Saturday, September 27, 2008






OMG , OMG , OMG~


haha,gazette OwO
OMG~
haha,
i cant believe i'm huachi-ing during exam periods.
LOL.


th pics are in th following arrangement:
URUHA
REITA
RUKI
KAI
AOI.


:DD

i heart thm many many!/
i knw i'm not supposed to post,but i found something i really have to post. X)
tht is,
I FOUND FACTS OF URUHA. :D

-Uruha has really small eyes
-Uruha has a sexy hips and lips
-Uruha has beautiful hot thighs
-Uruha is scared of loneliness
-Uruha loves to sleep in boxer
-Uruha hates eating olives
-Uruha has been in all of his previous bands with Reita
-Uruha used to work in vegetable store
-Uruha likes to play games
-Uruha has 2 sisters
-Uruha LOVES his hair so muchies
-Uruha has 5 piercings on his left ear and 4 on his right ear
-Uruha has his high-quality alcohol before live to loosen up
- Uruha is 26 years old
-Uruha worships Sugizo
-Uruha wants to be a soccer player when he was a child.
-Uruha is an uncle
-Uruha loves to play pachinko and pool
-Uruha's type is O.
-Uruha likes ducks
-Uruha`s favorite book is: Silver Accessory Magazines
-Uruha's real name is Takashima Kouyou
- Uruha likes to drink alcohol and Coca-Cola
-Uruha loves to challenge people on his gameboy advanced
-Uruha wears a tee shirt and boxers to bed
-Uruha likes polar bears
-Uruha has a white Nintendo DS
- Uruha is the tallest member of the GazettE: 5'9"
-Uruha likes playing football, billiards, and going bowling
-Uruha has known Reita for everrr
-Uruha doesn't like to show his thighs, but feels he has to because fans expect it of him.
-Uruha is the heaviest member of the GazettE: 62kg




I LOVE Uruha/Takashima Kouyou

Saturday, September 20, 2008

()usualpeeps

i wrote this in my 2ndblog too,but most ppl cant see it,so i shall put it here as well,though its not th full one.

peeps,since our fate/destiny have brought us tgt,made us best of friends,why not we stick tgt,like we used to,and go thru all th obstacles in life,preserve our beautiful friendship,and kick those bastards' asses tgt?
i knw th journey's gonna be a rocky one.but i believe we can.

lets kick asses! :D

i love you guys (:

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i'm not gonna blog these few weeks,due to studies.miss me.
(:
i'm too lazy to blog about anything,anyway.

TOORU,HONTO KWAWAII NE!~

:D

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

today got 3 test in total,not counting th social studies as cher let us bring it home.
i hope will pass my math,phy&chem test!went harmo for awhile.thn went home with cheese,furball&miner! :D
math test was quite fun.hahahahah!lazy to write in details. dd;
gotta revise chem,geo,phy.
gotta do math,art,ss,chinese.
i hate exams!so many homeworks ):

Monday, September 15, 2008

fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.cramp! ):
arugh.ffffffffffff.
nvm =="
wont be going math.stay at home revise math,chem,phy. ):
pimples all over my face.i hate stress luh.make my face like tht.i'm so gonna whack tht bloody report book.make students have white hairs and pimples. =="
oh wells,at least i love chem luh.but i dont like physic and math luh! eeeee!~ LOL.
anyways,i just hope no one in 3e9 retain lo.but i knw there will be at least one.no choice de.i really hope we wont be late for chem lessons & stuffs.i dont wanna retain.i do not want to.
tmr,test will be till 4.if go harmo,donnoe till what time. ): so tmr go home sure need chiong homeworks. ): humph.sec3 life is super sucky.cant slack. ):
oh wells,at least i enjoyed this afternoon with usualpeeps. (:

PandaTan,sorry.dont be angry kay?we joke joke only.smile :D i knw you love me more thn him. (:

RaymondSim,sorry for trying to throw tht thing at you,& saying i dont want talk to you.

