back.
i argue with father again.
lols.
i go step his pillow.
iim not biantai la.
hahahahahah.
aipoh call me put superglue in his comb.
lols.
anyway,
nt really in th mood.



















am super unhappy.
i dont wanna say th reason why.
yoo should know,
tht i'm trying super hard.
i did try.
and i believe i can.
but why?
before i even have any improvements,
yoo just step in and say i have a f***ing attitude?
yoo think i dont know?
do yoo,even know tht i've been trying alot alr?
i hold back th hate,and th urge to give th person a tight slap.
and i actually have to hide at home to cry myself to sleep.
yoo dont know what i'm going through.
and yoo have no rights to want me to do what yoo want me to.
its unfair.
i try,and yoo just throw insults at me.
yoo dont try,and i didnt say anything.
am i supposed to scold yoo or slap yoo?
i think i should.
but i,DID not.
its easy to say,
not easy to do.
try doing.
yoo do not have th problems i have.
it may be easy for yoo.
but have yoo ever,
ever considered other peepos' problems,
i can never be as perfect as yoo think.
yoo may think we're all suckers,
but i dont care.
cause,
yoo yourself is not perfect.
peepos make mistakes.
i believe yoo do too.
unless yoo,are not human.
which i doubt.
i hate facing all this and not having th courage to say.
but nw,
i dont wanna care anymore.
i know clearly,
tht i'm having moodswings.
cause of problems in my family.
serious problem.
and i believe many ppl know why.
if yoo do not know,
i think its better for yoo not to.
and dont ask me th reason.
cause,
i may just breakdown in front of yoo.
just remind me when i'm having moodswings or giving attitude.
but not giving me attitude back.
cause,i'm trying to change,
and i need to know when i'm wrong.
by th way,
i hate tht somebody.