel like slapping myself.
I cant believe i'll be spending all my money on those.
Well, these are like, some of the items only. Others i'm too lazy to find pictures. :P
Yes i know i already own a tablet lappy, but i want a new one.
Yes, i know i already own a adidas watch, but i want that one.
Yes, i know 1 camera is enough, & i know i own 1. BUT I NEED THOSE TWO! XD
& hell, i didnt mean to want so much things. :x
Why must they be priced so high anyways. Cant they be sold for 1 buck? XD If they do, my house will be flooded with things. XD HAHAHA.

True love is like ghosts,
which everybody talks about but few have seen.

A real smile.

I GOT MY GAZETTE SINGLE TODAYYYYYYYYYY!
A pity i cant to their live on the 24th of dec. ):
The poster's great. (:
It cant be bought. It only comes with the limited edition CD.
the images cant be found online too. ^^
So so so happy. (:


Now, theres no reason for me to go online anymore.
I can look at my darlings on my wall. (X
& i got iori's photo laminated.
So whats the use of lappy.
Okay, i'll online when i need to do stuff.
For the time being, i need to finish my english. ^^

& omi, i want a olympus E-P1 ! (X
SO NICE LUH.
well, i can work my ass off after Os & get the 198234679186 things i want. XD
HAHAHA.