Silver

Heisei Ishin.
they rock man.

today's SYF.
its crap.
bad news?
YHHB got silver.
good news?
ALL SCHOOLS GOT SILVER.
okay. so i was bloody shocked when they annouced us silver.
& even more shocked when they annouced nj silver.
so when tht guy said nj got silver, i'm like, huh?
sure everyone get silver.
in the end, everyone did.
judges said stuff like the standard have increased & all.
but hell.
since our standards have increased, then everyone had to get silver.
not gold, not nth.
yes, i feel tht its unfair.
but what can i do apart from accepting it?
at least i know we're not a low silver.
at least i know we've done well.
was acting all normal, but was super sad.
after done listening to them talk, walked out sch with shijie & i just let the tears flow.
then hugged aipoh & cried super hard.
why cry? not because i'm unhappy with the result.
but its my last performance, & i'll never perform with them ever again.
i'll miss the times so damned much. seriously.
i'll miss my juniors.
i'll miss everything.


Happy birthday, RADIN.

{River of tears}

Rainbows - Alice Nine.