OngWanMei,SamanthaLoh,ChanWengLeong,TeoWeiHow,SimMinJie,EugenePung,

i love you guys,for making me smile,everytime. :DDD

Sunday, September 14, 2008

lazyyyy to blog,
but gotta say something.
th new low kay hua's novel, TO FORGET YOU is out!
please order frm me,& i'll collect it after getting all th orders. :D
thankyou. (:
each book is priced at 12.80.
th four other books,
i believe you
a photogenic life
you are here
journey


are oso available.
:D
`ty./
this is what happens when you dont have a place to stores those lyrics & translations. :DD

the gazette-guren. lyrics&translations.
Gomena ato sukoshi
Anata no namae to nemurasete

Yori sotta sugishi hi wa
Itami no yorokomi ai
Yorotte ni utsushi dasu
Anata wo omoi naite iru

Sokorifuru kanashii wa
Shiranai mama de ii yo
Aosokuri furure wo oboeta
Tari yume wa nani wo miru

Usure naide anata yo
Wazukara toiki wo kikasete hoshii
Chiisana koto wo dareku
Anata yo koko made oita...

Kawarenai yume ni
Tsuzuki ga eru nara
Douka dou irazu ni
Kofuku to yobe nakutemo
Oborete kasana ranu hibi wo

Usure naide anata yo
Wazukara toiki wo kikasete hoshii
Chiisanan koto wo dareku
Anata yo koko made oita...

Sukuri no tasaremou ari meide
Yokizemi no mayu wa
Ito wo chigirezu ni mou ni naru

Usure naide anata yo
Wazukara toiki wa kiitata hoshii
Chiisana koto wo no me ni
Kasureru inori no todoke...

Yoberu namae wo dabita
Yubi ori kazueru asu wa kienai
Mimi wo fuseki kiiteta
Yureka no yume no oto
Tori mono saru haru ni
Fureru no hana ga seku

ENGLISH

I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name

The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched with joy
Both hands reflect that
I cry when i think of you

there is a rain of sadness
it's fine just to remain unknown
i tremble for repose, i remembered
what do you want to see in this reeled in dream?

i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!

unchanging dreams, if this continues on
please dont pause in your happiness
even if it doesnt need to called out but
the drowning days are piling over me.

i dont want you to fade
let me hear, even a sigh
a small heartbeat, that isnt there
i want you come here!

Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness
Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, without the string tearing off?

i want to hear, even a sigh
little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat
of touched prayers delivered.

the name which i cannot call out i held closely
counting with my fingers, i dont want tomorrow to dissapear
hearing with blocked ears
the sound of a broken cradle

the spring time will never come again
the crimson lotus is in bloom



iori-surely. lyrics & translation

ima made naku shita mono, zenbu kachi ga aru kara
ima, boku wa koko ni iru no sa koko ni iru no sa
kimi ni wa boku ga miete iru?

jibun no ibasho ga nai kimi wa bokutachi no tokoro ni
saa koreba ii sa, koreba ii sa, igokochi wa ikaga?

fuan na kimochi wa zenbu sutete, egao de kono uta wo kikeba ii
shinjite ireba, kitto aeru to yakusoku shitai kara

kimitachi no "egao" ga
bokutachi no "yuuki" ni naru kara
bokutachi no "yuuki" wo
kimi tachi ni ageru

gushagusha ni nakikuzureta kao wa mou, mitakunai

osanai koro ni egaita yume wo ima mo oikakete iru kara sa
"kimi" wa tada, boku ga modoru koto wo shinjite ite hoshii

osanai koro ni egaita yume wa ima mo kanaeru tame ni hashiru
"boku" wa tada, hateshinai tabiji e hashiridasu yo zutto

"I believe" me and I'll be there
"La... I believe" me and I'll be there
"I believe" me and I'll be there
"I believe"

boku ga shitteru, kimi ga egaita yume wa ima mo POCKET no naka ni nemuru
iro asenai mama zutto nemuru

osanai koro ni egaita yume wo ima mo oikakete iru kara sa
"kimi" wa tada, boku ga modoru koto wo shinjite ite hoshii

osanai koro ni egaita yume wa ima mo kanaeru tame ni hashiru
"boku" wa tada, hateshinai tabiji e hashiridasu yo zutto

"I believe" me and I'll be there
"La... I believe" me and I'll be there
"I believe" me and I'll be there
"I believe"

ENGLISH


Until now, the things you've lost, you still have their entire value
Now, I'm right here, right here
Are you able to see me?

