Tmrw will be the start of my birthday month alr. :(

Went movie today with panda, wanmei, minjie & keanonn. :D Dairy of a wimpy kid. Funny luh. Eh, his big brother not bad looking uh. *winks* Thou he's mean, but oh, he IS not bad looking. Hehehe. 
Aww, when i'm with them, all my moody-ness goes away. :) Cause, they do stupid things all the time. :) :) :) 
Tmrw i'm off to library with wanmei. (: Maybe go sch first or after or whatever. LOL. I want my cert alr luh!! 
Mom says i should sell my old tablet. BUT! I need it to store my songs & pics eh. So CANNNNNNNNNNOT. :/ Plus~ I cant let it go luh. Use long le got feelings de k. 
Anw, woke up today with long texts from few ppl. Idk why must all send tgt. -.- & nth registered in my head. Just wake up see so many words, who will go read properly. I just see see, thn like that lo. Should be nth important bah.
Shld i bring lappy to library tmrw? Cause i wna do my math lesson thingy. :/ HAVE TO DO LESSON 2 LATER ON URGH. :(



Otw home just now, i saw someone so familiar. :/ Didnt call him cause, idk luh. :( Stupid stuffs made my brain stop functioning properly. YiTian, didnt you miss him alot?! Why didnt you go & see if its him? STUPID.

You cant affect my mood this way ;)

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Bought lappy today, need charge 12 hours, wth. -.- Urgh, stupid headache. ZZZ I made my background iori, uru, aoi & ruki lo! :) Change every 10 secs. ^^ Happy :> 

If you insist i'm the kind of person who dispose people when i dont need them, i would have disposed you long ago. In the first place, i wouldent have any use for you. Yes, whatever you've said about me, or in short, i'm a bloody fucking bitch, ok. I'm fine with it. Why argue with someone who is so pathetic huh. LOL. Someone like this, isnt worth me being sad over. Its something i should celebrate. I finally gotten rid of yet another one. Another one who ACCUSE me. Yeah fine, go on accusing. I wont stop you. I'm used to it alr.(: 

Yes, i should have gotten rid of those i dont have a use for right? If i did, so many of them wouldent be my friends. But i want them to be my friends, with no reason. I just want them. But you're different. I'll do as you wish. Since you think i'm that kind of monster, i'll show you a fucking monster. ^^

Can collect O level cert alr, ppl! :)

The moon's really pretty today.

 Maybe sometimes, you should reflect your own actions, instead of only putting the blame on us. I bet you dont even know who the fuck you are.

I'm irritated enough. I let it go once. You've used up your chance.

Go to hell, stay there, burn, decay, & dont fucking come back. 

Went to JW2 to return uniform, thn played with them ard abit. (: YAY I LEFT HELL. ^^ 
I keep spraying water cause someone filled the spray thingy with water. Heh heh heh. 

Sigh, i miss Jemmy. Managed to see ShiJie today only. :(

Get me a ds lite for my birthday, someone! Crimson black or pink one PLEASEEEEEEEEE! (X :P 169 onlyyyyyyyy. :X
I didnt want a dsi cause, its 200++ & i never use those new functions, so rather save those $. HAHA.


I'm rather angered now, so am gna vent anger later on.
Tmrw off to SP to get Lappy, IORI NUMBER 2.
HEH HEH HEH. K, bb.

:D

Outing pics. (:

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 Radin's in the backgroundddddddd! Enlarge & SEE! LOL

 Look at their faces. XD

Photos taken from Mevis & JunFeng on fbbbb. ^^

I want outing again sooooooooon!

Search for you love,

More ppl told me i look tired. ): 
Well, i am tired. ZZZZZZZZZZ.
BUT! TMRW!! PICNICCCCCCCCC (y)
With beloved bunch of 2e8'07 humanzx of course! ^^
Me & wanmei gna make sandwiches. (Sheesh, cant paint nails alr!) XD I guess its safer to not add tomatoes. (X Gna make some normal ham & cheese, peanut butter jelly & butter sugar. Cause i'm a lazy girl ha ha ha.
I'm off to read novel alr luh bb. :D

Crush yourself.

When you're in need, you suddenly become a nice person. After getting what you want, you forget the person who helped you.
Bastard.
I'm enraged. 

& oh i love the cure mag featuring phantasmagoria that i've bought from hvm. 

