URUHA! ♥
TakashimaKouyou.

school was so scary,
i mean, almost everyone ard me were down.
i cant do anything, so ya, i'm pretty useless.
anyways, going back school soon. done preparing alr.
syf rehersal til 11pm
everyone, cheerup! ♥
i wont have the strength to cheer anyone up tmr.
& this will be due to the lack of sleep.


'miss me, people!


♥aishiteru, UkeYutaka, TakashimaKouyou, SuzukiAkira, MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

Kiss twice, kiss me deadly - Alice Nine

TERU! ♥
(*＾ー＾)ノ

heres what,
damn that bitch,
damn that bastard,
damn that whore.

today sucked totally.
art sucked as much.
shoe was greenish yellow/yellowish green due to shijie's water spilling.
& yes, its acrylic paint.
rehearsal sucked.

tmr's rehearsal will kill me.
7-11PM.

YUTING, CHEER UP!
ALFRED, CHEER UP!

-too tired for words-

Baretta - The Gazette

HIZAKI!
o(^-^)o
i love his guitar solos.
yup, HIS.

went library today,
didnt really did anything.
played like idiots.
got to do homework, now.

(^_^)v

tmr: speechday rehersal.
tues: SYF rehearsal (7PM-11PM)


aishiteru, UkeYutaka, TakashimaKouyou, SuzukiAkira, MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

Never Rebellion - Phantasmagoria

IORI ; Ueda Tetsurou ; MY HUSBAND .
he's someone who needs no introductions. (due to my frequent name screaming)
o(^▽^)o

went band today.
was alright.
but then, i sacrificed my gazette tee.
lost the bidding, as band ended 3+ & the bidding ends at 11+
didnt go to doc's with mum either.
cause today when i woke up, i told myself, whats mine will one day be mine & whats not, will never be.
so i placed a bid, & went to sleep ytd night.
today when i reached home, checked.
it ended, & i lost.
oh wells, i guess it wasnt meant to be mine.
okay, lets forget those unpleasant stuff.
i think i'll just throw away the idea of ever owning any gazette tees.
oh wells, at least i have the picks. the album's gone too.
even the photobook has alr got bids.
forgetting it is best, this case.

my lips are swollen, dang.

so anyways,
ytd i cried like somebody just past away.
reason being, i went to watch phantasmagoria's last live again. (the hikari ni furu ame part where all members cried)
dang. when jun cried, its super heartbreaking alr.
then i saw iori's tears, & i'm like, NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
called shijie & cried like a baby.
the band crying totally broke my heart into god knows how many pieces.
DAMN.

currently downloading 2 albums,

tribute to phantasmagoria

01. Pixy false -Kiboya Honpo
02. Mikansei to Guilt - Dali
03. Uknown zero distance - hurts
04. Actuate Eden - Bergerac
05. Suicide Gemini - Anjyu'
06. Kyosokyoku~Cruel crucible~ - Arc
07. Never Rebelion - Vagerke
08. Material pain - Nega
09. Neo Ark - Siva
10. Kami Uta - Doremi Dan

&

tribute to phantasmagoria deluxe edition.

01. Camouflage - chariots
02. fairy times memory - chariots
03. mikansei to GUILT - Dali
04. Actuate Eden - Bergerac
05. Unknow zero distance - hurts
06. Suicide Gemini - Anjyu'
07. Pixy false - kibouya honpo
08. NEVER REBELLION - Vagerke
09. Material pain - Nega
10. NEO ARK - Siva
11. kyousoukyoku ~Cruel Crucible~ - Arc
12. kami uta - DOREMI dan

i actually love all those bands for playing mago's songs. ♥
thou the melody's still the same, but it has somehow changed.



i miss mago. ・°・(ノД｀)・°・
i wonder hows iori doing?
still no updates from his blog.
at least let me know he's still alive.
imagine riku singing something from his previous band.
well, at least he's doing well in Chariots.