You, who doesn't have anywhere to be, it'd be good if you came to our place, come to our place
How about I comfort you?

Cast aside your uneasy feelings, it'd be good if you listened to this song with a smile
Because if you believe in me, surely when we are able to meet, I want to make a promise

Your face will become our encouragement because you have given us encouragement

Your dampened face which has broken down in tears, I don't want to see it

The dream I painted when I was little, even now I'm chasing after it
I want you to believe that I will return

The dream I painted when I was little, even now I'll run for the sake of it being able to come true
I'll start running on my endless journey, the entire way

I believe me and I'll be there
La... I believe me and I'll be there
I believe

I know, and even now the dream that you painted sleeps inside my pocket
It won't fade the entire time it sleeps.


alice nine-ruri no ame. lyrics&translation

Mimi sumaseba hibiite kuru oto wa
Shoka no kioku ajisai no kisetsu...

Kasa mo sasazu arukou to suru kimi
Toonoku senaka, ruri iro no kaori yonde

Sayonara wa sukooru no you ni yatte kite
Kasukana binetsu wa kimi no sei
Bokutachi no tame datte itte te wo furu yo
Hoho tsutau kanjyou no ame

Nureta mabuta kakusou to shita toki
Shizuka ni bureta kimi no shinon wa

Nani wo katari nani wo tsutaeyou to
Shiteta no darou? kizukenakattane dakara

Kumori sora furisosoida ame, shizuku
Kanashimi urumu me kakusu tame?
Kasa wo sasu te wo saegiri utsumuita
Miageteta toumeina sora

Hibikiau kokoro no oto mou nakute
Kazashita yubisaki todokanai
Taisetsuna sono matataki sono koe mo
Kaerenai ano toki no mama


ENGLISH

If I strain my ears, the echoing sound is
The memory of early summer, the season of hydrangeas...

You tried to walk away without holding up an umbrella
Your receding figure, lapis lazuli-coloured scent, I was calling out to you

Goodbye comes along like a squall
The faint warmth is because of you
You say it's for our sake, and wave your hand
The rain of emotion streams down my cheek

When I tried to hide my wet eyelids
The sound of your heartbeat trembled in the silence

What should I have said, what should I have
Tried to tell you? I couldn't have noticed, so

The rain that fell from the cloudy sky, these drops
Are they for hiding my sadness and teary eyes?
Holding an umbrella, I covered my eyes with my hand, and cast them down
I looked up at the transparent sky

The heartbeats that resound and blend, they no longer exist
I held my fingers up above my head, I can't reach
That precious flicker, and that voice
We can't go back to the way we were at that time


the gazette-chizuru. lyrics&translation
Anata no tegami ni wa yomenai ji dake
Atte sonokuchi kara kikasete hoshii

Narenai shiro wa nigate toikisae hibiku
Sorano iro sae shiretara sukuwareru no ni
Umaku dekinu kokyuumo itsuka wasuretai
Sou negaeru tsuyosa mo hikarabisoude

'Utsubuse no asu' utaeba togewo tsutau suimin
Karada ni karamaserareta Restraint
Even the mind seems to sleep
Hooni fureta netsu wa totemo natsukashiku yasashii
Mourou no hazamade mita kage danshoku no yume

Anata ni utsuru watashi no me ga
Anata wo miushinau higakitemo
Kono me ni yakitsuite kureteiru
Komorebino hibito anata wa
Tsureteikanaide

Nijimu shiro ga yureru
Kotoba mo wasuresou
Namida wa nagarete doko e yuku no
Watashi no namae wo yonde
Kudakeru kurai daite
Koreijou ushinau no ha kowai

Anata wa dokode watashi no koto utatteiruno
Mimi o sumashitemo hibiku no wa fuanteina kodou
Hooni nokotteta hazu no netsu ga omoidasenai
Mourou no hazamade mita no wa kanshoku no ima

Senbano totemo chiisana Anata no negai ni yorisotte
Egao mo kaesezu ni tada Toiki wo kazoeteita kioku no saigo ni?
Anata no koe ga kikoete Subete wo nakushita asa
'Hitotsu ni narenu futari'




ENGLISH

In your letter there are only words I cannot read
I want to meet you hear it from your mouth