Anyone have any jobs to recommend? Just msn me luh k, thanks.
Not as shitty & as low paying as my current one uh. My job stinks to the hell & back. & not to mention, you dont meet all nice people there.

I'm back to tarot cards. 

Nobody cares. :(

I fell in love with Phantasmagoria's 'My mental state'. Sigh, they'll be gone for good, after 5th april, their last live. I wont get to see them live, ever. Their previous disband-ing had me crying my eyes out. Now, history shall repeat itself & i'm crying my eyes out. The ending of the song, tugs at my heart somehow.
Screw everything else. Nobody cares about their disband like we fans do. :( I feel damn awful right now. 
I thought when 2010 comes, they'll be back for good. So much for looking forward to something that will only bring me disappointment & nothing else. Well, at least i still have these last songs of theirs. As thou these are doing any good to my mood.

Imagine your favorite band, disbanded. How would you feel. How do you expect me to accept this so fast. Yes i knew it since a few weeks ago, but i dont recover fast from heartbreaks sry. 
It took me almost a year to get over them being disbanded the previous time.
I'm not so sure if i can get over the fact as fast this time.


I feel like getting neo genesis 44 to cheer myself up, but i'm afraid even my pretty uruha & my sexy aoi wont do the trick. 

I need to hear Iori's voice. :(

My awesome boys. (X

I saw Uruha & Aoi in neo genesis 44. I NEED THE MAGAZINE. SOMEONE GET ME THAT FOR MY BIRTHDAY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE! URGH. Comes with uruha & aoi posters. DAMN!
I fell in love with uru all over again.

Oh yes aoi is good looking in those scans too but i'm too bias. Hehehehe. I LOVE MY PRETTY BOY URUHA! (L) (L) (L) 
I'M IN LOVE OMI! *float float* *melts completely* HEH HEH HEH.



& my fav pic of the day -

Gazette = Love <3

It was after i lost myself in you, theres no turning back.

Give it up.

Wishes dont come true.

I made the same wish over & over again hoping it'll come true.

But it never does.

Wiccans always say, 'if you believed hard enough, everything will come true.' 

I believed so hard for so many years for that one little wish.

But in the end, nothing happens.



Sigh. :/

Despite knowing there's no way i can possibly take the plunge and say goodbye, i still hold you tight just in case.

I cant see you nor hear you, but i'm still holding onto you.

 my hair is now BLACK. ): 

You're my first love, the person who taught me love. Never forget you, i'll remember you. I only remember you.

thinking i'll forget you but still, unspeakable words spill from my mouth, maybe i'll see you again.

I always walked the long way thinking maybe by coincidence i'll see you & maybe you'll see me.

"We're all mad here"

ALICE IN WONDERLAND 3D. MUST WATCH. SUPER NICE! 
&, my fav character is,

CHESHIRE CAT!XD Its so so so cute luh. (L) HAHAHAHHA.

K, tmrw work, sat work, sun work. Poor poor me right. ZZZ

I wont put my hands up & surrender.

YiTian is very sick now. :( :( 
Feels awful. Throat hurts. HOW TO DO CASHIER YOU TELL ME?!:(
Had dizzy spells throughout work today. :( Lucky i get to go home @ 5 today. :/
Hope tmrw will turn out fine. :(

I'm spamming but this is IORI!

Sigh, he's back to visual kei at last. Well, it IS so much better thn the oshare kei styled iori. Hehe. (:

IORI I LOVE YOUUUUU :3

Riku looks damn beautiful in this series of pics lo. Jun looks awesome too but i just want to post Iori's cause he's the besttttttttttt (L)
Damn i love his lips. :X

bbq+very sweet drinks+not enough sleep = a very sick yitian. ):

Miyavi (L)
Sprained my back a total of 4 times from ytd night til today. -.- Stupid siol. ZZZ Huiqi jumping on me caused me to sprained it another time. *kicks huiqi*
&, TAN HUI QI, I SORE THROAT LE LUH THANKS TO YOUUUU!!! TT
I'm feeling fever-ish. ZZZ
& I BOUGHT A SKULL PRINTED HEADPHONE ON EBAY. DOGGONE PRETTY. 

& qns, 50 bucks for a new creative zen mosaic, worth it? :B Hehe. I KNOW WORTH IT LUH. But no warrenty ley. LOL.

