sayonara,

You may be the first to tell me you love me, face to face. But honestly, i felt like laughing. Not because i was happy. Because, really, who the hell are you joking with. You dont even understand me. Its not like you dont know you froze my damn heart. So whats the use now? As thou i'm foolish enough to make the same mistake again. I made that mistake once, i dont make it again. The foolish one is you. C'mon now. Its not like you'll get a chance to see me again. I'm sry it i broke your heart, but i think you deserve it. ;) 

Anw~ I found whats missing in my life all this while. I dont know why i missing THAT too. I'm prolly outta my mind but oh who cares really? No one does. 
Without it, is as thou someone with myopia is with a pair of specs that doesnt have lenses. You wont be able to see clearly. Some people might get used to it, some people might not. & i think, i wont ever get used to it. Because my degrees are too high. I need that pair of specs back in my life.
Grr, i'm a gone case. Someone call iori to fly here & save me please. He'll be able to, maybe. Oh great i'm not even sure the awesome iori can save me. Its deep this time. :/