Weak with white which I can't get used to Just a sigh echoes
Though I'd be saved if I only knew the color of the sky
I want to someday forget even the deep struggling breaths
When even the strength of wishing so seems shriveled up

If I sing "Downcast Tomorrow" The sleep that comes after the thorn
The Restraint my body was bound by
Even the mind seems to sleep
The heat that touched my cheeks is very nostalgically sweet
The shadow I saw in a dim loophole A warm-colored dream

My eyes in which your impression is left
Even when the day I lose sight of you comes
You are burned into these eyes.
You do not take me with you
To the days with you and the sunlight filtering through the trees

The oozing white wavers
It feels like I'll even forget words
Where do my tears flow away to
Call my name
Hold me till I crumble
I'm afraid to lose anything else

Where are you singing about me
Even if I listen hard, what echoes is my uneasy heartbeat
I can't recall the warmth that was left on my cheek
What I saw in the dim loophole Was a cold-colored reality1

I nestle up to
Your small wishes of a thousand cranes
Without returning the smile, just
In the last memory of counting my breaths...
I hear your voice
In the morning where everything was lost
"Two would could not be one"




would post more next time.no place to store these . :DDDDDD

Friday, September 12, 2008

tired.
i love english lesson when we were 'doing journal' hahaha!
anyways,lazy to blog.but this is horoscope:
There is a warm, sensitive feeling to the day that you are apt to find quite comforting, dear Aries. Your nurturing instincts are going to be extremely appreciated by others who might be grasping for something stable to grab hold of. Sensitive issues are your specialty and, whether you realize it or not, you have natural psychic abilities that are quite healing for anyone who comes in contact with this side of you.

anyways,ate lunch with usual peeps. (: ilovethem.
:DDDDDDD






`iwontforget.iwillmakeyoupay.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

arugh.kena caught by mdm rose for skirt.& was sent to ms lee. f. i actually today come home le want make skirt longer de.thn she call me pull.jius pull lo.whatever.i dont care.
theres this girl,i've been trying to ignore for such a long time.but,i think one day,my patience will be gone.cause i'm starting to hate her.only knw how to stare at ppl eh?look at yourself.in which f-ing way are you better thn any of us? f.
i enjoyed today's lessons quite okay.cause of something.heehee :DD
art was alright.today is th day when i have NO HOMEWORK! :DDDDDDDDDDD
hurray! LOL.
strawberry ice-cream is super nice!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD



If I hugged you,
would you never let go?

If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,
would you come with me?

If I fell for you,
would you catch me?

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

chiong-ing geo currently.
having headache.
after school today,went talk with usualpeeps.so many things happened.i really just want all of us to be happy.chesse-y,he did tht cause he cares.dont be angry with him,or thm.i dont really like him though.i donnoe why i'm speaking for him.maybe,i'm nuts or something.but,its for all of our sake.just,dont be angry anymore.okay?& beany,i dont really like you,but i knw you're not wrong.if you had discussed with us before doing anything,nothing like this would happen.i think,i'll forget about those mean things you've said,just cause of what you do this time.by th way,fur-ball says you're long winded. :DD

i wanna say 'iloveyou' to each & every single one of th ppl in usualpeeps right now [:
& i mean it.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

i'm stressed.really.all those work are pressing me down. ):
i dont wanna talk to some of th ppl anymore. ):
everyone changed. ):


practice was okay?lols.i went & snatched blackie's monkey.so nice to hug!i want bring home.shldent have given it to him.dd; hahaha!
chiong-ing stuffies now.so wont be very free.
i just hope last practice ends at sat.cause mdm peng say til sat.but if things are not done,thn need another practice on tues.
i dont want PE tmr.cause i will see th person i dont feel like seeing.she's just some freak.


i really need a laptop,baddddddddddddddddd!
for th trip.i wanna stay in contact. ):

Monday, September 8, 2008


wheeeeeeee(:
have done all homeworks,ya,including math. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
whoa! XDD first time i did all homeworks. hahaha! later gonna do research for art,revise chem&geography. i'm really chiong-ing lo.for th sake of end of year.i dont wanna retain luh! & i want good grades. gonna chiong art asap. i think will be doing cross-section ba? depends on th pics i'm finding later. :DDDDDDD i today suddenly wanna do homework.donnoe whats wrong.but whatevers wrong,its good! :DDDDD
anyways,went buy blackie's present.waste time! dd; kidding! :DDD hahah.did some drwings on th cardboard of th fullscape. nice kay. dd;
my hand hurts luh!arugh. ): nvm,gonna chiong!