watched fan vids of mago-s ♥♥
♥ iori's ducky dance.
♥ jun's creeping onto screen (with super fast moving fingers wriggling ard his face & more)
♥ jun, iori, & matoi's nonsensical music (with out of tune instruments)
♥ riku's drumming action, completed with the back & forth moving head. LOL
♥ riku's fangirl moment, & managed to get matoi into jumping with him.
♥ iori & jun's funny faces on the camera ( they stared in wonder, completed with opened mouth)
♥ riku's crap dances.
♥ iori, jun & matoi's crab dance.

i love mago with a big fat heart ! ♥

Aishiteru, UkeYutaka, TakashimaKouyou, SuzukiAkira, MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

Crucify My Love - X-Japan

♥ ; mago boys

REITA! (^O^)
Suzuki Akira

nth up today.
cept was unhappy bout stuff,
& the fact tht my back's breaking. hurts super much
recess was fun. LOL


omg, i so want the distress & coma CD!
the visual kei blogshop selling it!
OMGOMGOMG.
but i'm bidding on the shirt alr.
DAMN IT!
click here to view the CD.
should i buy?
i'm at a lost now.
OMGOMGOMG.
T^T
& i want the photobook with gazette members signature!!!!!!!!!!!
ARUGH, DAMNIT. -.-
its on ebay, click here.
i dont know which to buyyyyyyyy!
OMGOMGOMG.
i want all luh!!!!!!

any suggestions which to buy?


anw, tmr might be going band late.
cause pei-ing mama go see doctor for a while.


(^-^)/


aishiteru,UkeYutaka, SuzukiAkira, TakashimaKouyou, MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

Silly God Disco - The Gazette

RUKI. o(^▽^)o
look here, marjo! LOL
decided to post ruki's pic cause marjo felled in love with him.

nth much fun today actually.
& back's hurting.
chem got 39/50
physic got 35/50
i didnt know the difference was so little.
if only i get tht 1 more mark.
oh well, work hard for MYE.

for those who did not did as well as you expected,
CHERRUP!
& most importantly,
lets work hard tgt! (^∇^)

gave yuting one of the photos i printed ytd. to cheer her up.
LOL
YUTING, look at the icon below! sure smile de. ☆-( ^-ﾟ)v



did henna (or whatever you call it) thingy on my hand hand.
the U of uruha smudged, & its like shit now.
oh great, i'm gonna have to live with a shitty left hand for god knows how long. (￣ー￣；
love the star star on my wrist on top of left feet.


just bidded for gazette fan club tee on ebay for 30+ bucks.
MYGODDDDDDDD!
i hope i get it man!
it comes with the badge!
*screammmmmmms*


just downloaded distress & coma single.
I LOVE WITHOUT A TRACE.
its like, OMFG. SO SUPER NICE.
i love it when they play soft music yo.
X)


aishiteru,UkeYutaka, SuzukiAkira, TakashimaKouyou, MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

Shooting Star - 12012

The Gazette! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
aishiteru,UkeYutaka, SuzukiAkira, TakashimaKouyou,MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

vandalized my hand hand today, LOL.
eh, i love iori & gazette many many de okay.

anw, i dont wanna blog bout any school stuff today.
Wednesdays suck so much, even thou we do not need to stay back after school today.
& thunder's super loud.
damn everything.
i'm super pissed off.



lets now say some positive stuff.
i've printed some gazette stuff, so yay! o(^▽^)o
today is gazette's official distress & coma release date! WHOOT.

lets hope jun recovers soon frm flu.

Anti pop - The Gazette

& yes, tht icon over there,
its kaya, & yes. its a guy.

