I hate christmas.

I hate christmas. Isnt christmas meant for celebrating? I spent it crying, shivering. Going to the hospital to visit him today. Lets hope he'll be fine. I hope he'll recover soon. I KNOW he'll recover soon. He will.
When i was very interested in Wiccan few months ago, i read something. 
'When you believe hard enough, it will come true.'
I believe he will recover soon & i know he will.
Everyone, lets pray for him. 
If i didnt reply your text means i dont feel like talking at the moment. If i dont blog for a few days means i'm sad. Get it?