I fell in love with Phantasmagoria's 'My mental state'. Sigh, they'll be gone for good, after 5th april, their last live. I wont get to see them live, ever. Their previous disband-ing had me crying my eyes out. Now, history shall repeat itself & i'm crying my eyes out. The ending of the song, tugs at my heart somehow.
Screw everything else. Nobody cares about their disband like we fans do. :( I feel damn awful right now.
I thought when 2010 comes, they'll be back for good. So much for looking forward to something that will only bring me disappointment & nothing else. Well, at least i still have these last songs of theirs. As thou these are doing any good to my mood.
Imagine your favorite band, disbanded. How would you feel. How do you expect me to accept this so fast. Yes i knew it since a few weeks ago, but i dont recover fast from heartbreaks sry.
It took me almost a year to get over them being disbanded the previous time.
I'm not so sure if i can get over the fact as fast this time.
I feel like getting neo genesis 44 to cheer myself up, but i'm afraid even my pretty uruha & my sexy aoi wont do the trick.
I need to hear Iori's voice. :(
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