THE GAZETTE! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆
KAI! *SCREAMMMMS*
URUHA! *SCREAMMMMS*
RUKI! *SCREAMMMMS*
REITA! *SCREAMMMMS*
AOI! *SCREAMMMMS*!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
-over reacts-

hey, i'm loyal to gazette okay.
*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS*
i went watch their backstage vid from the nameless liberty six guns tour,
&,
I WENT CRAZY, as usual. LOL. ♥
they're super adorable, as usual! ♥
* SCREAMS AGAIN*
okay, thats like, major over reaction.
but,
* SCREAMMMMMMMMMMS*
they're SUPER SHUAI LEI!
*calms down*
okay, so uru's wearing his purple shorts, &
*SCREAMMMMMMMS*
teehee.
they cried at the end of the live you know.
i wanna give all of them a hug♥
*SCREAMS*
i shall stop screaming. LOL

anyways, nth much to blog about this few days. mock exam sucked (as expected).
chinese got 71. super shocked. LOL.
i didnt know i could do so much better. so i'm like, WHOA.
JEMINA LIM SO GUO FENN! HUMPH.
despite studying for so long ytd, my mind's a blank when the paper was in front of me.
i've been thinking of stuffs again, & not focusing.
i'm afraid my chem wont be up to my expectation this time. i'm dreaming through the paper. as for physic, it'll be as expected as always, i think. for the others, totally hopeless.
maybe, i should stop thinking, stop worrying. but i really cant focus.

okay, apart from those.
if i ever find out, who did what to our class banner,
that person will die a terrible death.
i really think we should go find out frm the uncle how those guys who came into our class look like.
stupid no life bastards.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUICH!
I ♥ YOU!

aishiteru,UkeYutaka, TakashimaKouyou, SuzukiAkira, MatsumotoTakanori, ShiroyamaYuu.

Hanakotoba - TheGazette.

wataru & kisaki (-^□^-)

was chionging homeworks & revision from 8am til now. 1 hr break frm 1-2. & my break's ending, so came blog. its lunch break, but am not eating. cause i wanted to use com for the whole hour.
i came to know tht, for physic, reading the textbook helps SO much more then cher's notes.
OPPS.
anyways, just did notes frm facebook.
it goes like this:

The rules are simple.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this excluding the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?”, YOU SAY?
Transparent Shine - Megaromania

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL?
The Beautiful Name - Alice Nine (LOL)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Swallowtail on the death valley - The Gazette

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Aishuu~Unrequited Love~ - KISAKI PROJECT feat. JUI. (wth)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I Believe.... - 12012

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Cassis - The Gazette

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Worthless War - The Gazette

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ambience - 12012

WHAT IS 2+2?
HYENA - The Gazette ( LOL!!!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lovers - 12012 (-.-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Love From A Dead Orchestra - Versailles (-.-)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Material Pain - Phantasmagoria (seriously, all the answers are dumb)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
RAINBOWS - Alice Nine (oh, great.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Waterfall - Alice Nine

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
MERRY GO WORLD - 12012

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dream Arch - 12012

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Unfinished - X-Japan (oh, this is nice)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Girls, Be Ambitious - Miyavi

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Aitai Kara - 12012

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
DEAD SCHOOL SCREAMING - Alice Nine (LOL XD)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Toumei Nakago - Vidoll

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Wife - The Gazette

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Filth In The Beauty - The Gazette
(thts kinda true. i mean, Japanese's english pronoucation = LOL)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Nausea And Shudder - The Gazette

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Surely - Iori ( I'LL GET MARRIED TO IORI! LOL.)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
HERO - 12012

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Kuroi Torikago - Kanon Wakashima

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
... Lost In Thought - Phantasmagoria

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Gentle Lie -The Gazette

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shooting Star - 12012

i mean, its like suppppper funny cans. LOL
esp the 2+2 = HYENA thingy.
& the will you get married. so nice give me iori. *gives a contented face* LOL!
*laughs non-stop*
okay, shall go back revising til 5. & continue revising at 6.
FREE TIME from 8-10. HURRAY.
i'm packing bag & using com later. bye.

