I didnt change, i grew up.

Aiyo eh cellbio & ochem results like shit. I didnt fail but dk luh, feels like i got rejected or smth, dk why also.
I know there are people who got worse then me& stuff, but i kinda cant forgive myself you know.
Didnt want to show much emotion at school, so yea lo. Had to act like i'm fine & stuff. So ppl wont worry, plus those who're alr sad wont feel worse.
Idk why this few days so many ppl feeling down. Makes me feel blue too. :/ I get affected easily luh. :(
I need to stop fangirling. & if i do stop fangirling i'll stop smiling as much too. :( Isnt it sad.
I need to make myself study at least 1 or 2 hr each day luh. I cant play much longer.
& i better cut my damn nails. Got viola on wed & i dont want fingers to hurt cause of those stupid stupid nails.
Idk why i feel so tired all of a sudden.










&&&, thank you aden for helping me get bodyshop mask at half price. Love you! <3