Anw, manager is weird nowadays. Like he knocked his head or smth. He KEEP smiling de lo. This morning when we visit store also. 


I bought my black hair dye alr. :/ Sigh. 

Next month, i'm getting a watch, mp3 player, ugly doll softy or a living dead doll for myself on my birthday. Hehe. ^^



I want thisssssss.

 

The blue purple yellow one! (L)
Anyone knows where these are sold?
 

@ aipoh's houseeeeeee (X

HIIIIII! I'm @ aipoh's place now & shes downstairs playing MJ with some guys, think til morning luh. LOL. Lookie @ the time nowzx & i just done bathing. My lappy cant connect to the internet & have to use yuxin's netboooook. lmao. XDDD Huiqi keep accusing me of fangirling when i DID NOT lo. Rawr! 
People, miss me. ;) 


& hell, why nobody update the private bloggy one? (this msg is directed to shijie jemmy malcolm.)


K I WNA GO YOUTUBE SEE IDOLS STUFF ALR BB.

Breakerz \m/ \m/

I LOVE BREAKERZ OMI! :D

ESPECIALLY DAIGO DARLINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG (L)

 They're breakerz & they have awesome music & i love the one in the middle named Daigo & he kills me when he plays the piano. XD
&? I'm gna spam some pictures. ^^

He is like the most adorable guy i've seen lo. I mean, which other guy does photos with imaginary handshakes with all his fans? Hehehehe. I love you Daigo. ^^
& theres one of this in his blog, he put chair beside him, thn put his arm over. He told us fans to imagine we're sitting next to him. LOL LOL. XDDDDDD AHHHHHHHHHHH!!
& it looks like 

 Really, which sane girl wouldent want to sit beside him. LOL. & he said all of us are his wifes. He'll get TONS of wifes. Lmao.

Gna work later, but i'm gna be highing all the way cause Daigo made my dayyyyy (L)

I love Jake Abel!

PERCY JACKSON & THE LIGHTNING THIEF \M/
Hehe. Why bad guys soooooo handsome in movies? I meant Luke. Hehe. HE CAUGHT PARTS OF MY HEART LUH. I JUST LOOOOOVE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH. Hehehehe. JAKE ABEL I LOVE YOU! Even thou Logan Lerman is hot too, somehow i just love Jake Abel more. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

SCREAMMMMMMMMM! AHHHHHHHHHH! LOL!! (X He soooooo handsome luh. 
Hehe. :P :P
He's a year younger thn Iori. (X 


&&& LOGAN LERMAN A YEAR OLDER THN ME ONLY LO! Cool right. (X


I very high uh. Cause the movie got 2 hotties so ya. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

Rose is red, violet is blue, revenge is sweet, when love is not true.

Is it me, or is Ruki H-O-T. Oh, Ruki darling. (L)
Sry, am pretty down, so had to see handsome boys to make my day better. Saw two cute guys in total today :P Well, work's shitty & so many things to complete & i left them @ 6+ HAHA. :X Well, no need stay so long anw. :/ Love my new black contacts. ^^ The person charged me less cause we're neighbours. Our stores nearby mahhhhh. Say byebye to my maroon contacts. Cause its damaged. :O I squeezed it too hard with nails when taking them out. OPPS. :X K will try to take good care of this pair nowwww. :D -TRY- HAHAHAHAHA. Hey i feel much better already. 
Tmrw off to movie with my favourite bunch of humans (not all). Movie is Percy Jackson & the lighting thief, i think. I gna get candies for myself & maybe get the living dead doll, spider bites. Still considering. Cause it 40++ only. ^^ Well, maybe, maybe. :/ Srsly cant decide. ):
Am so gna ask about THAT BAG. Its so kawaii omi. XD If its cheap/reasonable price, i'll get it. HAHAHA.
Aw damn i wished i had a guy as handsome as my idols for me to stare at everyday. Well the only ones i have are iori, & gazette members cause i have iori's photo beside my bed on the table & i have gazette poster. Sigh. :/

I cut my hands again -.-

Omi, stupid mouth ulcer hurts like no tmrw. Ytd worked til late late, today work morning & tmrw working morning. Stupid. Wheres my life man. -.-
Urgh.
Wounds everywhere. Stupid cuts.