Last Lovers - Vidoll

shou & nao! （‐＾▽＾‐）
omg, murai naoyuki, what're you doing? LOL
NAONAONAONAO!

opps, forgot to post something ytd.
will go add bigbig later. cause its masa's birthday & i forgot to put happy birthday for him.
i didnt mean it. Σ(~∀~||;)

okay, practice was fun.
need to go start revising & stuffs alr.
i haven not even start yet, damn.

omg, i love iori's voice.

surely-iori

clearveil! (｀∀´)

had band practice today. nth much, but i totally hate the air-con.
when i went toilet, saw panda, & i were like, give me some warmth man! LOL
we both were like, whoa, shiok. cause her hands were super warm & mine were freezing. HAHA
had walzer the whole day, tired out now.
going to have my din din in a while's time.
my back's hurting pretty bad today. worsened alot more.
& due to coldness, it worse.
if i didnt paste the thingy that doc gave, sure super pain.
i cant walk fast now.
going up stairs hurts.
even lying on the bed hurts.
(´□｀｡)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASA!

shine-12012

library day! v(^-^)v
early morning, dragged as usual, but was still not late. (major disappointment)
then, saw kelvin, so we both went find place at library first.
was dying of hunger. then, yuting came.
then kelvin went to buy snacks with alfred.
they came back, & me & yuting went the cafe for FOOOOD!
waited for suppper long. was alr dying of hunger by that time, with an uncle sitting near us eating. DAMMMMMMN!
okay, so got our food, & just nice kelvin came down. LOL
ate our food, then kelvin ordered, & his came like, super fast? (￣＾￣)
okay, when done eating. went up.
we just used lappy for the whole time we're there. well, at least i did read my geo.
yuting just felled in love with kai. lol.
so gave her pics of kai. & she's like crazy over it. then kelvin & alfred were gossiping bout schoold reopen got 2 liao. LOL,
decided to go for dinner at imm, so were packing. then, alfred's finger kena cut by the glass stick stick thingy. so tissue was darn bloody. & we left library after his finger stop bleeding.

bags were heavy, so exchanged!
walked to imm, dinner-ed. bought sushis frm giant, & consumed them at garden plaza. forced tons down my throat, so wont waste. & i'm still bloated NOWWWWW.
the walked ard, & they sent me home. cause its super darkkkk.
kelvin suuuuucks! he keep scaring me cans.
actually no need them send me to my hse outside de. then needed it cause he keep scaring me.

anyways, today was fun as hell. o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

velvet-alicenine

FLAG DAY!!!!!
waited for everyone for about an hour.
we were meeting at 9.30
then, everyone reached only at 10.07.
i reached at 9.07 cans.
i tried my best to drag. but then i dont want shijie to wait for too long.
then i went out early. (BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE)
i took 10 mins to walk to the interchange. (i took about 3mins usually)
(￣＾￣)
after collecting our 'GONGS', we went imm & ate subway for breakfast.
which kept us full the rest of the day.
then, we went chinatooooown!
the mrt ride so fuuun!
lots of donations there, i think.
everyone was tired out.
i love kids man!!!!!!!!
they donate still byebye to me. LOL
tons of ppl question me stuff, then answer them.
alot of old ppl speak to me in english. ＼(゜□゜)／
LOL.
so, continue & continue.
then break.
then continue.
mrt-ed back.
on the way, ganga said she dislike ppl taller then her, & said that means she hate jemina & love yuting. LOLLLLLL.
reached, returned 'gongs'.
& FINALLY, DINNNNNNNNER, at cck basement.
the mrt ride was again fun, cause alfred kena tricked.
italian choco cake & coke float!
whoooooooots! yumyum.
okays, so crapped alot.
bought same pencil case as yuting.
then used alfred's & kelvin's phone,
& started doing the picture spamming thing i always did to miner. LOL
i took 600++ pics on kelvin's phone.
cool right? ya i know. HAHA
okay. home-d.
ard 3/4 dead.
tmr meeting yuting, kelvin & alfred to studyyyyy at library.
if they're late, i'll smack alfred again. HOHOHO.
（‐＾▽＾‐）

most impt thing,
MY SKIN TURNED DARK. LIKE, SUPPPPPPPER.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.