welcome mdm peng back (:
tmr's bag gonna be so,super heavy.need bring chem textbook.ILOVECHEMISTRY! :DD

Sunday, September 7, 2008


home whole day,been reading. :DD i'm so in love with lisa jewel's novels.all super nice can! X) gonna revise chem later.gotta chiong luh.end of year coming le.jiayou!i knw i can!! wheeeeeeee.LOL.eatting now.mama cook. :DDDDD
oh before i forgot,happy birthday,eugenepung/blackie.
:D

Saturday, September 6, 2008

practice today.tired when reached home.humph. ):
happy birthday kenny(:
have been grumpy for quite some time. gotta brush up on all my subs. ):
boredddddddddddddd):
will start novels marathon later. :DDDD its been a long time since i read! :DDDD



I miss you
It's all I have to say
You're missing
I thought it better that way
But it kills me
And I can't fight this reliance
I'm drowning here
Amid this sick, strange silence
I need you
To tell you what I feel
To hear you
And remember what is real
When we said nothing
But it said so much
When we ran away
To get in touch
I feel you here
So lost inside me
I need you now
Or I'll fall apart completely
I miss myself
That piece you still hold
This space is hollow
Leaves me so cold
I can't forget you
I never will
The way you changed me
Because I miss you still...









A broken melody
Holds a key
Deep within the chords
Of a rundown piano,
Where I used to play
A song of relief,
Remembering.

While browsing the pieces
Of my song book
I write.
Turning the pages,
Scribbling a note,
So I could bring back
A song,
That once played
The keys to my heart

With a resounding tone
As I recall every song
I have played
with my piano,
So blissfully,
So wistfully,
That I almost forgot
What it really means,
To be alive...
While performing,
While listening,
A broken melody.

Friday, September 5, 2008



tired.
went library with usualpeeps.
mood isnt any better.
















`letmego.

Thursday, September 4, 2008


went dolly shopping today (:
i bought a licca doll,& some stuffies.those licca dresses can oso fit blythe,so hikari can share (: by th way,her name is kazumi. :DD she's adorable. sry for th blurrt pic,but its taken with phone.thts why.heehee.library with usualpeeps after sectional tmr. :DD lazy blog luh! haha X))

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

gathering today,at sam's place.watched th movie,the gods must be crazy.super funny.thn went down & play.i walked in the rain with raymond&sam. :DDDD fun.thn after,they came my block downstairs,& we were super noisy.LOL.
everyone,heres a secret.we have video-taped eugene pung dancing. X) intrested ppl please contact sam,& tell her you wanna watch.there is another video,if him singing.please view it from raymond's phone. X)))))))))))))))
gotta watch d.gray man le. hee. :DDDDDDD



i so love usual peeps(:

Tuesday, September 2, 2008



I LOVE TOH SHU YI (:
she finally gave me my birthday present.a packet of cookies.super nice dd; yummy! she make de lo. (: hee. i managed to survive today.super tired.yay!tmr gonna have gathering (: hee! :DDD see th skin contrast above?of course mine is th fairer de.th other is just a blackie. dd; he wont see this,so its okay.i think? LOL. i'm so looking forward to tmr. ;DDDDDDDDDD

Monday, September 1, 2008

boreddddddddddddd):
i hate this holiday,humph.
chiong-ed my math hoiliday homework halfway.was super boredddd!doodled abit,surfed net,played games.nth fun at all. tmr gonna be a super longgggg day.

8-10 geography.

10-1.30 meeting.

1.30-4.30 practice.

5-7 math.


a super duperrrr long day! ): gonna be so tired tmr. ):

having major headache! ): arugh! 2 more days to gathering!! ;DD
its th only thing i can be happy about,for now.gonna take pics with usual peeps,so at least when i go overseas,there pictures yea?7 days aint short.its 164 hrs longgg.












`boy,i'm tired already.