merry go world-12012

RUKI! :D
OMG RUKI, WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO PEISHAN? LOL

am bored, & i cant seem to fall asleep.
so i'm trying to make time FLYYYYYY by crapping here, crapping there,
here crap there crap, everywhere crap crap.
LOL. *totally high over it*
omg, i'm hopeless. -.-
anyways, was bored & i downloaded TONNNS of idol pictures.
due to the fact that i downloaded by bulks, cause some can be downloaded as a set,
i downloaded who knows how many.
then, went thru them, & arranged them in 2 files.
IDOLS & IDOLS' ICONS.

currently, i've deleted some 'overdue' ones, which are those i havent been using for a long time.
then, i deleted 300+ icons. -.-
god knows why i've got so many
& i deleted 184 wallpapers.
LOL
ya, its a bit over.
but now, still have to count by hundreds luh. LOL
i mean, i got 108 idols.
if i got 10 pics of each, i'll have 1080 pics.
O.O
whoa, thats like, alot.
no wonder lappy always HANG. TT
not only i download, i create some wallies & icons myself.
which will then add up to donnoe how much,
DAMNN!

anyways, bou's last live was awesome!
the last song, just made my heart break LUUUUH.
the whole band lied on the floor & cried like hell.
BOU was crying real badly. ):
miku hugged bou.
but still, teruki crying was unacceptable!
i mean like, teruki looks so ...
& when he cried, TONS of fans at their live cried like hell mans.
TT
i only can hope that after bou finishes his studies, he'll return.


ohmy!
i've crapped a long way~
LOL
okay, not crapping anymore, shall spend some time with my hammies.

baretta-thegazette

we rock.(^_^)v

school was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun as usual!
got chem practical today. LOL
had a hell of the time think what does the process of producing alot of bubbles is. i'm like, it starts will E right? LOL then, something hit me & i'm like, OHHHHH! evanescence! LOL.
fun like hell.
class banner went missing, *curses at the culprit*
after everything, went band, & they were dismissed. (・_・;)
went 496 & discussed bout the-case-of-missing-banner. LOL.
& awhile after, everyone home-d.
tiring! & tmr's FLAG DAY, meeting peeps for breakfast.
*cross fingers* i hope i wont wake up late.(^▽^;)

lovers-12012

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP.
i dont want to hear it.
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT.
even til today.

ruki & uruha.♥
ruki's short. but he's adorable! o(^▽^)o
i admit something. i went crazy when i saw this. its totally cuteness overload! ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ
school was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun! somehow, the days staying at home are boring. & i'd rather have remedials everyday. can play with class, why not?
okay, we were talking bout the girl-being-tortured-died-due-to-shock-stuffed-in-drum-filled-with-cement case. tons of people were disgusted. & hell ya. letting those guys being jailed only is too good for them. they should deserve something worse then death. something like, getting their flesh sliced off slowly, till their bones are seen & let them die of pain/shock/horror/whatever. i mean, they should at least go thru what the girl have gone thru. she's just 16, & they tortured her like that. they would sure to suffer during their next life. ( as though they will have one.)
anyways, have been listening to taion over & over again. & read the translations.
heres the translation:

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer…

Please answer me it is a horrible dream.
How much should I shout, writhe and suffer?
Please tell me it is a horrible dream.
I shouted many times with losing voice

There is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is mixed in the midwinter.

I persuaded myself, who had a dying voice and began writhing.
Not to lose for living.
I was drowned in the night when I feared and had a dying voice.
Please forgive my dying breath.

Please answer me it is a horrible dream.
How much should I shout, writhe and suffer?
Please tell me it is a horrible dream.
I want to smile again at last.

taion live: click here
taion pv: click here

seriously, i cried while watching. both.

ilove gazette.♥
for so many reasons! :D

look at ruki man!






the pic that came out:




& look at reita

taion